its 2am so im going to speak freely. whoever decided to combine pres evoker with resto druid AND demonology warlock deserves their dick sucked from the back

just took a 2 hour nap with my cat and we both woke up confused

paying credit card bills for the month and wow 🧡 being unable to eat solid food saved me a lot of money 🧡

whenever I send my bf to the pharmacy for me I’m shocked he remembers how to spell my name because that ish is my deadname 3 times over and most of the time I don’t even remember how to spell it anymore ………

people online r so weird about my weight gain & their reaction is almost entirely based on my own. im glad that I gained weight + im happier in a bigger body, but that makes me an insatiable pig with a feeding fetish . if you gain weight you MUST be horrifically ashamed of it !!!

I love my little corner so bad

in other news I had my third colonoscopy this morning and my Crohn’s is in remission :-)

You do not need to tell me you hate the new TS album. I don’t care if you hate her, you’re entitled to your opinion even if it’s just a shortcut to feeling morally superior. Don’t yuck my yum to my face. I’m cringe and I’m free and my orange glitter cardigan arrives today.

“hey cel how’s IVIG going, is it helping you?” Well,

multiple nurses made the 4/20 joke and asked me if I smoke AND all 4 of the nurses on staff right now liked my kpdh shirt AND I took a fat nap. I’m feeling like the belle of the ball rn

nurse said I have a “cool birthday” and then gave a little chuckle (my birthday is 4/20)

fiancé and I sleeping separately tonight bc I’m sick as a wet dog so we’re texting and airdropping memes #romance

having rheumatologic conditions is so funny bc whenever anything goes wrong my doctors are just like “take 20mg prednisone and turn that shit off” okay king!

my immune system is so messed up that the treatment I got to fix my immune system made me incredibly ill. Loving life

I loved my old phone/case combo but I love this one much more

being disabled sucks and all but I do enjoy watching other people pay for street parking while I put up my little blue sign that makes me immune to Mr. Parking Enforcement 🙂

i suspect i have an autoimmune disease targeting muscles and it has progressed to my throat/lungs which sucks BUT i didnt want to go to my dentist appointment today so i called and used my 'permanently hoarse voice' powers for evil 👹 (said i was sick as a dog and rescheduled)

gonna get the orange iPhone but that means I have to clean out this phone which has 215gb of photos and videos on it because I bought a 1tb phone and literally never cleaned it up in the past 2 years

I love texting people older than 30 because I can use emojis and gifs without being judged

I’ve seen at least three “well if those people refuse vaccines we should just let them die, it’s natural selection” posts today and as an immune suppressed person who doesn’t take to vaccines every time I am going to bang my head against the wall

infusion day 2 fit check

get you a girl that can do both

fun little health update, i tested positive for an autoimmune condition that increases risk of cancer by about 400-600% across the board so now i have to get a pap smear and a mammogram and a colonoscopy roughly annually at the ripe old age of 25 years old #swag

I need to be wrung out like a wet towel

Okay I’m just not allowed to media photos on here without it being flagged as adult content. Sorry I’m a woman with boobs and an ass I guess

v happy about the weight gain but holy moly

I really miss doing things for other people. I hate that chronic illness makes me so self-involved

bf just came over to warn me that he ate 2 slices of pizza with undercooked chicken before realizing it was undercooked. okay bathroom is all yours tonight, king

sitting down to do my makeup after not doing it for 3 weeks . maybe I should clean my brushes or swap out these eyelashes but I’m too lazy for that

fiancé spent 4 hours on the phone today with my insurance company because he's pissed they denied my botox injections for my neck spasms and if thats not love i dont know what is

it finally happened. the dyslexia defeated my OCD and I went to the wrong address for a doctor appointment

and somehow (chronic fatigue) I’m still sleepy

having an IBS moment in the hospital bathroom and getting my door knocked on every 0.00005 seconds but at least it makes sense to have an IBS moment here 😭

had 3 diff HCWs in the past month tell me my neck MRI looks normal despite level 8-10 pain and then today my neuro opened it and said “actually it’s not normal. in fact you clearly have severe and constant muscle spasms in your neck” oh how I love radiology comprehension skills

my tummy is so full of soup and dumplings and soup dumplings

forced him to work out with me earlier but now we’re eating Chinese food and drinking Thai tea and watching anime so I’m still good gf

did cardio today despite me saying for weeks that I hate it and I’m not gonna do it bc I want my physical therapist to think I am a Good Patient™️

just woke up from a 4.5 hour nap. sweaty. disoriented. had a dream that I was the 7th member of the hit girl group KATSEYE but had to drop out due to chronic illness. 10/10 will be napping again tomorrow

sometimes I fall asleep listening to TWICE and when I wake up it’s one of the mostly Korean songs and my half asleep brain gets so confused. like what do you mean 네 모든 걸 다 알고 (Yeah) 싶지, 난 관심 없는 척 즐겨 헷갈리게

the upside of being a disabled person who grew up as a teacher’s pet is that I really want to be a Good Patient™️ therefore I do all my PT every day and call for all my follow-ups and am never late on my quarterly blood tests because I am a Good Patient™️

today’s my “day off”

driving home from physical therapy and my abs are shaking. I didn’t even know that was possible

— YOU CAN CALL IN PROTEST #STOPCensoringGames #VISA #MasterCard spread the message !!

no babe I know my pc is slow because of memory problems but you don’t understand I have to keep that background tab open. no see it’s running kpop demon hunters on a loop to increase overall watch time and convince Netflix to make a sequel. no it’s important you can’t close it

woke up from my nap like this and now I can’t get up

just realized that I’ll be doing colonoscopy prep on my fiancé’s birthday later this year. happy birthday babe

reading polytrix fanfic in the Costco checkout line 🤪

sometimes I see fanart, usually of nonwhite characters, and I’m like well. That’s not them. This looks very nice but that is Not Them

40 minute ARAM game 🤪

got my state tax refund last week so i splurged on some new autism headphones because my current ones are 5 years old next month and oooooeeee. ohhhhhhhhhhhh. they're so nice i love them . thank you Sony for giving me kpop demon hunters and the WH-1000XM6