bounced back and got my to do list 75% finished. maybe I am not girl failure.. maybe I AM girl competent 🙏✨

in this optimistic delulu bounce back I forget for a min why I was depressed, but remembering it and letting it hurt again, I save some strength to just accept the truth. move forward somehow, with some hope and a prayer.

I think rn all my boring and cheesy af good habits are whats keeping me from drowning. its not much but its like, yeah I feel like garbage but at the very very least I will brush my teeth/drink water/deep breaths just as a basic principle cause I made a promise to myself id at least start there

uguu delulu guide to bouncing back: - embarrassing moments are actually opportunities for a funny story (this'll be a funny comic later!) - remember ur the mc and this is all character development and lore building. ur important to the plot!!!! - if u can cry, you can smile too! u will laugh again!

fr like the past 2 months its been like a cycle of falling into depression/bouts of emptiness/I'm worthless and useless/stuck in my head wanting to just quit or die and then into insane optimism/I gotta keep fighting/I want to LIVE!!!!!/rush of energy to change, grow, and heal and I'm so.… tired lol

animal ears #cringetober

self insert #cringetober

heterochromia #cringetober

aight its time to lock in.….….….…..

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need to become stronger to protect and support my friends

I love when they shave the icing off the cake in cake deco asmr vids aaa

to all artists unsure about drawing and sharing lewd art for the first time: do it

addendum: draw PORN. i maybe do a little eyeroll when i see artists feel a need to declare that the nsfw art they draw is "tasteful." it's actually fine if it isn't. draw that gross thing in your heart and share it with the world. chances are, more people want to see it than you think.

picking up juggling, lock picking, and origami just to keep em guessing type shh

needa become more intresting so my yandere stalker doesn't get bored uguu

bun comic

I love chewing on bacon

nice to have things to look forward to

new catcus hooray 💥

new plants yipee ✨

maybe over did it today ubt theres always tomorrow

*me saving up for vr for Christmas* also me: ok but what if 3ds xl tho

when I woke up this morning I saw the dawn, the north star. and my kitty cat was sleeping against my back, snoring. life is precious.......

I have a bitter vengeance and I'm coming back for revenge (waking up and trying again)

I don't like the style but eyy its something

practicing hands off camera for when I start art streaming again I don't clown myself teehee

I'm drawing after work and not depression bedrot like yesterday yipee

a friend of mine is sweet but shes been generating ai pics of us together in places we've never been and its sorta making me tweak out cause it looks uncanny like me and its only once in a while but 😭

I got decaf coffee with me luck... But then again my drinks were taken before my eyes so maybe this remade drink has coffee 💀 i guess we'll see what happens 😔💔

Tony Tony Chopper!! he a lil blurry cause colored pencil but owo

Miku and cinna drink orders teehee

figured out that ur supposed to move ur hand down the guitar neck to get the other notes on rock band this whole time.. I've been stretching my fingers smh lmao

fruits basket is healing anime but some of the trauma stuff is really heavy but so real for it tbh

a cactus poked my butt

haul pic

stuff I saw at da mall

I ALWAYS order burger at Mexican restaurant (it's always SUPER GOOD AAAA)

affirmations uguu my hair is soft I am funny I am blessed I've never killed anyone my taste is great my life will be full of peak moments I have good aura

this week's goals but it's every week

I love my chemical romance so much.. my alarm plays random music from my library and it was "I'm not ok" and never did the lyrics cut me as deep as it did this morning then on the way home my coworkers playlist shuffled to "it's not a fashion statement, it's a deathwish" and the same gut punch hit

anyways I gotta finish watching one piece, writing my vns, getting goated at art, traveling to the other side of the world, learning how to screamo/howl/m4m voice, and being a good person or whatever I have to.. keep going!!! 🗣️✨💥

my guardian angel is working overtime or something. too many chance events, lucking out even when my luck is spent. all the kindness given, hopeful lyrics, character stories, is like yelling at me to get off the edge before I get hurt

laydown and die as girlfailure or try and get back up as girlboss

today I shall live as a garden mouse! watching, writing, and doing nothing. I feel like just trying to draw, since the next couple days are just gonna be chaotic around me and I need at least one safe space lol

Been having a lot of weird close calls lately. gas leak last week and almost stepping on a baby rattlesnake at lunch. maybe cause I'm depressed idiot a part of me wants others to worry about me but I'd still be the one getting hurt lol

chainsaw man but what kind of man did chainsee? really makes you think

delulu motivational tips & tricks✨ prt 2 Do u like being praised? Teased? Roleplay? Use your kinks to help u accomplish everyday tasks with a bit of fun! For example, if you have a praise kink, you can pet your own head after doing such a good job and tell yourself what a good (blank) you are!~