catgirl in eternal damnation

Forgive my recent and, probably foreseeable, rambling on here all of my followers who are just here bc you like my art and/or music lol im dealing with a lot of inner disruption and revelation that i have no appropriate outlet for rn. maybe it will at least be relatable

need to reestablish friendships i havent watered as much as i could have... i refuse to let myself sink further into a life i don't even enjoy!!

maybe i should just live with my parents again i miss my siblings so much

God help me

None of my friends casually hug and lay with eachother and having never opened that space in boundary has put me, someone who becomes dangerously wraught with loneliness in mere days, in a quite terrible position now that i am single again

Sometimes i feel the urge to blog on this site in a vague and upsetting way but i lowkey already have too many eyes to make that worth doing. they should invent a profession where you talk to someone trained to hear stuff like that

50% opacity variable line weight default aseprite brush feels so good to draw with

need to be drawing more gore and angst and similar

Making some crazy emo bitch art rn

imogen heap walked so bladee could run

I read a thread about games with terrible UI earlier and this video has been destroying me all day.

time feels very slow tonight

think maybe i just want to make skramz

we're up

if it sounds like someone is slighting me or veiling resentment behind an unserious remark im just going to assume nothing (even if my intuition is telling me otherwise -- it has often been wrong) unless you actively tell me otherwise and i encourage everyone to do the same

R u kidding me

art trade for @louysecosa.bsky.social !

damnation

pk-diagram.pages.dev/prefer noticing how many of these share design traits

it's actually not good to be a good person because you will make people sad when you're gone, and making people sad is kind of a fucked up thing to do

so hard to feel sometimes like you havent just wasted your whole life until now

oh my god

on a kick

im so in love with horror movies!!!

Prefrontal cortex........growing........it..hurts...............

i think about my past and my friends and how i met them and I don't feel pain anymore i feel a great love and respect for that time that exists no longer

yuritober day 23 and i really like drawing these two

kodama and yamabiko

I am inspired by the mundane and unnerving

i wish i could be the kind of person you are to me

do ppl even "Do" eachother anymore? idk that ive seen anyone "Doing" somebody in a long time. Idk that ive seen someone "Doing" me in a long time.

In Super Mario Odyssey, there is a single Luigi who is somehow too much for the Nintendo Switch to handle. Bringing the camera close to this 8-bit Luigi in Metro Kingdom at night will cause the game to stutter and slow down to 5 FPS. This is the only Luigi who has this effect.

so we're running out of food and we need like $200 for groceries and it's almost my birthday so help would be extra appreciated. i know it kinda sucks rn specifically with all the SNAP stuff going on for everyone anyway but yeah. www.paypal.me/kapuccino

witch's flock

My childlike, naive excitability took its fatal wound last year but took until early summer this year to be pronounced dead . Feels like losing baby teeth and waiting for new ones to grow in

should start doing pixel art again

uninstalled and logged out of instagram i am still struggling w the muscle memory of opening it the moment i feel bored lmao

cracks knuckles