One of these days I'll figure out how to be less awkward and bad at talking to people.

Woohoo it's my birthday! 🎉🥳🎂🎠 Would love even a $5 donation towards my Unicorn project! 🦄🦄🦄 ko-fi.com/wigglyhooves

Haha bike go brr

Some photos from a walk at Blue Springs State Park #nature #photography #irphotography

Walking in a w̸̢̢̛̭̤̞̞̰̯̬̬̰̭̩͎̯͉̰̤̕ͅͅi̷̧̧̡̢̩͔̪̳̹͚̰̝͈̞̭͍̠̙̖̻̖̹̙͎̰̯̐́͋̓̀̇̽̀̎̌͌́͆͋̊̚̚͜͝ͅn̷̡̘͙̗̈̃͊͐̓̅t̴̥̥̔̔͊͋͊́͗͊̊̃͂͛̊̂́̉̾̔̏̂̐̔̌̈͐͛̃̕͘͠ė̴̖͓̦͔̭͎̝̉̓̆̈́̈́̒͐͆̋͆̇̒̉̆̂̈̀̈͘͘r̴͈͚̜̙̗̖̞̙̲̙̐͊̍̎̋̒̇̃͗̊͛̉̕͘͜ ̶̡̛̛̹͔͐͂̈̋͛̆͌w̸̡̧̦͖̞̹̬̠̗͔̮̤͇̫͔̥̃̂͌̈̎̍͐̔͘͘͠ŏ̸̧̧̦̱̲̺͙͓̮̙̞͓̜͇͓̼̺͍̼͖̣̞̦͕͖̱͉͌̄̉̌̐̈́̽̏́̅̔͐͆̊̏͐̕͝͝n̴̢̧̧̨̮̣͔̻̺͎̳̯̙̼͉͋̉͌̑̉̉̉̀̇d̴̨̨͔̝̭͎̙͓͕̼̗̗̙͈̫͕̖̼̞̮̪̳͗̾͐̋͘ͅẻ̵̡̨̢̡̯͕̞͖͖̮͚̬̜̯̖͚̣͚̜̱͇̀̈́̑̒̌́̇̄̿͐̓͆̈́́̎̄͌̚̚͜͠r̶̢̧̢̡͉̣̥̮̠͙̹͕̦̣͈̗͖͕̤͎̓̈́̈̐̔̿͆̈͋̍͒͋̎͛̔͒͝ͅͅl̸̖̫͕͉̻̓̌̄̄̊̿͑͌̏̈́̀͊̆̀̊̌͐́͋͆́͗͂́̏̕̚͝a̶̧̢̛̩͍̱̺̲͎̗̪̞̙̫͙̫̯͇̝͆̎̈͆͛͒̋͊̃͂̉̒̀̓́̉̓̍̑͜ͅn̵̡̢͈̭̹̗͖͍̜͚̬̆͋̒̓̂̈́̕͠d̵̡̡̡̩͕̖͈̙̠͙͇̣̝̬̤͍̱̙͕̦͙͙̻̯̍̂͜ 💀 @ericstrother.bsky.social 📽️ @ryepony.bsky.social

I REALLY REALLY want to create and post more nsfw stuff, but I am just so unhappy with how I look and am just failing to build a good workout routine that doesn't hurt me.

Boobies!

Your ride's here! 🐕

A few photos from today's walk

I really wish I didn't feel like every life I'm a part of is made harder by my existence but I can't stop seeing it and feeling in every single interaction I just Fuck up everything I touch and I just want to quit it all Everything could be so much better without me Everything could be so much more

Why the fuck do I even bother with this shit

Struggling to pull myself out of a really bad depression, someone come grab me and throw me into a cuddle pile or something I want to not feel so alone and disconnected

Sure would love to get to enjoy this time of year for the first time ever Instead of being broke, abused, and suicidal Yay Christmas I guess

Getting out of here is quickly becoming an emergency and I don't even know how to begin asking for help They worked so hard to beat me into a position where I'm literally trapped here and losing everything may be the only way to survive past this And I just let it happen like an idiot

Fucking weird to me that I'm actually contemplating homelessness by choice at this point

Anybody want to adopt a horse? I cry a lot and have too many cars, BUT, I also suck at most things c:

FUCK I completely forgot it's my 7 year transversary Shit has been too stressful.

💙 #Trans #nsfw #latex #ponyplay

Love constantly hitching my wagon to the most disappointing people the world has to offer, thus keeping me in a position where I can never heal and get better. I'm so tired of this fight. I'm sick of being a punching bag and a trapped outlet for abuse for people who refuse to cope in a healthy way

I just want to lose the war so the fight can be over at this point I'm tired, and broken

I don't really do well with this anymore I'm not really sure if I'm going to keep pushing to do this Social just isn't my strength anymore

What's it like being healthy enough to go out and do cool shit with cool people, and have fun and enjoy life before you can't? Meanwhile I'm stuck in bed because my body said no and pitched a fit because I ate a food it decided it didn't like. Getting old and sick sucks and it's making me sad.

Stuck in this awful brainstate of just horrible self hatred and wishing I was dead. And to really just top it all off I feel like I'm not allowed to reach out to friends, like I'm just a bother because I'm so bad at being social and present in any kind of situation.

Couldn't help myself, guess I'm back on my bullshit #bmw #offroad

I don't really have words to describe what I'm feeling anymore. If I can find them, I'll try, but it's very unlikely. Have a horse.

Laying in bed crying as if that isn't just every night at this point 🐴

Out to haunt the autumn night, but feeling sick so wearing my comfy clothes 📸 @ryepony.bsky.social 💀 @ericstrother.bsky.social

www.gofundme.com/f/help-me-se... I figured fuck it. I’m tired of the uncertainty of “will I get to keep her?…” I wanna raise the money to just pay her off and then I don’t have to worry any more… but I need help…

You should all go give this amazing pony some love! You did an awesome job with my little creature thank you so much!

Brain extra bad tonight, what the fuck

Still feel like I'm slowly getting sicker and weaker by the day and this is just a shit vibe. Have a horse.

The very normal things that appear on my note board...

#IronArtist #commissions now open for the month of Oct Fundraising for Costuming Projects this summer! Realistic or toony sketches Profile/headshot only $15usd Sketch $20usd with a splash of colour Any animal (Will let you know if I can't draw it for you) Payment via Ko-fi ko-fi.com/wigglyhooves

Forgot how much I love this little nugget, such a perfect car.

Come see if you can get deeper 💙 #nsfw #trans #latex

Real rough one tonight, send me cute critters.

Just a casual evening stroll, the lightning was beautiful. #trans #fiero #lightning #offroad #nature

@augment.monster @shyshoshana.bsky.social Welcome to the Fiero of stupid.

... It's firepit season

"Hey Sparx, what's it like living in Florida?" Oh, y'know, I get ready for my day just like anybody else!

Fuck, they're all still here Posting hole out of spite #nsfw #trans #latex

Fuck, they're all still here Posting hole out of spite #nsfw #trans #latex

Boing boing boing boing nyooom

Saturdays are for sand! Bit of back road exploration in the #Fiero #trans #offroad

Saturdays are for sand! Bit of back road exploration in the #Fiero #trans #offroad