Damn You. I cannot afford a $55 lump of plastic!

Repost. The only thing I've seen online this year that I find actually inspiring.

Unless someone has a good reason I'm deleting my Bluesky. Just another document source to come in handy for when the government comes to start "collecting" us.

8 Dems just sold us all out. Nice way to make sure the voters stay home next year. Somebody tell me again why this is not a good time to just end it all?

I miss Filthy lies, it started out great and ended with an utter shit comic four years later. But I still miss it.

Zippy the Pinhead/Bill Griffith was right. "All life is a blur of Republicans and meat'

The depression is hanging on me like a shroud. Its making me physically ill. I though I had something that worked. If its still like this tomrrow I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm in an elevator and its just going DOWN

Tired of now, tired of pain. Just tired. www.youtube.com/watch?v=OdNB...

See previous post. www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4ED...

When I first transitioned many years ago, I was told I had to learn to listen and not just try to "fix people's problems" I tried, I really did. But some women want to just endlessly dump the same fixable problem. After 2-3 years it stops being listening and starts being enabling.

ON the bright side, I was on two medications that the FDA say NEVER take together, both can cause potassium problems, B12 problems and low platelet count. One I could do without , the other is my blood thinner.

My father's nickname for me was "dummy" my mother told her friends that my little brother was an only child. What was it like to have parents? Real ones?

Just saying.......

I just read a lot of stuff about how "Gen X" are the new boomers. No. Won't take that title. I never got the money, the house or the good job. Never made enough to save and my boomer mom stole my inheritance. This look like a boomer's bedroom? "Buddy Holly died when my mom was in JrHigh."

Great post from @tychobrahe.bsky.social yesterday. "Gen X is the equivalent of pre-war steel. … having a formed identity prior to the ambient radiation of social media is like having been administered a vaccine they don't make anymore. Because they can't." www.penny-arcade.com/news/post/20...

I was at the Dead End Hayride again this week. (Halloween attraction) It happened again, I said hello to a woman. She got scared and jumped back. I don't work there. I was in my street clothes and a rain poncho...................

I think I'm done with Blusky. I don't get replies to anything. With the exception of one celeb who replies to me by taking me WAY out of context every time. I post, nothing, I post on friends pages, nothing. I am desperate to reach out, but this is talking to myself but with a paper trail.

Emi tells me I worry too much about how I look. Last year I was at a Halloween haunt and I scared two girls to the point where they jumped. They thought I was a maze monster. I was a guest. In. my street clothes. I said hello. Seriously fuck my life.

No more Nelvana. Well shit.............

More. www.youtube.com/watch?v=nx_g...

Got my first tickets to Dead End Hayride. Something fun for a change. www.youtube.com/watch?v=G2YG...

I used to love the Minnesota State Fair. Not anymore. It sucks now.

I was on one of those Youtube, "The past was so much better" things that boomers and Gen X like. Every single thing on that 80s list was worse than today.Why does anybody miss that crap? I was there.It sucked I threw that crap out.I know why kids hate us now, and I don't blame them. Old people suck.

More #StarTrek cuteness!

Another Prize from 2D con. Never got an autograph before! For the Horde!

Lucifer Duck with Holy Hand Grenade.

Its not an insult people.

I am so old. I just watched people of various genders and configurations doing incredible things with their bodies on stage for several hours and all I could think is "I'd rather be home playing Star Trek online."

After a week I finally got to have coffee! youtu.be/jvEJSlV9Tbc?...

A deep southern comic who is REALLY good and man does he lay into Trump! www.youtube.com/watch?v=lcww...

Back in the 80s, when I was a very different person, a much hairier conservative one. I had a counterpart. We were both rotten Rethuglican facists. With AKs and an Ayn Rand Fetish. We had something in common. Despite our posturing we were both deeply closeted trans. In the 90s, I turned outward,

Yes, very much. youtu.be/OdNBk_liGvw?...

I just keep fucking up no matter what I do. I'm so damn tired...........

Just to keep this in mind.

Playing the classic Worms Armageddon on the Switch 2. Yes its a reissue of a 25 year old game.Can't beat the classics.

I'm falling down a Bardcore rabbit hole. www.youtube.com/watch?v=EA2v...

Never been a drag queen fan, but this is a channel I will subscribe to. "I Ranked Things That Turn You Gay, Apparently" Give a look. www.youtube.com/watch?v=xEiB...

Goodbye Ozzy. It won't be the same without you. www.youtube.com/watch?v=iTT4...

No urge to continue to lose followers while I talk to myself here. Its just another echo box to go crazy in. Out of here. Back maybe, or never. Not like it matters.

Back from con. Had my first person lose their shit in years because I used the restroom. I walked by her and she was terrified................. Its been 25+ years, but when that happens, it still just makes me want to curl in a ball, shrivel up and die.

Another bit of pride weirdness. Our pride is full of LGBT supportive and accepting churches. Very rainbow, very we welcome all. But as soon as I mentioned being an atheist. The friendliness splintered and cracked VERY quickly. Its OK To be gay, but apparently only if you believe in the love god.

Pride was weird for me this month. I had fun with Emi, but I didn't go back by myself on Sunday. I realized I'm seeking external validation. Strangers to tell me how valid and pretty I am. Fishing for it is pointless when I don't believe it myself. I have to fix ME before I go look to others.

Alt text: A photo of a baby elephant. Above that, the text "Elephants are born weighing 250 lbs. They are the biggest babies on earth except for transphobes."

Brought to you by the straight people who claim trans and gay people groom children and force sexuality on them.

The Gods wept.

Pretty much