Did you know that a weed can wiggle its way into the smallest fracture in concrete and find its way to the surface? And if you try to pull it out, you can be sure that there'll always be a little bit left. You can patch up the hole but it'll still be there, ready to peek out the next time it cracks.

This year, I'll finally get therapy and hopefully also get rid of some of those demons in my head... If that doesn't work, my backup plan is to work out a bunch and get ripped no matter what, so I'll have that going for me at least!! 😌😌

First time cosplaying at a convention was so much fun!!! I'm honestly so incredibly lucky to have friends who give my goofy and dorky ass enough confidence to pull something like this off. Definitely more cosplays to come in the future!! 😁

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My wife doesn't let me pee in her butt... like does she even love me? Have the past 10 years been nothing but a lie?! Why must I suffer so in this loveless relationship?!! 😭

So my mom packed up my 3 yo nephew's bootsies for his mom to take home. My nephew saw his bootsies in the bag, took them out, said "No... these belong here!", and put them with the rest of the shoes by the door.

Yay!!! Got covid!! Not only do I feel horrible, miss a bunch of classes, and get super stressed out!! I also can't go running which would normally be my way to calm down... 🥺

Wtf?! So I missed the backlash bethesda was getting last week but it's fucking insane... Like they just don't see a reason to mask their fascism anymore and it's honestly fucking terrifying!!

So proud of my pace on this one. Ran a pace between 6:00 and 6:20 for the entire 11k. (apart from kilometer 6 cause I walked like 20-30 seconds to drink something) Being that consistent is so good. I also just felt calm. 😊

My outfit for last night btw... I think I fucking slayed in this one!! Using leg cuffs to keep up my stockings was such a banger idea!!

Don't go running when you're angry and suicidal... you'll end up breaking your 10k record by 6 fucking minutes!!! Like how am I ever supposed to improve on this?! 😭

Starting school again tomorrow. Slightly nervous to meet my new class and teachers. Time to be the token trans girl of the year again I guess...

School starts again next week and I just found out one of my teachers for the new schoolyear is kinky and into shibari. Not quite sure what to do with that information yet... 🤔

First outside shibari shoot with @givinplenty.bsky.social. Even though I was helpless and vulnerable, I still managed to evade my punishment... I'm just too good of a brat. 😌 (Thank you to the bikers who interrupted us!!)

Mountain fun with the always sparkly @twa-twa.bsky.social #ropework #lipbiting #blindfold #outdoorfun #treehugging

Apparentely running through the rain can be weirdly cathartic... it was kinda cold though ngl I need to learn to pace myself. It was windy today and I felt light when I was running downwind so I sped up. In the meantime, I felt heavy when I was running upwind but I'm way to stubborn to slow down...

So I was going for a run and was just about ready and said bye to my wife and she goes "Oh, where are you going Theresa May? ... I don't know any female athletes..." So yeah... second-hand wifey for sale. Slightly malfunctioning but still looks good on the outside.

Not plane, not even tower?! I'm disappointed tbh...

There are these tiny voices in my head that say mean things to me. I try not to believe them but every now and then... there's just too many of them for me to ignore. It's like I'm surrounded... unable to escape...

Sent this snap to a close friend of mine and her response was "Once again you're not gonna pull any tops like that" I should end our friendship, right chat? I'm straight up being bullied!! 😭

Today I found out that if I keep a pace of around 6:30/km, I can pretty much just kinda keep running untill my legs give out... Like I didn't even raise my heart rate over 177 even once!! I guess running in the hills is really good for building stamina... 😊

New Jon Bois video!! I think I might be chartsexual... 😭

It shakes chat... IT SHAKES!!! 🥹

Wig manufacturers are really missing out on millions in resources that are just hanging on women's shower walls all around the world...

Last day in Beautiful Catalonia... definitely going to miss this place but I'm also super happy that I get to go home to my wifey again. It's been the longest we've been apart in years, and while I'm super proud of how well she handled it, we're both starting to miss each other A LOT...

Your last saved pic is your moral philosophy... Does a gif count?

Followed my run up with a "walk"... It turned out to be a steep fucking hike up a hill to some ruins!!! The view was beautiful but it still hurt like a motherfucker!! 😭

Ran 10k!! Did have to run 2 extra circles around the lighthouse to make it 10k but still so satisfying!! Also... apparently I hate stairs even more than I hate hills... 😭

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My biggest fear in life is not death or pain or failure My biggest fear is being a footnote in someone's life while they're multiple chapters in mine

Finally managed to complete my full run!! It ends with a steep 300m climb which is fucking brutal after a 4km run. Really tried to pace myself this time so that I'd still have some energy by the end. Gonna try to reach the next village in 2 days. That'll be around a 8-10km run. Wish me luck... 😭

Ok so... running in the hills with sore legs is a whole other kind of torture!!! Also... running downhill is somehow more painful than running uphill when your muscles are super sore and hurt with every move you make... 😭😭😭

South European Fanta is fixing me chat!!

I completely forgot how tiring running in the hills is. Running uphill fucks up your legs and running downhill is awkward and doesn't let you recup nearly enough!! All things considered though... genuinely happy with my first run in a while and the view was breathtaking!!

"It's weird how you sometimes just talk to people in Dutch like it's a real language..." -My wife-

Chat... should I be scared?!

*Cuddling with my wife in bed this morning* Me: "I'm so still so fucking tired!!" Her: "Go back to sleep honey. It's your day off." *Me staring at her in "I LITERALLY HAVE TO GET UP IN 5 MIN TO GET READY TO GO TO WORK!!"* Her: "Wait... you have work today? 🥺"

So my student job right now is working in a convenience store and I swear I got an Asmongold look-a-like at my register today. Like he looked exactly like him, only washed and sweet and polite and with a smile. It was such an eerie thing to witness wtf?!

I've been told I should post this one but I've also been told I won't find any tops with this look... I honestly kinda love this look on me though... it's like I was made to be kinda fem butch. But then I'm also a bottom so what the fuck do I know?! 😭😭

The extremely hot masc lesbian with a really cool mullet at the leftist taco place we walked past pretty much stared me down the entire way. I don't think I've ever felt more nervous in my life!!!

So I went from "Keep moving to keep myself from having a complete mental breakdown" to "Ok... I managed to stop and I'm somewhat doing ok... How do I start moving again now?" I guess being sick doesn't help...

www.twitch.tv/lycan022 Let's give CS another shot... I'm gonna kill myself...

A non-binary person queued at my register today and I got to tell them I loved their style!! And they said they loved my nails! Gonna compliment every queer person I see from now on. 😊

To the redhead trans girl who queued at my register today... you had very pretty hair. I felt like I should've told you but you were already gone by then... 😭

Also... how was I in this good shape 6 years ago!!! I really fell off... 😭

Apparentely emotional distress is an amazing motivator to run way beyond my limits... Happy to be running again though. I really needed that.

I wonder if it's just because I grew up in a farmer family but carrot and apple juice goes so fucking hard!! 🤤🤤

10 years ago today, I messaged this dorky girl online. At first, I thought she was from the UK, but she ended up living on the complete other side of the world from me. We were both stupid teenagers who thought we could make this work even with the distance.

Just arrived in Paris and slept for 11h straight last night. Bristol was amazing. Just one fun and exciting experience after the other but fucking hell I missed sleep!! 😭