we r put in a position where we r always cornered threatened and killed .. the only practical "escape" from this is to constantly humiliate and minimise ourselves, even then we r still considered undeserving of the most basic respect n courtesy everyone else receives. nightmare world

the piece of meat between your legs will forever dictate how people will perceive you and your behavior because ... society or conditioning or socialization or innate biology or something ... whatever ! thems the rules bc the world spins ! it's only natural. onwards,harm, it's all u know after all !

pPl will make u out to be some threat with an ulterior motive n this is how they justify Murdering You, it's the only way to atone for the sin chromosome u inherited

people disrespect trans women every single day of their lives and it was a mistske to even consider coming out. fuck all of u

in everyone's eyes, i'm just another moid moid moidddd. and i have a moid mind. moid body. moid friends. moid life. moid world

i loathe Jax TADC because she reminds me of myself.

i haven't taken a shit in 4 days

i cry a lot. i just do

i am immature, selfish, apathetic, inconsistent and entitled. its all there and there's too much for me to even begin here. i see the branches but where is the root cause. is it even attributable to a single thing. im soo out of tune with my mind and im trying my best to make it out

i exhibit all hallmark traits of an asshole and idk how to address it. i have ALL the resources in the world with very blatant steps that could actually get me started right this very minute. but i find so so much solace in staying the way i am and relying on ssris instead

i wish i wasnt brown so people would respect me more :(

yahaaaa wahhaawww

Oh so we're all just gonna die then

I larp everyday. What about you?

not in the malicious way. i genuinely cant help it and as the more days pass the more fear is put into my soul to respond i so fucking wish i had a more serious sense of urgency for once. why are so many things so easily put-away-for-later-able. this needs to stop

me when everyone deadass abandons me after i abandon them then making excuses time and time again and never actually putting the effort to change

i'm friends with everyone and everyone is friends with me

Fuck earth and fuck fire

Oh honey, your male rage is showing 👀

"and then the amab told me he was a human being worthy of anything"

its 2 am in God's year of 2026 and i have accomplished Naught. like Fuck All

Everyone on the internet is my friend

#OnlyAMABsUnderstand #AMABPower #AMABEnergy #AMABification #AMABLifestyle #ImAMABzing

Does anyone else yell out "M-M-M-MOIDRAGE!!!" when they punch a wall in or is it just me? And then you take a look at your veiny manhand and rotate it around only to realize you just freaking #LeveledUp. Class.

torrent of sloppage arriving on your feeds in t-minus 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.... BBRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

im so mad at everything i should be on death row for simply having too much rage

have a quiet beautiful perfect day

i am an unintelligent, raped, noob

i want a warm hug

life UPDATE : im in an eternal loop and i cant stop the march of time. im inching towards a dreadful ever creeping time. i wish i was 4d so i can go the other way anf fix my life :(

i wonder what clothes you wear to school ,, i wonder how you decorate your room ,, i wonder how you touch yourself ,, and curse myself for being across the sea !!!!! ♪

im brainless . i have no goals . nor ambitions . i go through the motions every day anticipating something new to just happen but there is legit just no actual difference in terms of environment , mental patterns , & mindset between now and late-2022

haunted every day im so disgusted with myself. i wonder if i can ever meaningfully partake in that world. things have never rlly looked right since. good things still sorta happen but it is irrelevant in the face of a downward trend, they are miniscule zits in a declining line graph

genuinely scary how im just. constantly haunted all the time

opened a game, let it load for 2 minutes, played for 30 seconds, exited, then thought about playing again

i mentally live in late 2021, forever

me and my buddies in 2021 were such bums we were in vc and streamed went to a piracy site just to click on a random movie and skipped to a cool still to screenshot, all to give the impression of having a "watch party", fml

i love my friends but i can be the most difficult person on the planet

embrace everything

please listen youtu.be/ddO2ifTy1AU

i sometimes believe my dysphoria is illegitimate considering how i find the prospect of being male so horrifying and repulsive, so much so that i've organized my life into severing and distancing myself from it hoping to avoid morphing into the very rapists that violated my being

constantly sacrificing and letting the tides eat and chip away more of urself will erode your soul to great amounts leaving you so incredibly numb and unsure of who you actually are

pPl will make u out to be some threat with an ulterior motive n this is how they justify Murdering You, it's the only way to atone for the sin chromosome u inherited

the piece of meat between your legs will forever dictate how people will perceive you and your behavior because ... society or conditioning or socialization or innate biology or something ... whatever ! thems the rules bc the world spins ! it's only natural. onwards,harm, it's all u know after all !

i 've never felt more helpless .

not making this up its funny how the first thing i see in my feed as i open reddit is an art piece made by someone i once knew who i will likely never get to know again

the more marginalized minority labels attached to u the more u see people for who they truly are . believe your eyes and senses when the majority act like ghouls towards u, they will point fun and mock ur suffering, they will beat u to a bloody pulp and say u're to blame 4 this just cus u just exist

all weapons formed against me shall prosper

is the desire to change a losing battle ? am i deadass doomed to who i am at my core ?