You used to be my favorite friend. when your friend changed make you feel sad, I with you try to help you. last year you start close more looking good peoples, Even do ERP next to me. I still didn't say anything. Until you blocked and kicked me out. You stepped on my bottom line.

I know that sometimes what I do is wrong, but I cannot accept enduring unreasonable grievances again, like thay Banning or kicking without justifiable reasons. I don't want to swallow my anger for this. everything is true. There is no need for me to lie because it is meaningless.

You little F shit You used to be my favorite panda. Until last year, you were doing ERP with someone else next to me and then gradually got close to other people. And more more more more. Today I also know that you blocked me. And kicked me out when I was just visiting a friend.

The test version becomes the new style. @maropl.bsky.social thank for Complete equipment testing and program.❤️ @foemy.bsky.social thank for Complete this new avatar.💙 @namekotuki.bsky.social [Wolf's Warehouse] thank for installation suggestions, and this two great weapon habakiri and amazuchi.💚

It's a dream again. 3 years ago, meeting and communicating with you was joyful. You always wanted me to join your group, Even took me into VR. You were one of the few people I was close. Until everything happened the next year. I can't forget this all. But hope you're doing well.

Sometimes, when I see close friends seeming distant, and try to get closer to those who seem more special.... my mind like tall me: "Maybe I'm still not good enough...Not good enough..." Those familiar pain creeps back in. But I keep saying, "I'm okay it's fine",

About 4 years ago There were some designs that have not been carried out until now. they are a kind of Cyborg style Hopefully next year I'll have the chance to successfully make them into fursuits

I woke up from a nightmare of fear, so scared. in my dream I saw two unidentified blue lights flashing I know that light is not hope, it's more terrible destruction. The whole city is filled with an atmosphere of despair. I don't know what terrible things will happen in future.

"Emergency Isolation" I originally thought that I would be safe without the people had bullied me joining. Until "M"TheCanine, once caused me to be banned by ten people, joined At least this time I left before losing control of my mind my dark:"FK OFF WHY THAT BITCH STILL JOINED"

Memories stored in crystals. i know I am a goober, but I just want to see smile. I've experienced a lot of things and lost. it also makes me can understand everyone's feelings. Even if I'm hated, excluded, or have rumors spread about me. I'm still surrounded by everyone's loves.

Another new week... For over a month, I've been going back and forth between medication and sleep. I know my mental state has affected my body, and I no longer have the energy to move. I wish I could be as normal as everyone else, or even better. I don't know...

for my Favorites @thatdogcoda.bsky.social Thank you for always giving me warmth when I am down and... yes i'm always your good boy🧡

2014 to now I think I've changed a lot, But I also often remind myself not to lose myself I just want to be myself

"We know you like playing games with friends and cherishing time. Why didn't you join?" Because I know that those who block, oppress and ban me will join. It's a pity, but at least it will cause less mental damage to me. Even though I really want to playing games with my friends

A gift for a friend from across the ocean After nearly two weeks of waiting, Finally delivered them to you. When I saw the photos, it felt like it was all worth it. They may not be the best, But it means a lot to me, At least maybe we can spend more time together💙

If you're ignoring my request because of that blocker, that just makes me feel more disappointed. Maybe it would be better for you if I left, right? because i'm "not" good bean for you RIGHT~?

I want join my favourite but.... I didn't do anything I didn't do anything I didn't do anything I didn't do anything I didn't do anything I didn't do anything I didn't do anything I didn't do anything I didn't do anything I didn't do anything I didn't do anything It's never over

I know I'm emotional a lot of the time. I also know that not everyone can understand these feelings. I've been through a lot of pain over the past 15 years, Sometimes a hug like a luxury for me my heart always tell myself "I'm not good enough" nightmare never stop. It's..so hurt.

I love hanging out with friends and cuddling, cherishing every moment. But I'm losing that energy. Sometimes I even avoid large gatherings. I feel like I have social anxiety. I guess I'm just afraid of getting hurt or make people feel uncomfortable....

first time sending a special gift to Australia. Maybe it's not the best, but I hope my friends will love it. I just hope everything goes well.❤️

Sometimes, I've also wished I could turn my experiences over the years into a short film, or perhaps even a photo narrative, like those music videos that resonate with my own experiences, especially whsprs's "Snow in Sweden." But I don't know who would be willing to help me

After a month of mental stress, My PTSD symptoms have worsened, and I've had to take more medication and Alprazolam.... Thankfully, many friends have stayed with me, even if someone deleted me. But also some people tried to protect me during this situation. Thanks.....

I know it's not nice to talk like this. But I saw you online yesterday want chat or hug, you say you were comforting others. When I was through a terrible month, where were you? There wasn't even mes... It's like I'm no longer important and about to be abandoned again......

sometimes I don't know what I am Whenever some happened or I was wronged, adults around me always told me to be patient. This led to me not knowing how to express myself properly or even vent. I just want to express myself, Even though I know that "Threatener" is still there.

April Boys' Sleep Time with: @electrothewolf.bsky.social

Perhaps temporarily halting some of my past efforts isn't such a bad thing. At least I'll have more opportunities in the future to fulfill my once-true dreams. Combat armor suit of my own design

Did you see that? It's my home On that shining island

I don't need to respond to those despicable people, especially those who spread unfounded rumors or use my PTSD as a pretext. Because you don't understand how it feels. They don't even have any room for communication.

everyone bears is always different, and not everyone can understand. For me In addition to the insecurity of my environment and the threats from others, I can feel the pain of others. Maybe this is why I always be kind. I just don't want to see anyone else get hurt or sad....

Sometimes calling someone cute or kissing maybe is not a bad thing, but if he is not in a good mood, and you always and always and always do it, he will definitely feel uncomfortable. Especially for someone are sensitive to some intimate actions. He is no reason not to escape.

I think many times everyone is watching me grow up and maybe they are protecting me silently behind my back Everyone always my favorite and always bring me warmth @sammifawkes.bsky.social @kalikhusky.bsky.social @dexterdownunder.bsky.social @jakewerepanther.bsky.social And all my beloved friends💚

Thanks.... for staying with me and believing in me... Maybe before I can recover myself, I really need a cuddle or some affirmation. I still visit some friends quietly just to say hello or hug because I still feel the scared.... In fact, I always wanted to cry.... 💙 @warrez.bsky.social

Maybe I don't need to hide anything only you person most likely to spread rumors about me being banned by TW furry cons. At that time you also responded to his article immediately I know you hold a grudge against me for something I did last year. All suspicion points to you.

I am currently trying to get myself back to my original state. Even though those things have left a psychological impact and fear on me, I have tried to stop, but there are always people who continue to disgust and incite me. It's like trying to describe me as worse. And now stop it.....

When I wake up from sleep IDK who left them until I looked to the left. thanks.... this is very very sweet, i LOVE it💚

You're a wonderful bean!!

I know I'm not special, not as popular as some people, or have a very fascinating avatar. But I only hope I am important to my friends. Even though I want to be special like everyone else. I always tell myself not to lose myself. like my avatar, Its appearance has never changed

自分の力を最後まで信じる者にこそ! 真の力が宿るです! True power resides in those who believe in their own strength to the very end.

inferiority complex like a disease, and I have never been able to get out of it But I still hope i can be a best like Everyone. hope someone can be with me. I'm alonely and scared.

When I try to join a lot of people furality world and fine friends My PC be like:

"What are you doing?" "Try to make more memories" I want to cherish every moment and meet more friends, but I can’t feel i have more energy, Maybe I don't need to force myself to do this. Especially when I see someone deleted me, I just... don't want to lose again,

In furality Even if here it's not IRL it's still one of the few places where I feel motivated. When you have so many friends you'll find yourself wanting to go to almost Anywhere Enjoy this convention and meet new friend, I'm very lucky have many great friends here, love all❤️

*When you try to wake up a AFK friend* ft. IsaacChiuh

i don't know what i can do maybe just stay here try to resting hope everything will be fine....

When your friends tell you you've always been like a ninja *Hiding*

全システム異常なし！ ”進路クリアー、ストライク発進どうぞ！！”

This dark mode can represent evil and "i'm not good" Sometimes I can't control my thoughts I want cuddle or close But maybe I'm not suitable I always envy others Many subconscious reactions caused by past events always hinder me like tell me "You're different, you can't do this"

Try to restore it to its original state But in some cases yesterday my PTSD switches have awakened again This like 2 years ago My original friends They're moving away from me because them have new close friend This makes me unable to stop being afraid I scared but i can't stop it

My air conditioner is broken..... continue using my laptop To prevent the room temperature from rising again..... This is really fine now🔥

Even if the air conditioner in the room is broken I still need to cheer myself up.... It's fine 🔥