[Artfight 2025] 'Dappled Papillon' - OC belongs to badbonemarrow

A plumpy tawny owl and the moon🌙 #illustration #art #artwork #bird #animalart #birdart #originalart #owl #tawnyowl #birdwatching #digitalart

I’ve been craving butter chicken so bad.

Down to my last few dollars until the first. I say I did good this month. 🌟 Happy I got Tsuki some help, too.

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Tsuki is called ‘my shadow’ by a lot of friends lol

🌷 Commission for @nesstalgic.posts.games 💫✨

I tried my best to groom Tsuki. She really needed a fur cut. It came out choppy but I did my best.

🍁Mini pumpkins 🍁 It’s officially autism (autumn).

Whatever is going on with my body is getting increasingly worse. I’ll wake up and feel extreme exhaustion already. All I did was wake up. I get up off the bed, head starts spinning and I’m so dizzy. I get heart palpitations and sometimes my heart races.

My sweet pea 🫛 🩷

pawmi lemon forest commission 💛🌿🍋🧡🌟💫🍋🐹☁️🌱🌻🌿🌼

I wanna play Kirby. But I don’t have any Kirby games. :c

i've been lost in a mysterious fog for the last twenty days

Just because someone has known you a long time or happens to share your name or DNA, doesn't mean they understand what motivates you, moves you, or what you need. Though they might very well understand precisely what buttons to push to trigger, manipulate, or demoralize you.

Oh to be a little Tardigrade scratching its back on a bubble. 🫧🐻🧪

My dog snatched my sausage off my computer desk while I was trying to wake up. 😭 Jumped on the chair and made the fork fly off. Come on now, Tsuki. That ain’t right.

Played The One Ring in person at game night yesterday. I enjoy it more than online.

I was typing up names on my trello and Tsuki jumped behind me in my chair. She just laid there lol. You can’t get under my skin, Tsuki.

Took a look at Spirit Halloween today in the mall. I’ve been waiting since July to see the store. The one thing I saw was a Shrek hooded blanket. Nearly $50 and I just cannot spend that right now. Listen,, I love the Shrek movies so much. One of my favorite film series.

Tw : food I made beef stew for my partner and I. He really liked it. 😭

I had a tv stand come in and I put it together yesterday. Only for me to mess up. I put some pieces on backwards. Now the drawers won’t go in. 💔 I’ll have to get it apart and fix everything. Oof-

Tsuki looking at me like ‘please can we go to bed’ last night lol

A fried vegetable mix I got yesterday (and ate today) had mushrooms in it. I can’t have those. 💔 So now I’m suffering. Thankfully I took meds so I’ll be okay. But oof. I need to be more careful.

A friend gave me a gift card to Amazon. I got a stew pot to make beef stew in for me and my partner. He hasn’t tried my cooking yet. ;w; This is a huge comfort meal to me. I hope he likes it.

I’m still a firm believer that book fairs should’ve stayed in high school. Along with all the silly Knick knacks too.

Tsuki now has an appointment with the vet on the 10th. Thankfully it’s close by where I’ll be so I can take a ride there.

Woke up to this little cute face this morning. She’s too adorable.

I need to watch something comforting and not doomscrolling. Cause doing that isn’t helping. Also need to eat proper food and not just crackers. Unfortunately it’s all I have until I move this weekend. Watch me become a cracker gremlin and eat the whole box.

Quoting to remember this as I’m feeling impending doom anxiety.

Dammit Tsuki. I’m cold and you took most of the covers. 😭 Time to get a third one to plop on us. It’s 58F here. I’m not used to that lol. Also have my fan on but it’s too awkwardly silent when it’s off.

Feeling very alone today.

So I met a big duck today and Tsuki got a cookie.

My nightmares are back in full force because of stuff that’s happened. I’m so stressed out. Wondering if leaving was the right thing to do.

lol she’s so happy. Look at her teefs. (Airplane ears) I’m about to play My Time at Portia with white cheddar popcorn and Dr Pepper.

Tsuki today. I’m happy she’s feeling a bit better.

I’m fighting for my life today from my stomach issues. Though somehow I want an iced coffee. But that would be extremely bad right now.

It saddens me how Tsuki’s coloring is turning white and brown due to age. My sweet pea will be ten next year. She’s old now. 😭 I remember her when she was just a puppy. I could hold her in one hand. She looked so cute, and she still is.

I am safe. My body is healing. Healing isn’t linear. I’m gonna be okay. Some words I need to repeat.

Tsuki is sleeping GOOD lol 😂

I’ve been browsing colleges. Looking at what they offer and the degrees. None offer what I want without being 20k per semester. I am not rich. I’m simply trying to do what I love with stable income for my own home. I don’t want debt.

I want to be a kind creature with a worldview rooted in empathy so bad but I'm forced to be a survivor cockroach holding on to my moral core with a grip so tight it hurts because the alternative is letting them make us into something worse

My body is a machine that turns blank canvas into unfinished WIP

Just had a freak out cause I caught a big spider in my bed. Once it was out I had to shake out all my covers and pillows. I’m still paranoid. My fear has made a slight headache happen and I’m anxious. I just wanted to sleep. Now I’m wide awake.

My partner’s mom asked if I lost weight. I said I’ve lost about 30lbs and she was so happy for me. Tbh I’ve started to notice my face getting a little thinner. My stamina is building up. I’m able to walk more without hurting as bad in the moment.

Corn beef hash with coconut rice is very good. That’s what I’m eating right now.