my hair is so dead ugh i can’t wait to get it back to normal lmao

so many men get so mad at women who like tv character or male celebrity edits as if what they do isn’t 100x worse lmao like are you projecting or something

medication actually makes me get stuff done it’s crazy

how i treat my computers every time i look at component prices these days

can’t stand people who just keep beating around the bush say it with your chest dammit

i’m literally so sick of trying to force my left eye not to be cross eyed even when i wear glasses or contacts it takes actual brain POWER to keep it straight

i love wet hair looks but hate the sensory

omg shut upppppp

i got prescribed wellbutrin lol

those moods where i think im better off dead and hate everyone and everything

about to see Obsession

now that i’m an amc a-lister i can indulge in going to the movies a lot more!! going to the theatre is just such a different experience lol im considering this a hobby

does anyone have letterboxd?

i’m going through an ego death and idk if i’m terrified or happy about it

before judging someone for eating frozen or processed food you must: 1. ensure they are able-bodied 2. find out if they have a functional kitchen + safe living space 3. realize that you will never be entitled to any of this information so you must, in fact, never judge others’ food choices🫶🌈💗

going to work off no sleep 😍

doing a chop 💇🏻‍♀️

every so often i get a strong desire to totally change my online presence, different name that isn’t my gov name, different style etc like i just feel so… boring and flat and exposed

Self portrait commission today

i would pay someone for a cute drawing of my face for a pfp for all my socials lol😭

bluesky pushed out my most random posts ever like why is me trauma dumping about getting cheated on have 60 likes when i usually get 4-9 likes lmao

nope. i need to be alone and self reflect and mend my broken trust issues. since i found out what happened (being cheated on) and not knowing for like 2.5 years (until last month)… plus analyzing how i was treated over the course of that relationship. and my previous one. i’ve become more avoidant

i’m thirsty (not good)

no i need to control my lust and fantasies i wouldn’t see this person until i go back to korea in october but i don’t think now-then is long enough for me to be alone and heal but jesus im being tested

if there is a god he’s very much testing me right now. BAD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

some ppl expect too much of me

realizing you don’t mean as much as you thought definitely a stinger but f it we keep it pushing

i remember when i posted a pic of kimchi rice with egg and it randomly got like 400 likes

brushing out my curls and wave sis never a good idea 😭 especially with low porosity hair and hair oil it just puffs up

i deep cleaned and decluttered most of my apartment. tomorrow i’ll do my closets and finish the bedroom

i’m gonna be 29 in 3 months😭

mid day nap time

wow my ex is sooo cool for coming back to the apartment drunk as fuck at 3 am after driving over an hour DRUNK. idc what you were doing before that. i draw the line at drunk driving. stupid selfish fuck. i can’t wait till this lease is up.

i already dyed my hair back brown 🥀 why can’t i ever keep a hair color that ISNT brown for longer than a week

AI tarot cards is insane

i want a wolfcut again

I love dutch bros so bad

saying “lucky girl” when i say my lymphoma has been in remission since 2018 is so tone deaf lol what about having to trek to the hospital everyday for a year get chemo and a stem cell transplant is luck?? idiot

13-year NBA veteran Jason Collins has died at 47 years old after a battle with Stage 4 glioblastoma. Collins was the first active, openly gay player in NBA history. RIP.

i literally cannot stand when people do at home hair dye videos and then don’t show the results. like what the fuck was the point and now you just pmo

😐 that’s it.

let me relax fucker

sometimes i question if men target me because they know im neurodivergent

trying to reconnect with my mom and go out to eat but she just keeps standing me up or replying too late. i should just give up tbh

i need a buzzball

i’m so burnt outtt

gym at 1:30 am but have work at 6 am lmao also tho i slept ALL DAY, literally 11 hours

fuck it i’m going to drink jasmine milk tea today full sugar and boba too

why does deactivating instagram suddenly make me feel free lmaoo

those interracial couples usually 100% white women making videos about “when my kid wonders why they’re wasian” or constantly talking about having a wasian kid makes me so uncomfortable lmao😭