he.... he just..... ghosted me for a bit, without warning. for a few days, i spammed him desperately trying to get a response from him. then one day.... he just blocked me, without warning. it's my fault

fucking kill me

im so fucking tired. i hurt people. i don't want to, but.... i do anyway.

im so fucking tired. i hurt people. i don't want to, but.... i do anyway.

he didn't even write a final message. he didn't even give ME the chance to write a final message. he just.... blocked me after ghosting me for a bit.

he didn't even write a final message. he didn't even give ME the chance to write a final message. he just.... blocked me after ghosting me for a bit.

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im a truly fucking horrible person

WHAT'S NEXT???? THEY MAKE A FUCKING CALLOUT POST ABOUT ME???? WHAT??? WHAT'S NEXT????

they.... they blocked me.....

they're still not replying to me. fuck.

she should just fucking follow me back already. how fucking hard is clicking ONE button

oh how cool! i repeatedly fucked up so bad that [REDACTED] is not replying to me anymore!

fucking fuck me so i feel something good before i die, then kill me please

i want to throw myself off of a fucking building

im sorry for existing and making everyone's life worse

i just WISH she would fucking follow me back. everytime she likes a reply of mine, everytime i interact with her, i feel envy.

i should die im nothing but a fucking burden on this world

im sorry im sorry im sorry

does it still not work

what about this account

am i just a vessel for my mind to puppet?

i wish everyone would just stop coddling me and just say that i'm a horrible fucking person to my face

i hope.

when you know that t@nk1és are paid by the nórth k0ré4n government to defend their human rights abuses but you can't prove it

always bet on nothing (no one is online rn)

i miss everyone

im sorry

i wish she would follow me back tbh

trial separation ends today..... .....i'm relieved but also scared.

im a fucking weirdo im so awkward

i kinda like moot but idk if they like me back no im not talking about kaj as theyre already my partner should i tell them

i want to play ss14 but im not in a mood where i can properly roleplay rn

i feel like shit and idfk why

im only 15 i shouldnt fucking be worried about my stupid online relationships i should be worried about my own fucking mental state and my future instead

:(

guess i'll just write down i miss and what i don't miss about the relationship i miss the company he provided me with, how accepting he was, and stuff 1/2

i miss him so fucking much

i know i've said on this account that "i should be cancelled" sometimes, but.... that's like, my genuine worst fucking fear. having my reputation completely ruined, losing all my friends, ending up lonely..... it genuinely fucking scares me.

this trial separation is genuinely fucking hurting me

i should fucking throw myself off of the burj khalifa

... he's probably... having fun... without me.

i shouldn't fucking miss him really bad after all, everything is all my fault

PLEASE

someone please reply to these posts

and i also shouldn't be feeling suicidal literally fucking 24/7 ESPECIALLY over something very fucking small such as this

i literally only fucking entered my mid teens i shouldnt fucking be concerned with relationship shit

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i wanna fucking crash out

the trial separation only started YESTERDAY yet i'm already fucking missing him really fucking bad!