I was gifted a pretty incredible thing- I always wanted to learn sax and this year I get to pursue that goal with an alto. This gorgeous instrument is just- OMG. It sounds amazing! First time trying brass coming from someone with a history of keys and strings~💖 Thank you!!!

Cozy time~ Finally finished my smart light upgrades. A little treat to myself after the whole FWA debacle. Been years in the making, but I feel it’s pretty worth it since this is where I work when I’m sculpting and also where I spend most of my day when I’m at home 🧡💜🩷

She sleeps like a little fuzzy sphere

I didn’t realize I’d be running the mass effect 2 suicide mission in real life to get to FWA but here we are. And managed to keep the whole crew alive. I truly don’t deserve such great folks in my life.

It’s important to take some time for yourself here and there, despite the convention prep sort of eating all my time lately, this cat is gonna celebrate their Birthday today! 🎉 Another year around the sun, another one to keep on doin’ what I do~ Thanks for being a part of this journey with me!

It gets really fucking lonely sometimes

It’s almost my birthday, hmm. Been so caught up in work I haven’t even planned anything and honestly I just wanna get paid and rest once this con prep is over. Prepping for two of the biggest furcons in the world back to back is killing me 😬

Something I wrote a few years ago, and honestly I feel I’m in a much better place. Don’t hold on forever. You deserve to live your own life too.

Exactly 💯

Story time Ok- vulnerable moment time. Topic- getting a Brazilian. (It’s not like I have hair appointments or get my nails done, but self care is self care and I’m trying to be good to myself and razor burn sucks a lot). Anyway- Sorry moots, you know that about me now, RIP.

I’ve been pulling off some crazy stuff lately getting XCA ready for FWA and updating xenocat’s catalog with new art and models. We also have our own coffee coming! T shirts! Partnering with some other amazing artists! And a collector card? WHAT? I’m so tired, but excited.

Making good progress, weighed in at 209 this morning! Already down 19lbs, more to go. Goal is 185-190. At my fittest, I was 160lbs with 11% body fat when I did competitive swimming. At 185, I felt my sexiest and healthiest for being non athletic at that point. Let’s go!

On and off with pretty bad depression. I’ve got my good days and bad. Been getting alot done, but every now and again even breathing feels laborious. Today is one of those “bury me in blankets, I’m done” sort of days. Hate when it hits this hard.

“We Have Time” (Piano Improvisation) youtu.be/l-bXiQ3lbX0?... I wrote this on the fly, as the feelings came to me. I figured after I tinkered around to start recording. I was feeling a lot that day, and I hope it helps you feel something too.

I… hope I’m doing the right thing. I feel like I’m in the void. Everything feels fucked and I don’t want people to think I’m trying to cause problems by sticking my own neck out I just want things to be better Even if I am a drop in the pond, maybe, it will make a ripple? I do care about you.

Trying to do some self care while I’ve been going hard with XCA. I’ve been more or less running it on 1.5 person manpower for close to a year, and I’m super proud of all I’ve been able to do and streamline. Even trying to grow out my hair. Learned a lot. And lost some weight💚

…yeah- I think I’m officially done with the Bazowie awards. Why in the hell are people competing in a toy category against a fucking fisting cream from XR brands. Nothosaur still being there. Twisted fantasies. Categories that make no damn sense. I’m going to stop promoting.

EXCUSE ME MA’AM

I have a gap! A small window. Time to go and get boxes shipped.

Ok. Day 3 of this headache that won’t go away and I am in hell. My face is swollen too, and sinuses on fire. Kill me.

With the @bazowie.bsky.social Sexy Fandom Award nominees being announced now seems like a great time to boost this article. A bigger and better version on the way but there's still PLENTY of evidence here that shows what kind of company Nothosaur really is.

Adopted a cool critter, trying to think of a name! Really loved the head shape on this one, something deep sea or glowing cavern related I’d think~ Artist is DragoDi on FA

Dang, these are just some of the models I’ve sculpted, one of these days I should see if I can put together a collage of everything in its render form. I think it’d be neat to see ^_^ (Zayn/Dionaea- I had the pleasure of remastering. Original @/sionidae.bsky.social and @/madetowere.bsky.social)

💚The awards are open again, if you like my work a shoutout would mean the world if you want to see our stuff up for nomination!💚 Qualifying models: Dionaea Grinder (Fantasy)(Scifi) Helios (Scifi) Zahne Vibe (Scifi) (horror) Dynastes Vibe (fantasy) Enigma (scifi) (horror) Link is below!

A 'quick' (abt 3hr) pic of @xenocatartifacts.bsky.social's Kane, under the premise of "what if people drew the characters of character-based toy companies, but using their favorite colorways of the toys themselves?" Just for funsies. Trying to break a depression block.

…she fluffy enough yet?

Oh, hello there tiny kitty!

Stuffed bell peppers, they came out super delicious!

Super fun YCH from @barladera.bsky.social , you’ve got Ere’s seal of approval, now go on- boop that snoot! ~I don’t bite~

She really wanted to be included, she did pretty good!

"It'd be an awfully empty galaxy without you." #MassEffect #Garrus #Femshep

Christmas came early for the kitties, Faye was the first to discover the cardboard palace

Baked potato/hash brown breakfast thingy. Hash browns, old bay seasoning, salt, pepper, green onion, sour cream, and shredded cheese. Nom nom nom

Tiny babby

Pspsps- do you like loose leaf teas from local shops that routinely knock it out of the park? New favorites from them: -Japanese Geinmatcha Green tea (Creamy, grassy and delicious) -Peach Cobbler (tastes like its name, but not overly sweet. So warm and fruity!) -Strawberry Oolong

Been cooking a lot lately, it’s the season for soups, tasty snacks and hearty meals. We got- -garlic and herb grilled cheese with tomato basil bisque soup -teriyaki chicken fried rice bowl -toasted english muffin with cream cheese, smoked salmon, capers and dill -savory seared pot roast! #food

There’s no easier way to devalue your business and dilute your brand than to integrate generative AI images and branding It has been going on way too long for companies to be ignorant to the harm it does, ecologically and against other artists AI (Especially Generative AI) is Theft. Do better

What’s the deal with the rude people coming by saying “oh, there’s the faker dildo makers” at anything not by BD? We do scifi and fantasy. If you only want one silicone toy option, just say that I guess? We try to do unique stuff. It won’t kill you to just shop where you want.

I just want some positivity, (Tired and low on spoons) I hope everyone is safe at MFF and that people handle stuff maturely and as respectfully as possible 💚Stay safe out there, friends! (I’m just here to sell space dildos, come say hi if you like hugs and ding dings)

Fish have committed credit card fraud

Bandanna be matching too damn good today, time for thunder and lightning ⛈️

Progress is progress. In this pic, I still weigh 213lbs. Goal is to get to 185.

Hey folks, small heads up that the owner of @/Spicerackmarket is also the owner of Twisted Fantasy toys. (They created a sex toy based after a S/A item as a joke during the Depp/Heard trial.) There’s other nuances, but wanted to give a heads up for those who may not know.

Sometimes it feels good to be kept in the dark~ 🖤⛓️ Silicone hood @furrjoi.com ⛓️🖤

I am not tall even with my platform boots 💀 For all I deceived in past photo angles, I am but a wee little shit. You’ve been had

“And the waters are warm Where they used to run freezing Where there used to be storms My horizon is fleeting I'm so tired inside I could sleep through a landslide But I'm finally here And I'm not leaving this time” -Infinite Baths (SleepToken)

Something had arrived from a long while back- finally! I can try out some rubber~ Hood is the Silicone IVN Drone from @furrjoi.com I can’t wait to put a whole outfit together to welcome the new hood properly.

They are thinking my dad may have had a transient ischemic attack. After his visit today, they are ordering an MRI.

youtu.be/gGEiDMf01sw?... If anyone else needs this today, it’s just… a good song.

Omg. Not me dialing the WRONG ass number on telegram. Remind me to not hit the wrong fucking button on my call history list 💀