go my ramb speck

> Spend an hour or so digging up manilla clams in ACNH to catch a Mahi Mahi > Getting mentally prepared to not catch it > There's a large fish shadow at my pier already > Catch a Mahi Mahi instantly

I can't decide if I want to draw or replay Deltarune 😔 I want to see my TV hubby again

My friends and family are so patient w me infodumping + screaming about Tenna LMAO I love TV 🗣️

[ sketch, OCs ] Vestrella and baby Jason 💗

[yap] Doing big boy stuff today, washing my car, grocery shopping, taxes

[ sketch, OCs ] Vestrella and baby Jason 💗

[yap] Every time I listen to Nobody's Soldier I love it even more, it's easily my favorite Hozier song 😭

[yap] Idk why, but I've gotten into Poppy Playtime a lot more recently I really like the concept and all the hard work the animators, modelers, riggers, and texture + environment work put into everything, but I hate how much the business side of MOB completely fucked up the game's rep

[yap] Had to get my car fixed today and thought I turned the radio down before handing it in since I had a Ghost CD playing, when I got it back my radio was completely off LMAO

[yap] Work asked if anyone was available to come in tonight.. no thanks lol

[yap] I have to go to work soon bleugh Some day, I'll be free of retail's shackles, but today is not that day

I forgot that I had this account whoopsie

[ oc , sketches ] Family Doodles 💗

seals ;; v ;; ❤

[ Fan art , The Iron Giant ] this BITCH works for the government

Thinkin about the one time someone wanted to commission Sly Cooper fan art from me, a game series that I've been hyper fixated on since age 5, and the first thing they asked was "how much do you know about this series" Brother every single bit of jack ass lore has firmly planted itself in my brain

Ever since I started working retail again I've been noticing more and more parents + grandparents being so abusive to their kids it makes me want to scream at them I do not care if it's your "parenting style", you should NOT be hitting + embarrassing your kids, period. ESPECIALLY in public 💀

even with all of the 'ay eye' stuff coming out I still couldn't imagine /not/ drawing, I would implode

I'm such a glutton for punishment, I wanted to commission something of Elzule and Jason and then started psyching myself out bc "I Have To Redo Their Refs Again !" why can't my brain be satisfied with how they look hhhgh,hg

I have robotics/animatronics brain rot again they're so fucking cool ik it's frowned upon, but it makes me appreciate urban explorers to a degree for getting up close documentation of attractions that are either closed off or defunct. so much stuff get to time 😭

my acnh island went from a horror/witch island to a little farm/country island 😭 I'm making a beehive area now fdsjkl

Update; I'm gonna start going by him/hers I'm going through a 'am I transmasc or just having a masc day' dilemma, and don't really vibe with they anymore. He or She only please, thanks :D

I'm starting to question my gender identity again and would like to experiment with she/they; I think genderfluid resonates the most with me but I'm not sure yet?? Thanks bros

I've had a very annoying cold the past week I just want to BREATHHH

sometimes I forget that I'm an artist and the sky is the limit

"Astarion isn't ace" yes I know that, but as someone who is and has gone through similar trauma it's comforting to see a fictional character that not only shares your emotions, but is celebrated for it. There's so little ace rep as it is, and it's a personal head canon is all 😭

[ OC , wip ] *violently sobbing*

[ OC , Clementine (she/her) and Beau (he/him) ] I wanted to design Beau today; they're so cute UGHH 😭😭😭🖤🖤

[ OC (Jason and Beau, he/him) , wip ] Trying to get back into drawing, protective dad Jason 🐐

trying to beat the weird kid allegations and this shit starts playing

I used to have severe depression growing up and hated anything relating to self care, and now I'm atp of the healing journey that I have a routine and product for e v e r y t h i n g I'm running out of space in my shower to hold stuff help lol

[ OC , Yuka (he/him) ] Brainstorming a human form for Yuka; he can shift back and forth between this form and his wereseal form <3

I was thinking of scene for Jason after he experienced something traumatic, and ruined it for myself bc all I could see in my head was him like this

Y'all I'm so sad 😭 My turnips rotted before I could sell them and the price spiked 😔

[ OC , Clementine (she/her) ] Clementine for the soul 🤲🖤 She's Elzule and Jason's 2nd youngest ;; v ;; <3

The vet called me last night and said Humphrey's ashes were ready. I started shopping for a urn and I just.. can't believe he's gone 🥲

sleepy boy 🖤

One of my favorite things on my desk is this little ghost having a picnic 🖤 I found him in a bin sale

// vent Capitalism making me feel like shit when I had to call off a 4 hour shift bc my pet had a seizure.. I either have to use a sick day or swap a shift with someone else this week. For 4 (four) hours..

I made myself a new little fursona/villager 🖤

Spending $50 on groceries vs. spending $50 on a adopt

I checked twitter for a little bit and all of the toxicity was unbearable omfg the whole site functions on hot takes and qrts it's MISERABLEEE

My brother and I commissioned someone to make Bo a cat tower and it's going to be 6 ft tall 😭 didn't know it was gonna be that big until later and now I'm like damn where am I going to put this thing fsdkjl at least Bo will be happy 😤

I just saw that the pizza place I usually order lunch from charges you a dollar extra for every additional small cup of ranch you request, that is DIABOLICAL

me asf

I got Bo a cute little cardboard house, it was hard to chose a design, but I went with the witchy astrology aesthetic 🥺🖤

Elzule

He is very helpful

Wanted to draw younger Jason, I imagine he's 16 here 🖤 Something I don't talk about enough is his love for painting flowers ;v; <3 He painted more in his youth and steadily started drawing again in his late 20s