The Nickelodeon coverage of the Super Bowl is better than the actual game.

I really have an urge to get my ps4 out of storage and play Bloodborne again.

Full agree

The more your showrunners talk about the live action Avatar The Last Airbender series, the more it’s clear they didn’t get it.

Kojima back at it again doing Kojima things m.youtube.com/watch?v=6cs-...

Dan Mora might be my favorite comic artist of all time. I adore how he draws classic designs for characters while at the same time making it look contemporary.

How does Owen Benjamin have unironic fans? Humans scare the shit out of me.

In one of those very common “order every item off the Taco Bell menu” moods.

I decided to checkout the hellsite for a quick peek and the first thing I see is discourse of people wanting to fuck the dune part 2 popcorn bucket.

Breaking:

This video changed my life www.youtube.com/watch?v=2s9A...

Only good vibes from now on

If anyone has an unspoken grievance with me, I swear I will not overreact if it is made explicit to me. (I’ve worked a lot on this) I always feel like I’m doing bad things I have no awareness of, and it puts me into choice paralysis.

I’ve tried taking up some new hobbies at the request of my therapist but everything just feels lifeless. I have no motivation to do them.

I’ve pretty much lost all meaning at this point. Completely adrift, sad and confused is the only way I can explain it.

finally finished

I want to stop hurting people and it seems like I have to completely distance myself from everyone in order to do so. I don’t understand how I do it, I don’t have any bad intentions and I try to help but it’s like I’m radioactive. Even when I’m following my therapists advice, shit goes wrong.

One of the reasons I’m glad I’m not on Tw*tter anymore is many bluecheck accounts will just nonchalantly post a video of someone getting murdered/killed and be like “What do we think about this, chat?” And they do it for $$$. Fucking ghoulish shit.

You ever think that you’re just a character in someone’s D&D game? Your player is just pulling a funny 24/7.

Might just go back to sleep and hope I wake up with a mind that isn’t trying to fuck with me.

The YouTube algorithm gods recommended me a video last night that completely blew my mind and made me realize the faults in my method of communication. And sure enough my communication style seems to be a coping mechanism from childhood.

no one is disposable

living my life as a series of randomly generated side quests while neglecting the main story. it’s more fun this way and no one can stop me

Just watched a video that made a very confusing, turbulent situation, make more sense to me. Thank you algorithm gods.

I’m embarrassed to present myself this way, but I’m really scared tonight and I feel lost.

Does anyone else have intense fears of sending messages due to the possibility of being misinterpreted and hurting an already fragile relationship?

Growing apart from people I love scares me.

Can’t sleep

It’s a fucking blizzard outside

one of my big problems that I’m working on is a lack of faith in bonds when there is a separation. My own life experience has never really shown me healthy reconciliation after a separation of any kind so that’s colored my perception in a negative way.

The fucking backstabbing liar keeps sending me friend requests. Do they think they can just lie about me behind my back to my friends and then everything will be cool?

It feels like every single thing I do is wrong, and I want to do right. I’m sure I’ll come to regret this post too. I have never felt so confused and absolutely adrift in my life.

I’d like to thank McDonalds for helping give my life meaning

My brain decided it was time to initiate a panic attack and wake me up.

Lololol, I just noticed the toxic liar tried to send me a friend request on fortnite. You fucking thought.

Being told again and again that something isn’t the case only to find out it is really fucks with my head. Always second, triple and quadruple guessing what I’m told from now on.

Is it possible to get a time refund for the past 5 months?

Arcane is very good if you’ve never seen it. Would recommend.

If I did what that snake did, none of my friends would ever speak to me again, and they’d be right not to.

And if that means my remaining friends won’t want to be in my space anymore, that is their right, it’s depressing as shit, but I can’t just let myself get fucking backstabbed and lied about behind my back and pretend everything is ok.

When I was very young, my family would take any display of weakness or emotional sadness from me as a way to twist the knife and make me feel like shit. Reminds me of someone else I know.

I don’t care if I get an apology from that person, I’m never speaking to them ever again. If you see someone struggling with mental illness and you go out of your way to stab them in the back and maliciously lie about them and make it 10x worse you are just a piece of shit.

I grew up on these streets

Being consciously betrayed is the worst feeling. The world is full of scumbags and the worst part is you don’t know who they are until a knife is in your back.

No one is owed anything from anyone in this world, (except a child/parent relationship) that’s why it’s so special when someone does something kind for you.

Sometimes I feel really misunderstood, and it’s my own fault, I’m a bad communicator, but it just sucks.