What's it like being healthy enough to go out and do cool shit with cool people, and have fun and enjoy life before you can't? Meanwhile I'm stuck in bed because my body said no and pitched a fit because I ate a food it decided it didn't like. Getting old and sick sucks and it's making me sad.

Stuck in this awful brainstate of just horrible self hatred and wishing I was dead. And to really just top it all off I feel like I'm not allowed to reach out to friends, like I'm just a bother because I'm so bad at being social and present in any kind of situation.

Couldn't help myself, guess I'm back on my bullshit #bmw #offroad

I don't really have words to describe what I'm feeling anymore. If I can find them, I'll try, but it's very unlikely. Have a horse.

Laying in bed crying as if that isn't just every night at this point 🐴

Out to haunt the autumn night, but feeling sick so wearing my comfy clothes 📸 @ryepony.bsky.social 💀 @ericstrother.bsky.social

www.gofundme.com/f/help-me-se... I figured fuck it. I’m tired of the uncertainty of “will I get to keep her?…” I wanna raise the money to just pay her off and then I don’t have to worry any more… but I need help…

You should all go give this amazing pony some love! You did an awesome job with my little creature thank you so much!

Brain extra bad tonight, what the fuck

Still feel like I'm slowly getting sicker and weaker by the day and this is just a shit vibe. Have a horse.

The very normal things that appear on my note board...

#IronArtist #commissions now open for the month of Oct Fundraising for Costuming Projects this summer! Realistic or toony sketches Profile/headshot only $15usd Sketch $20usd with a splash of colour Any animal (Will let you know if I can't draw it for you) Payment via Ko-fi ko-fi.com/wigglyhooves

Forgot how much I love this little nugget, such a perfect car.

Come see if you can get deeper 💙 #nsfw #trans #latex

Real rough one tonight, send me cute critters.

Just a casual evening stroll, the lightning was beautiful. #trans #fiero #lightning #offroad #nature

@augment.monster @shyshoshana.bsky.social Welcome to the Fiero of stupid.

... It's firepit season

"Hey Sparx, what's it like living in Florida?" Oh, y'know, I get ready for my day just like anybody else!

Fuck, they're all still here Posting hole out of spite #nsfw #trans #latex

Fuck, they're all still here Posting hole out of spite #nsfw #trans #latex

Boing boing boing boing nyooom

Saturdays are for sand! Bit of back road exploration in the #Fiero #trans #offroad

Saturdays are for sand! Bit of back road exploration in the #Fiero #trans #offroad

Real shiny horse hours who's up #neigh #ponyplay #latex #rubber #trans

Real shiny horse hours who's up #neigh #ponyplay #latex #rubber #trans

Rare titties on main Considering more of these kinds of posts if y'all like them :3

[Clop clop] 📸 @raymond.fee.sh

Rare titties on main Considering more of these kinds of posts if y'all like them :3

Horrendously overdue destress day. Remember to get out and practice!

How does being social even work, like How do I make friends anymore Everything feels so far out of reach

Y'all I'm tired, feeling really isolated, and I could really use a hug.

Gloop.

Get flattened idiot

Listen, I'm tired as hell, but I sure as shit have enough energy to laugh about this one ALL night. Rest in piss fuckface.

Trying to push through the "photos of myself" fear thing So have a messy bitch in latex

Fun reminder that I'm on telegram and discord and I would just be sooooo upset if you bugged me Tg: sparxhonse Dc: sparxamp

WIP

Feels really weird to be sub hour away from Megaplex and just not have the time or energy to go. Frick.

Horse. 🐴 That is all.

Hee hee hoo hoo I keep forgetting this is here c:

All work and no play makes Adelaide a dull f̶̰͕̲̍̄́͛́̾͑͆̓́̇̔͑̈̌̕a̵̼̼̞͕̮̹̹̻̝̙͆͗̌͆̈́͝͝͝ͅě̴̻̲̪̖͑͌̈́̉̎̏̈́̽͜͝

Reminder to take your shots and keep the fascists crying 🐴

Whole lot of cute ones out there today.

Birthday honse woo!

Say it with me Armed minorities are harder to oppress. Fascists fuck off.

Heyo I don't seem to be getting much reach on here Please can you spread the word that my #commissions are open? #furry #Anthro #Ponyplay It would be deeply appreciated 💙🙏😭🎨

Cars aren't the only thing lurking in this garage. #latex #ponyplay #deckpic #neigh

I heard you like mares, come over and try to tame me. #latex #ponyplay