I've got a good number of slots open for all of November into December! All pricing, sample work and additional information as well as a submission form can be found on my carrd site posted below and in my bio! I also have a VGEN page you can check out!

They removed my balloons on the other website…

Ah, the dread is setting in

something im beginning to tell myself more and more to help my own confidence in regards to my self image is that statistically speaking, i'm somebody's type even with how tired and scraggly i look and as i eat fried chicken i Have to think to myself that it's sexy to someone in the world

This week and the week before have been bad for me emotionally and mentally. Not sure how I can keep going at this rate

my birthday next week help.

legitimately today i got some work done from having an actual breakfast and just removing myself from all distractions and flashy colors and sounds and if u can believe it thats how i was able to finish something today

I've got a good number of slots open for all of November into December! All pricing, sample work and additional information as well as a submission form can be found on my carrd site posted below and in my bio! I also have a VGEN page you can check out!

Beginning of a New Era #umamusume

def need to invest in a new monitor soon.... something that would not trick me into thinking the colors on my art are washed when in fact they look good

this week was a lot of physical ailments and 3 days of arm being sore due to flu/covid shots... not very nice. but work is being done anyhow

ohhhh the new uma scenario is so good ouugghhhh

when fuku met shiraoki #umamusume #umamusumeprettyderby

when fuku met shiraoki #umamusume #umamusumeprettyderby

hello! commissions are urgently back open 🐎🌄 turnaround time will most likely fall during the last 2 weeks of december, with payment being immediate.. however i'm currently only *5* slots away from my goal! so if you don't mind the wait, i'd really appreciate the support T_T

just finished hollow knight (not silksong) and my thoughts can be summarized as "good game"

Nicole at all times: #zzzero #zenlesszonezero

Clash (commissioned by @logosmagus on twt - their OC vs Mine )

Clash (commissioned by @logosmagus on twt - their OC vs Mine )

that's four comms done in a week and 8 + 1 personal for the month total happy halloween

Nicole at all times: #zzzero #zenlesszonezero

gonna be finishing up my current batch this week and then i'll open up for more comms very soon!! get ready!! for!!! when i announce that

apparently clip studio updated their mobile ui to be more akin to procreate which was the number one reason why i wasnt working solely on clip while on my ipad uh oh...

i didnt even know pokemon z-a was out everything is a huge blur to me atm

jungle pocket's battle with impostor syndrome and a declining mental state and performance as a result and agnes tachyon's willful self-isolation in response to her declining health and then they find each other's purpose through each other at the end of the movie its peak its peak its peak its peak

as i watch umamusume season 3 im rly starting to see the cracks forming. honestly i think the problem is that they picked the wrong horse for this season

the new event scenario in umamusume is the best one. maruzensky tricks special week and winning ticket into going to an old person's resort. sweep tosho is bored out of her mind and daiwa is babysitting. it is so funny

instagram has continued to be the place where i get the least amount of traction and i have no idea what to do about it 💀

Beginning of a New Era #umamusume

4 commissions in the span of a week is an all time record high for me !! that being said i think it was definitely due to the amount of work that was actually needed and i think if i juggled 4 heavier projects i'd burn out way easier but this new method i've found might work out long term

they rly ought to retell special week's career and story and give her the cinderella grey or movie treatment she gets slandered as being the worst uma mc every week and i feel bad

i think i may have found the productivity secret sauce..

im this close to learning how to make animatics and storyboards just to feed my want for umamusume music video content

Tired and sleepy today

have u ever had a bug fly into ur room and ur like AHHHH BUG and then u swat at it and u Made Contact but it somehow disappeared off the face of the earth and it might as well not have existed in the first place anyway guess what happened

for a while now ive been wanting to get invested in some kind of series involving sports again i just didn't know it would be about anime horsegirls

whenever i see two dumb cats yowl and hiss at each other and look dumb im reminded of a thought i have every time and it's "this is what the warrior cats series actually looks like"

i have decided tonight that i will be locking in because i started 3 projects simultaneously

good morning i forgot to mention but thank you for 5k 🥺

anyway i said a lot of stuff today didn't i lol im hungry

the pieces of art that move us the most are also ones that often have the most to say. they resonate with us, whether it be due to personal life experiences or it presenting us with some kind of ideal to live up to, or a cautionary tale of what could happen if we continue down certain paths.

it's disheartening to see just how many people are content with just being given *Content* with No desire to know who created it, why they did and where it came from etc. to see people champion the arrival of mediocrity and creative stagnation and they have goku as their pfp

and even then how interesting could someone's idea be if they haven't even the passion to try make it on their own or at least work with a real artist to see their vision come to fruition. did they even have the passion for it to begin with? are you even human, is the thing.

i wanna remain hopeful for the future as an artist that there will be so much slop that looks bad and uninteresting and gormless created by nobody for nobody that it will reinvigorate the need to create with one's own hands and mind in defiance of said slop.

i got hit with a huge debuff so i think im gonna take the day off today 🥲

Therapy session today and the kind words of everyone have helped me get back on my feet a bit. let me be one to say thank you so much for your continued support. i want to keep creating and growing. ❤️

these days it's getting harder and harder to not just want to quit and give it all up. like i feel this burning desire to just disappear and do something else entirely with my life. like i've made a giant mistake choosing this career path. nonetheless i saunter forward

To all freelance peers who are struggling to make ends meet this year: it's not you. It's been getting tougher and tougher to get any gigs and many private clients struggle to pay their own bills. Whatever it takes for us to get through this, please don't doubt your skills and value as a creative ❤️

can september be over already i'd like to stop bursting into tears randomly already