I need a hug so bad right now dude, when my step dad hugged me for goodnight I almost lost it

I don’t have anything to hurt myself with bro oommggbsbshw

Tw ig.. Im lowkey considering hurting myself again because why not. I’m genuinely so freaking ugly bro I never actually look good unlike everyone I’m surrounded with. The only good things about me are my hair and clothes but even those are bad sometimes. My face is ugly and so is my body

Why am i actually traumatized after getting a uti bro🥀 I’m so paranoid all the time in case I get one again. Like was peeing just now and I thought I got a uti again but I was just starting my period🥀🥀🥀 I hate this so much bro FUCKK

If I don’t lock in this summer and like get actually strong looking and lock in on physical health, and maybe (probably) do vocal training then I might die next year actually….. holy shit

I’ve also yearned for T bro, seeing my brother on T has made me want it so fucking bad I cannynnyyhrhagyayauib…… I wish my dad does something bad enough for me to need to be at my moms all the time so I can actually be who I am for once in my life

Bro idk why I’m having such issues with my body bro. I don’t usually feel this bad in my skin. Like I can’t even stand showering this week because of the fact that I have breasts and a feminine body holy craappp

UNSERIOUS VENT!!!!! I wish Alejandro total drama was a real person bro I would lowkey love him to death more than I already do🥀🥀🥀🥀 we’d be like totally in love or whatever behehhh🤤🤤🤤

Lowkey it feels like I’m just following my friends around and that they think I’m a horrible person. Like they’re so much cooler than me and I just kinda linger there and do something worth paying attention to sometimes, and it’s usually not even that good

I told my dad about my SA and he said “well I’m not as worried because it was a girl who did it.” I guess I’ll go fucking die then

I hate my ribs so much they stick out so much bro. My torso makes my arms look so much skinnier than the rest of my body and i hate it bro and it makes my shoulder look tiny too

Maybe in some other universe I was born a machine and not some weird pile of flesh and bones and guts

I feel fat and too skinny at the same time. I feel like my stomach and legs are fat but then I think my arms are too skinny and look weird. Bro can this end please brooooo🥀🥀🥀 can my body look normal to me

Sometimes I become aware of my body. Like I become aware of the way my skin hugs my bones and holds in all my organs. Then I become conscious of my organs and get nauseated. I hate my body, I dunno, just thinking that there’s actually stuff in me is gross

I honestly really wanna cut myself again but I don’t have anything sharp enough to do it with. It makes me feel so relaxed, I remember the feeling from when I did it a bunch in 7th grade. Maybe my ugly body will look better to me finally if I start again My stupid baka life

I feel so suffocated at my dads bro I fucking hate it. The whole reason why I feel like shit all the time is because of my father and the environment here. Whenever I try and be alone, he guilt trips me with ‘oh we’re running out of time before you’re 18’ and whenever I try and do homework—->