Also? HORRIBLE time to have “governments after me” disorder, because they are but this time it’s not in my head. lol. What a shit show. I can’t really get much help right now, basically all the mental health care here (that I can access) is shut down. So, I’m kinda on my own. Wish me luck 😔

Oh, one more thing: I really didn’t draw much at all for 3 months. more?? might be the longest I’ve ever gone not drawing. And reasonably, my brain isn’t working that great atm so I’m trying to get in the swing of things a little. I don’t want paid work to be the test subject.

universal com update: got a schizo diagnosis, have to keep essentially refusing to interact with technology for a little longer, it’s making me too paranoid, it’s dangerous. overall things are getting better, started drawing again, when I shake the rust off I’ll be back. 1 more in thread👇

Once again, there is an ACLU petition specifically made to stop Mastercard from unlawfully policing adult content. It’s getting pretty grim for us out there. Please sign and/or spread the word. action.aclu.org/petition/mas...

Some messy doodles, trying to shake the rust off before I dive into commission.

A lot of the hiatus was due to my dr trying me on several meds that either made things immediately worse or didn’t work and going on then coming off of them really destroyed my brain for a sec. I think without that complication and the break I gave myself I am actually ok the upswing. 🤞🤞🤞

Most the commissions I took have progress, all but 2 have an approved first sketch, I’ll be getting them all to the final approval stage and contacting everyone individually then. I’m glad that before I lost it I did actually make good progress. So things could be worse. Pain in the ass tho!

I just don’t want anyone to feel like they to the art they paid for isn’t important or that I’m ignoring contact. I hate to get into it but I’ve struggled really hard to communicate while dealing with psychotic symptoms and spending multiple hours to formulate replies while genuinely incapacitated-

I’ve had mental health issues my entire adult life, and to an extent I understood the last year represented a significant shift in how the symptoms disable me in all aspects of life. I didn’t anticipate the many life stressors that would rapidly exacerbate things. I’m trying to navigate a lot rn.

Sorry for lack of progress on commissions and contact generally. I’ve been struggling with what I’d summarize as a nervous breakdown that lead into a total psychotic episode. I had to step back and handle my health before anything else. Tentatively, I am feeling more stable.

another y2k bimbo doodle

i live.. here's something recent ive done

Nalle posing

his name is quarter pounder

cute dragon mommy i painted~

Messy doodles before i 🫩😴

Ahh!! Yes yes yes, the outfit euphoria in this one from @emmbunn.bsky.social STILL makes me so happy, I want those overalls and hoodie SO BAD, they did such a wonderful job and made me look so cool and cute!! :D The delphinium in my hair looks like SO nice in this one too!! <3 #furryart

wyrmify commission for @toolow.bsky.social 🦎🐛 (2023)

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A chunky poodle guy I’ve been thinking about, just some quick doodles thinkin abt his shapes

Kicks moons you! Maybe it's about time you make him live up to his name... A colored commission for @thatnoivern.bsky.social!

Thinking abt this poodle guy i drew a while ago..gotta do more hmm

dumb dog

Protogen has unlimited storage capacity 🐺🤖💾

Ok I’ve started work on 10 of the 13 commissions I have, I was freaking out cus the medication issue derailed me p bad but I feel better now that I realize I actually have most the work done.

Goodra enjoying a nice popsicle! Hopefully there will be many more to enjoy in the summer heat! For @draguumi.bsky.social

we have to keep up the pressure on these bills. I'm calling again today and will be continuing to call until these bills are dead. a lot of these reps get spooked by even a few dozen calls or letters on an issue. sustained pressure can make many of them bend the knee. keep calling and writing.

postin' some old art, here's a trade I did with @gulpspooky.bsky.social!

Decided to draw wolf dude again for a warmup :) he’s like “I could eat”

Oh here’s a big wolf I drew like a month or 2 ago, I’ve been drawing a lot of chunky dogs lol

Had some more mental health shit go one, finally feeling better. I doodled a hyena :3

what if i looked at u like this and went blehhhhh :P what then

Reminder that defending porn is an absolute requirement for the right to free speech. you will lose all autonomy trying to scrub uncomfortable content.

he didn’t see you sitting there #fatfur

one slice at a time gang 🥀🥀🥀

Office job that makes you look like at least one episode of every cartoon in the 90s (for some reason)

Scribble from a few months back, still cute

slime kobold stuff

old piece that I like enough to reupload too

someone do something!!! (feed him more)