I ate too much spaghetti. Thanks @grimwyle.bsky.social for making me food. But also, fuck you.

You ever watch a music video and you're like "this is embarrassing, why am I watching you lip sync to this song, why isn't there anything interesting happening...?"

Got some crocuses coming up in my yard 🥰

Feeling weird about my art again. 🥲 I miss drawing, just a stream of consciousness but with doodling. I just went through the last few years of my work I have on my computer and ugh I used to draw So Much and lately haven't drawn hardly at all. Sucks. Dunno what to do about it.

Lol I forgot my password and had to redo it so I could log into this account on the computer. Now y'all get my stream of consciousness while I'm being a Gamer™. ;D

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My insides are very audible and I am not a fan.

I ate a whole bag of kettle corn for dinner and I am full of regret. I wasn’t even Under The Influence. I have no self control. Ugh. I didn’t sleep at all last night so I passed out super early today and now I am awake at 2am for no reason with heartburn. Getting Old is Wild.

Been feeling pretty crappy about my art lately. Instead of enjoying The Process I just see how much I don’t like my art and I get frustrated and sad that I can’t put what I see in my head down on paper… Just sucks and I hate feeling bad all the time. 😞

Work was meh today but at least it was slow and I didn’t have to use my brain too much. The Mental Illness™️ is being loud again today, rolling over from last night. Didn’t sleep much. Gonna try and nap now that work is done for the day. Maybe I will post some art when I wake up again.

I am mad we work the day after Christmas. Like, the warehouse I work with isn’t even going to be open. What am I gonna do? 75% of my job won’t Be There? Just give us the 4-day weekend 😠

Watching “Good Boy” on Shudder and for some reason it makes me really want to play The Last of Us with the generator and raining scene i. good Boy. Also Indy is the prettiest and goodest boy ever omg. And so quiet. I know its a movie and he is well trained but he is so quiet and sweet 😭

Y’all remember that time Michael Bublé made a cover of “Santa Baby” but changed the lyrics to “Santa Buddy” to protect his masculinity? It makes me giggle any time I remember it.

Finished watching all the available episodes of Heated Rivalry on HBO and 😭 it’s so precious and stupid I love it so much. Genuinely adorable amidst the raunch 😌👌 Anyone know if the books are full of boring hockey stuff? Maybe I will check them out if they’re not too sports-obnoxious.

I had Thai spicy red curry last night and I am regretting it today. 😩 My weak whiteboy body rejects the deliciousness. Woe is me. 😢