Brains at that point again, but now i dont even have distractions or problems, procrastinations in relation. No excuses for my misery i am in except for the obvious.

Lonely~Wanting to be alone Both Both A flow An ocean

How to stop

Multitudes

Nothing interesting to say

Bark Bark! Relaxing while watching the moon tonight was perfect ngl

🟥 Its @groundupflowers.bsky.social on the right

Scars

Seems like in trying to work through my feelings, i think i just buried them again, taking my creativity and motivation with it. I really dont know how to really process feelings i am finding out, its either bury them, or shout them. I want to know how to work with love not hide it to protect myself

WHOS TO SAY I AM NOT EXPRESSING MY LOVE

maybe i just need to tell myself that emotionally, I am underdeveloped, years of hiding from everyone and with my feelings has made me shut in, and now with opening those doors I become easily enthralled by fantasies, that probably dont even reflect reality

a bubble it back in my chest, the emotions are back but already with one thing on my mind i am overwhelmed, I wont accept any answer I come across because i dont want to do them. im stun locked, I want to run and ride because its not confronting what I have to do. I need to grow up

Goofy war-pills :3 the freckles might stay for a bit idk Lil lore dumb stuff alt text to the left, irl Romance problems in the right alt text

Sometimes i cant bring myself to draw my self, knowing that drawing others is more impactful to them, having them hopefully remember me more if i go away

I prefer this one more

Coyotes where barking, a mixture of sleepiness but their voices sounded like a crowed of people having fun, like when drunk people would shout for another song or sing along

August

Sunrise

Trying to sleep and theirs a drumming in my mind, i can tell its in my head lol

Nocturnal

Fall

Empty words

Have been encountering a lot of beautiful creatures