Man they werent kiddin when they called this a minicomic

current things im giving a try: - black + yellow maca root w/ saffron - creatine hcl - bacopa monniera - l-tyrosine (again) - sea moss The Munchrooms: - cordyceps (big ole dose) - lions mane - turkey tail - ashwagandha - shiitake - chaga - maitake - white button - oyster - reishi - agaricus

person: [posts an incredible take] me: yeah say that shit [going to the replies to say "yeah say that shit"] person: [has replies locked] me: [telepathically] yeah say that shit

Oh damn the mushrooms finally hitting i feel better lole shout out to cordyceps and lions mane

I need to get checked out for this ocd thing man because im at the point now where i can take two steps off my profile Anywhere and trip over something that immediately convinces me tht NOBODY is fucking with me, almost without fail

Man ive been in a weird ass mood and more tired than i could have imagined since i got off stims. I had like a week of nothing happening and now its like a chore to do anything lol

you could have literally given me a million guesses and i would never have thought of current 93 as a feature on a bladee track whats next a controlled bleeding feature

EXCUSE ME?????????????????????????????

This one reg of mine comes in with his dad a lot, and i never rly say anything to him bc lang barrier, but today i hit him with the مع السلامة as they left, which he instantly responded to, smiling. made me pretty happy Same cant be said for this one coworker of mine tho, who keeps side-eying me 🪦

No hate towards my brother or my SIL but ever since they got married its been like a seemingly endless marathon of 'youd look like a massive piece of shit if you dont attend' events that last half the day and im honestly getting kinda sick of them lol

its funny ive worked through YEEARS and years of intense sex repulsion and finally hit my 'idgaf, if they cooked im gonna eat' stride with kink art - literally a decade in the making but the second someone gets a liiil too cornball furry roleplay-dominant, im beyond gone. unchanged this whole time

this is gonna sound so fucked up but its true and so funny im sorry, i dont know why this is but ive had 4 extremely weird, prolonged follower interactions (one-sided or otherwise) the past three years - like weird enough that it actually creeped me out - and all 4 were Brazilian LMFAO ???????????

dude holy shit this person on my other account has unfollowed and refollowed me easily over 40 times now this is insanity

@smashmat.bsky.social cant dm 🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

$100 on a new michealwave after my old one abruptly died this morn very cool not being able to keep my fucking money for Ten Seconds lol

absolutely no shade at all considering this was just Me not long ago, but dude i know a couple people who recently started stimulants, and in the brief windows i appear on chat apps, theyve hit me with a LOT of voice messages and man the flow is so unmistakable. the stimmy stumble

i will say though its at least nice to have a perfectly clear stream of thought and the ability to speak without speeding or tripping over my shoelaces every three words again, now that im off concerta

i think part of the reason talking to people has become such a chore for me is because, despite being very naturally extroverted and inclined to be social, some part of my brain has simply concluded that any and all interactions are a direct path to me embarrassing myself somehow

watching movie scenes on yt and remembering when a former peer rly wanted to show a mutual friend (who he had a rly unhealthy infatuation with) this movie. its infamously insanely depressing, and she HATED sad movies, so I jokingly warned her. He instantly sent me Very Real death threats over dms 👁️

i imagine him like this in my head whenever he makes a wrong statement about the current game hes playing

you guys wanna see something i just made

I love that one of discords new push notifs is 'the guy you talked to one single time in a group call 6 years ago just changed his pfp do you wanna see it' lmfao

scrolled past this and laughed again

I FOUND MY FAVORITE CAP AGAIN

just found this in my sceeencaps Shut the hell up man

still standing on my opinion that Full Moon is the best death grips track

Holy shit its so much worse today its unbelievable. Ive gotten into an argument with all but One customer so far

Last minute mothers day shoppers just as rude and unable to understand the concept of 'turnaround times' as they are every year WHAT DO YOU MEAN FRAMING TAKES TWO WEEKS I NEED IT FOR MOTHERS DAY i should be allowed to twist your head off

also sorry sorry i dont wanna rail too hard against the ppl sending in commission inquiries but dude the "[5-10 insanely specific details about outfits, posing, camera angles, etc] -otherwise artistic freedom" inquiries are getting insane

i think i gotta stop bumping my comm form link with notes that im interested in taking particular comm types because literally every time i do it i get like two dozen that are the complete polar opposite lol AF sketch comms?? got it, how about a [squinting] threesome full with a forest bg

capped off the Open to the Public part of my shift with a random middle-aged lady flirting with me pretty aggressively while nonstop tapping my desk loud as fuck with her huge nails lmfao

Bsky stop fucking suggesting i follow this one single person i thoroughly dislike a thousand times no matter what i do challenge impossible

I put off bumping my kofi link as long as possible and hoped to god it wouldnt come to that again but i got a look at my balance and freaked the fuck out. God

Actually im in a good mood today. Maybe the concerta was what made me feel like kms the past few weeks LMFAO

Just sneazed

man im really getting fucking sick of not having a locked account to blast all this stupid shit onto. literally what are they doing.

used the very last of my concerta today, did basically nothing with it finished another work-weekend without clearing much of anything out of my queue, without taking new work, and without making any money - things ive told myself id do for several consecutive weeks now awful

minecraft ass song /pos www.youtube.com/watch?v=e4RY...

Dude i need to make some fucking money

its so insane that a bunch of the bionicle archives got psds of all the advertising materials i remember from when i was a kid, so now i can do shit like this

having a fucked up timeline moment rn. these guys came out before halo 2 wtf

This might be the worst-off ive been in terms of business and finances in a loooong time. Like normally ill hit a dip and bounce back, but ive been scraping the pavement for well over a month now

I dont think ive opened discord at all in almost a month wow

My manager: [extremely serious tone] Brendan. I need you to do me a favor. Alright. i need you to spray this. Outside. Before we leave. It has to be done.

I love being encouraged to open up a lil bit about something that has effected me horribly for many, many years and getting a "wait til you have kids" response lmfao

Ok the bad financial situation shit is starting to finally overtake the relief buff i got from regaining my ability to draw and its a little paralyzing lol

Lmfao me drawing all these reed variants is very much for me but ill admit i Am lowkey trying to lure ppl into wanting to doodle his [or her] stupid ass Its a Dog Draw Dog World