Drank tea this morning -> immediately anxious. What the hell is up with this.

Ok update on the anxiety: stopped drinking way too much caffeine and stopped being so anxious

I have been incredibly anxious for a while for no discernible reason so I will be on bluesky a lot less, but friends are free to message me on discord :)

I am immunized and I am sexy

Hmmm is a fun interaction bait “quote post with what you’d give prev if they were an npc as a gift to raise friendship/romance points”

Me: ouhhhgh im so evil I like to read peoples oc posts and ask questions and get interested in them and then people want to be friends with me. I’m so evil scheming Someone in the brain: that’s literally a normal way to make friends what are you talking about

Made diabolical financial decisions at the local Japanese supermarket

I called a bunch of people and set up a ton of doctors appointments everybody clapped

was anyone going to tell me that mary oliver was a lesbian????

guy who has only ever read mary oliver reading a book of naturalist poetry: wow this is just like mary oliver

Just woke up at 2pm… oops

Going to an open mic night tonight. Hopefully it’s fun. I’ll do my best to socialize but probably by the time the open mic night kicks off it won’t be me in front

Hiii ask me plural stuff (general or specific idc) but know I won’t answer if I do not wish to ❤️ or you can ask me literally anything it doesn’t have to be about plural stuff lol ngl.link/strawberrypo...

Bad news the particulate pollution is bad so I can’t breathe 😑 well it wasn’t just Japan pollution I guess but it seems to be less consistent here

For some reason I have an urge to talk more abt system stuff but I’m so bad doing it unprompted lol. Maybe I should do that ngl thing but for system questions or maybe it would be weird

maybe i should make a substack

It’s currently 3:30pm I’ve been out for three hours in that time I’ve: -been given a rock by an old lady w purple hair on the light rail -made some friends who have also lived in Japan at an event -got invited to go birdwatching with a group of people from the same event

Successfully biked around the neighborhood and bought a sketchbook and checked out some cool shops nearby :)

Do I have any mutuals who would want to read and give feedback on my portfolio short story for an mfa application lol

Hi who wants to help me decide what to do today. Choose one if u dare: 1. Job stuff 2. Go outside somewhere 3. Portfolio work 4. Just freaking hang out man

Sometimes it is hard to remember to be a person in a person body doing person things!! I am sure I am the only person who has ever thought this!! :)

Hello everyone!! It is very late and I should be going to sleep soon!! :)

ive been dissociated all day and i really dont know how to get out of it 😑

maybe i should make a new tumblr account

Thinking about I saw the tv glow’s “there is still time” which tells you I’m having a very normal day gender-wise

I keep having stress dreams about the DMV lol

[RIPS MY SHIRT OFF] I NEED TO READ MORE POETRYYYY RAAAA

#promosky Hi. I'm not promoting myself, but my ongoing series, Blue Brother Season 2, based on Big Brother! I'm hoping to do another Season with more entries, so everyone who sees this, ♡ and ↳ ↰!! #BBS2 is the official hashtag for the season, use that to learn the rules / catch up!

[thinks about my evil oc] [penis grin]

And now we begin with the most difficult thing in the world: consistently paying attention to who we are. Going to put emojis for now in our display name. We will see how long that lasts

There’s a post about what two season show you like and it’s a little too positive for me to comment what my answer is which is the 2016 version of Dirk Gently’s Holistic Detective Agency which still influences my storytelling style to this day

Who am I Wrong answers only

I want to make an existential post I’ll make a funny one instead because social media

Bald

I LOVE LITERATURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For real about to buzz my whole head. I do not like my hair cut but I don’t want to pay to get it cut again. Plus I already had a plan to buzz my hair

Dissociation! At the bookstore

I don’t want to get a job but watching my bank account drain slowly and not replenish is making me 😬 so uh… maybe a job is closer in my future than I thought

Always disappointed in a story when the secret dark force possessing/influencing a character is revealed to be ontologically evil (they said plurally)

Oops my data isn’t working cuz I am now in The Wilderness (a national park) so sorry everyone I was talking to if I disappear for a few hours that’s why

Me when I see John mountain goats on my feed: omg it’s John mountain goats

Tbh it’s been a little anxiety inducing to be on social media lately so if I mute/unfollow you sorry I’m trying to figure out how to make my personal experience better 💔 cuz the options are changing something or abandoning my account

My food pics really became so much less aesthetic the second I left Japan lol

Have really been keeping a lid on plural stuff lately 😞 kind of felt like we regressed a little to how we were before we moved out of our parents house because we had to spend so much time there. But now we are GONE and we will stay gone for a LONG LONG TIME

Now it’s my turn. Ugh tfw no shad

Reading a nonfiction book about poverty and evictions in America and every single time I learn anything new I yell “IT GETS WORSE??” I’m only a few chapters in. It happens several times in each chapter.

IM FINALLYYYYY ON THE LAST LEG OF MY MOVING JOURNEY. In a few hours I’ll be settled into the place I’m staying and can like relax for real

I think the reason I’m always so shocked when people are happy to see me is because I finally got from the “hate myself” mentality to the “neutral about myself” mentality. Im like well I’m not bad but I’m not that good. So now I guess I’ve got to work on getting to the “like myself” stage :)

🥲🥲🥲 wagh. Visited the English department building on my old campus and I saw so many people who were like omg I haven’t seen you in so long I’m so happy I can say hi to you. Cries one billion years

I love them. Thanks