Last update before I post the finished animation. :3

Bam.

Time to clean the mold! :D

Whenever I begin physical intimacy with anyone, it starts with me thinking "God I need this"; turns into "Okay this is boring, when is this going to end?"; into "I actually hate this so much but once the other person gets off, it's over." It never ends with the other person just getting off.

Twitter removed all the porn and it's nothing but AI now. What the fuck?

This is actually so freaking fun

Bruh they recommended my old account to me on Insta

I'm starving because I'm too anxious to eat before my therapy appointment.

Fun project teaser

what's a fox doing in the train

A beautiful story in two parts

I feel guilty when I'm not happy. I feel guilty when I am. I feel too drained to put up a face. I feel too lonely to go without one. I feel like I'm holding everyone in the present. I feel like I only have the future to live for. I feel like I've only made things worse. I feel like I should die.

So apparently I've been feeling super fucking ill since coming back from washington because mold was on a jacket I bought and has been spreading through my room this entire time, so,

I cannot bring myself to do anything today but doing nothing is so tiring.

Waking up lately has been impossible. But today, I genuinely wish I hadn't. And now I gotta confront all of today and just deal with it.

I'm a punk, I'm a sucker, I'm a part-time beast I'll rip out your heart, I'll scratch you with my teeth You didn't realize I'd caught you in my trap I'm gonna eat you up, I'll eat you like a rat #furryart #furry #art

My tail is wagging so hard rn

I could live to be a hurricane Turn into a tempest, Violent, silent in the eye All whirling, gusting, wuthering Could it be enough to change the way You use my name? Remain in weekday I'm okay I stay for all that ache #furryart #furry #art

FREAK 4 FREAK ⛓️💞

I have some really fun drawings I can't wait to work on when I get home. I wanna talk about them but I also don't want to spoil them.

I'm officially the first ever person to beat Persona 5 Royal

I think I'm too depressed to draw for real today.

You walk into the bathroom and you see this. Wyd? @empresssena.bsky.social

The more I see or P4R the closer I get to failing my edging.

I think the world could tell I was on the verge of committing suicide today because the second I hit my limit, my coworkers began talking and laughing with me as usual; my mom and grandma both randomly messaged me saying they loved me; I got a full ass raise; and now I'm getting a surprise package??

I know you don't love me, but I still need to say this at least once. #furryart #furry #art #sfw

My mother is such a character.

I'm kinda thirsty @empresssena.bsky.social

Boy, I'm taking a nap I sure hope nobody pisses in my mouth @empresssena.bsky.social that'd be so weird

So what if I goon to people pissing in my mouf?

I JUST KILLED A CENTIPEDE! I AM GOD!!!!!

Getting home be like "Wow! What a good day!" The omnipresent mirror:

Holy slamacow! Today is going so good I'm basically dancing at work! Wuzzaaaaaaaah

This is the first good day I've had in awhile :)

I got some actually decent sleep last night. Maybe things aren't so bad.

Not allowed to spend money anymore. This is my daily meal until I can move out.

This is war.

I'm grinding out max level equipment rn. Soon to begin the mini boss battle once I get home. Wish me luck.

Horrible news: a new final boss approaches.

Artificial happiness is still happiness, no?

Ive never wanted to kill myself more.

I cant even have AC in this fuckass basement so I cant go back to sleep

I think I'm gonna sleep awhile. I earned it. 11 hour nap mimimimimi

I hate a appul I am healthy now

My anxiety lately has been like Really bad I have no idea what's wrong with me I dont know what's causing it I just feel so bad that I'm not happy

Everything hurts and I'm, physically, numb. The month just started. Might be a contender for the worst month ever already.

Her hair gets longer every time I draw it lmao

Weekly Nine adventures! :D - Basically self harm - Basically self harm - Eating disorder nation - Still self harm - Borderline suicide attempt

The more I think about it, the more I realize: that self care walk, was self harm. Maybe going back to the gym really is the way to go. As horrible as that is.

SO MANY STUPID DECISIONS HAVE LED ME TO THIS