my mother is literally too scared to ask my brother to do anything that isn't immediately beneficial to him, and yet she upbraided me for calling the 'family' situation toxic and says that's being dramatic. Okay, mother.

I am so tired of having to tiptoe around abusive men and their fragile little egos.

well, haven't some people got it all wrapped up nicely and running just the way they want it to, all the time. fawning. it's just fawning and emotional manipulation and some people fucking know it. I'm gonna fucking puke.

<super nerdy dork-ass nonsense follows> fdjsalkfdajdkl?!?@!? I CAN MAKE A HEIAN-ESQUE HOUSE IN #WhisperoftheHouse omg like it's a small wing of a shinden-zukuri, complete with engawa and hisashi and an adorable little moya?!

veeeeeery hesitant RE: a new Evangelion series; I still remember how disappointed with the Rebuild I was, sooooo...>.>;; still faintly hopeful, though!

holy koi life as an only child (ie, my brothers aren't home for the day) is just...so incredibly different to what I usually have to live with. my mother's an entirely different person, a person whose company I actually enjoy. I'm trying to just enjoy the calm and 'normality' as long as it lasts...

ANYWAY I caught up with #WhisperoftheHouse and am playing the most recently released version and aaaAAAAHH it's SO GOOD, oh my gosh~ I'm currently making my way through the quests, so I'm going for 100% completion for all the furniture etc before I take screens of my houses, but WHEN I DO~ *SPARKLE*

In happier news...(maybe I should just...not talk about the misery at all anymore? It doesn't help anything and it's not what you'd call an enjoyable read anyway)

soooo...do you know whose fault it is that my brothers can't say thankyou to me for their birthday gifts? mine! because I left them on their chairs as a surprise instead of handing them to them! my tip of the day to daughters of boy-mums: try not to be one. nothing you ever do will be good enough.

if it takes a solid minute into your "book box" advertisement before we get to an actual BOOK, and then said book has about two seconds of screen time? dude, that's not a "book" box, it's a "TikTok 'cozy' BS wellness aesthetics including a book" box. gtfo of here with this capitalistic nonsense.

Don't really have a lot of spare money, but that which I do have...I am no longer going to spend it on people who should love me and treat me like a human being, but rather, people who actually do.

And now for her two besties! I'm getting the hang of this once again, I think... (And yes, I am refusing to cop out and just use their Cardian suits as their flower options XP)

Very sad news to wake up to, but rest in peace and power, Jesse Jackson. You were a light; and it will keep shining.

psst. PSST. hey. Pam Bondi is a paedophile protector; pass it on.

annoyed could-have-been historian rant #?: taking a term that meant "diary" and somehow turning it into a term that means "fuckbook" is peak white people BS.

TIL that the Rapture nutters are still at it and I'm too tired to even laugh.

so I knoooow this more of a fandom-y thing, BUT. But~ I've been meaning to "reconnect" with my girls lately, so I did this~ Weirdly enough, I had to actually really think about some of these. (credit: I stole the template from @nancy.j.pl ftr~)

Oh, yes! Happy Galentine's Day! :D

I am not a believer that Fridays 13 are bad luck, because 1) I had an amazing childhood best friend who was born on one, and 2) I'm a witch, ffs, I know the difference between "bad luck" and "magical significance", 13 is a powerful number, not a "bad" one. don't believe the hype, lovelies.

SO. you know why my brother can't do any babysitting but I have to do it all? because if he had job, he wouldn't be able to do it. does he have a job? no! who's c-word of the month for pointing this out? why, me!

I may never have my live-in occult shop in real life, but I can have it in #WhisperoftheHouse ♥

and while we're whining about things we can't change, GODDAMN but I wish I lived in a place with four actual distinct seasons, not just eight months of summer and four months of mild not summer.

I used to think "well, at least the Republicans will put him in the woodchipper if it becomes apparent that he WAS all over the files; I'll definitely give them their dues there. They won't put up with paedoshit." ahahahahaha. I was so cute.

"Now for somefin' completely diff'rent, a man with three buttocks." "We've done that!" "OH ALL RIGHT ALL RIGHT. >:[ A man with...nine legs!" "...he ran away." "Oh bloody hell. D:< ...uh...a Scotsman on a horse!"

delicious, deliiiiicious inspiration. *INHALES IT ALL AT ONCE*

@herewithin.bsky.social FLUFF I WENT TO CHECK YOUR MESSAGE FINALLY (f'ing VPN I swear I'm gonna--) AND BSKY APPEARS TO HAVE EATEN IT. :(

jfc, people now using the old "hentai free" buttons (anyone remember THAT trainwreck? and why nobody in their right mind would support it?) to signal that they're kink/sex-negative. fantastic. Neocities, you never fail to be Neocities.

y'all know that men don't really do much for me these days, but good lord, when Bad Bunny smiles...I get those heart flutters and giggles, man, negl.

listening to "otaku" anime reviewers butcher Japanese is a special kind of torture.

shouldn't an atheist technically believe that EVERYONE is godless? because of no gods existing, etc? 🤔 secondly, if we are supposedly on the same side and your biggest problem rn is people 'misusing' the word godless...holy shit, dude. pun holy intended. I mean, wholly. go touch some grass, loser.

Ahem. For your consideration: JD Vance is a godless, heartless, repulsive, whiny, mendacious, and gutless charisma black hole. I hope he gets everything he deserves and then some. That's all, thank you. :)

in light of the man who ruined one of my favourite goddamn stories in the world raising his ugly fucking mug again when he probably should have just taken his millions and just fucked off into the stratosphere, here's a song I can't stop playing lately.

*eye. brow. RAISE.* wait, people are charging, like...$500 upwards to "do their colours"? holy shit, guys, you can do it yourself! I swear you can! it is nowhere NEAR something you should pay someone that kind of money for and those who are doing so are GROSS, omg.

I wish there was a way to say "I'm sorry I sound like such a cold, disconnected bitch who doesn't care about anything in this email; it's literally not you, it's me -- kinda being swallowed by my own disappointment in myself rn so I'm dissociating from absolutely everything? It's honestly not you."

can those who have never felt suicidal please keep their shitty opinions on said illness (not choice) and those who have to suffer it to their shitty selves, please, thank you uwu 😇💕

Hokuto if she'd lived. Holy sugar. 🤩

wishing for a blessed (and full moonlit! 🌝) and magic-filled Lammas/Imbolc for all my witchy lovelies~ ♥ ✨🔮🌏🌽🔥🌎

Remember: GET IN THEIR FACE! (And ever remember: Minneapolis, the world loves you. ♥)

enduring one of those #PEM spates that make me gag with laughter at the thought I could ever be a nurse. note to self: you can't work like a maid for a day with #MECFS, no matter how much you want someone to value you. well, I mean, you CAN, but be prepared to spend a week in bed afterwards, idiot.

sometimes I wonder if "[x] has stolen our children's childhoods!/Children don't get to experience childhood anymore!" is more that childhood looks different for every generation and sub-generation. a stagnant world would probably be way more damaging than a dynamic one, for children. and adults.

it's amazing how many men think simply going to the gym means they've "improved themselves" when they're still lazy, mean, sly, selfish, and completely compassion-free. 🤷🏻‍♀️ You might look good, but I mean...you're still an asshole. Not sure where the improvement actually is.

holy koi! I tried intentionally staining my formerly sage green notebook after it ended up stained with hot pink smudges from another journal it was sitting next to (the perils of vegan leather, I guess!) and...I love it, omg. I had no idea what I was actually doing, but it looks so cool now!

next time I sign up for any kind of creative challenge that takes place over November, December, or January, someone please, *please* hit me over the head with a brick and take my internet connection away x.x;; I stg for Xmas this year I'm going to...idek, learn to æstivate or something.

why are there STILL people in the world who think that anti-right click scripts on a webpage do anything other than annoy the shit out of people?

...Ilhan Omar. She is a *force*. She did not even blink, she was going to clean his clock. My GIRL. Minnesota ladies *goddamn*.

"Some fine day the news'll say, Satan with an orange face, Is asleep beneath the lawn, When that man is dead and gone..."

...vaguepost is vague because I'm weird, but I just realised something... "rebirth" + "victory of the people" "defender of the people" + "divine pledge"

If “Australia Day” now means freeing neo-Nazis and attacking immigrants, it doesn’t represent any Australian values I recognise. #auspol

sorry, but I fucking hate Australia Day. not for the reason you think -- I hate it because the fucking white national scumbags think it's permission to step out and spew their vile bullshit everywhere. the world is shit enough without these massive pissbabies screaming about non-existent problems.

someone in a nail polish subreddit created a shade that matches the one in this photo and is selling it on etsy so she can afford to buy her boyfriend a bulletproof vest to wear while doing ICE watch at home depot. we live in hell but we are going to fucking win.