Okay well I officially have a redeem that I think I labelled “Ryu no” to give chat the ability to intervene when I start spiraling and if that one isn’t enough I swear I’ll make more

Had a rough day on stream today (apologies for that). But due to this I’ll be adding a redeem for chat to be able to essentially tell me to knock it off when I start getting too negative. I’m think one of those buzzer that are loud. Like a no buzzer. Idk I’ll figure it out!

⚡️| Live Now |⚡️ Redrawing a very old illustration! Come hang out~ #vtuber #ryuxlive #digitalart #vartist #vsky www.twitch.tv/ryuxyoru

Everybody doing all this Halloween special bits with their models and whatever and I’m just here like “ uwu uwu look at my cute-sy art uwu”. I need to do get back my Halloween tradition of drawing a spooky vocaloid illustration every October.

I kinda wanna make a vtuber group and I have a little name picked out and everything but also finding a group of people to get together that will work well together seems hard because I mostly stream art and I don’t usually do collabs. I just wanna chill and co-work with people but games exist.

I’m so sick of ads I didn’t ask for when I’m going through stories on IG

I think I like the spikier hair for the lightning form. That could be fun.

Wish I had something for Halloween but tbh I’d be lucky to have time to do an illustration

⚡️| Live Now |⚡️ Playing catch-up with some art projects! Feel free to chill and co-work with me if you want. #vtuber #ryuxlive #vartist #dragongirl #digitalart #vsky www.twitch.tv/ryuxyoru

School is hard. I pinched my hand violently with a magnet (accidentally) and now it’s bruised.

So I finally finished this. I’m making it my new pfp! #vtuber #digitalart #dragongirl #vartist #vsky #rxyart

Live2D artists please for the love of all that is good, name your layers clearly and descriptively, without spaces

Was redesigning (mine clearly hasn’t changed that much), but what do we think about the signature? Should I stick to the circle? Or do the more square one? I’m trying to pick something that feels nice. #vtuber #vartist #dragongirl #digitalart #characterdesign

⚡️| Live Now |⚡️ Still working on designs but might work on an updated pfp if I have time! #ryuxlive #vtuber #dragongirl #vartist #digitalart #vsky www.twitch.tv/ryuxyoru

I stayed off here for like 24 hours come back on and now everyone is taking about being raptured I’m so confused what did I miss?

⚡️| Live Now |⚡️ I finally begin the goal-less birthday subathon (my only hope is to get enough money to pay for a new PC idk) #vtuber #birthday #subathon #subtember #dragongirl #ryuxlive #vsky www.twitch.tv/ryuxyoru

Okay so bad news: I just woke up. The start time is gonna have to be delayed by quite a lot actually.

I am so unbelievably tired scrambling to make this last minute I usually plan these months in advance but I’ve been drowning in work and school so this was the best I could do. So sorry I couldn’t come up with a goal list. Might improv? Tomorrow @ 10? 30 maybe #vtuber #birthday #subathon #dragongirl

Time to prep for my annual birthday subathon….hm what goals do I want? Making new emotes? I’m sure there’s something I can do.

Do I…do I just like desaturated colors? Cause I was trying to pick more vibrant stuff but somehow still ended up here. I guess maybe I can get a redemption arc with the jacket…hopefully… #rxyart #digitalart #dragongirl #vartist #characterdesign #vtuber

⚡️| Live Now |⚡️ I can still draw TvTb come hang out and doodle with me! #ryuxlive #vtuber #dragongirl #vartist #digitaart #vsky www.twitch.tv/ryuxyoru

I sorta want my ice form to be darker and my thunder form to be more zappy. I also wish I could sketch as fast digitally as I do traditionally. I need to start setting a timer. #digitalart #animegirl #vtuber #rxyart #dragongirl

⚡️| Live Now |⚡️ I ACTUALLY HAVE FREE TIME THAT I DONT HAVE TO DEDICATE TO MY COMMS OR SCHOOL LETS GO!!!!! Come hang out! I’ll be doodling. #ryuxlive #vtuber #dragongirl #vartist #digitalart #vsky www.twitch.tv/ryuxyoru

I was practicing drawing head angles but omfg this looks so funny. It’s giving “is this a pigeon” energy. #vartist #vtuber #sketch #rxyart

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Today I would like to share a fun fact: I actually can’t smell flowers. For whatever reason, flowers just smell like wet grass to me. I can still smell artificial scents but I’ll never know the real smell of a flower.

⚡️| Live Now |⚡️ Co-working as college consumes me and makes me unable to have any hobbies so my life is one long work day. #vtuber #ryuxlive #dragongirl #spiritcitylofisessions www.twitch.tv/ryuxyoru

I have so little free time that my stream tomorrow just hang to be me working on my college assignments. I somehow feel like things are getting worse but at least after the 13th one of my jobs is gonna ease up on shifts to give me college time. Just gotta hold out till then.

⚡️| Live Now |⚡️ Co-working again!! Join me to chill out and work on some stuff! #ryuxlive #vtuber #dragongirl #vsky #spiritcitylofisessions www.twitch.tv/ryuxyoru

I forgot I can take screenshots with the vts app. Omfg. My text posts could’ve had images this whole time. Anyways here’s my face. #vtuber #dragongirl #dragontuber #vsky

I neeeeeeed to practice art but I don’t have time. I genuinely can’t wait to finish my current comm because I may take a mini month long freeze on comms (even tho I can’t really afford it) to practice some because I’m getting antsy

I wanna buy this reference book for drawing faces but sadly it’s only an E-book. Like I might still get it because I do want to improve. I feel like I’ve hit a wall artistically (I’m probably in one of those art plateaus or whatever you hear about sometimes.

Okay so I’m wondering what to do for my birthday stream (it’s like almost a month out still so no worries there). I usually do a capped Subathon for it (I cap at 12 hours because I don’t think I can survive the 24 hour gauntlet) but I gotta figure out goals.

I would tell myself I got this. But that would make me a liar so imma just continue to struggle and one day maybe be free. (Taking 3 college classes in a semester was apparently too big of an ask)

⚡️| Live Now |⚡️ Hoping my dad doesn’t fall off the roof. Co-working again!! Join me to chill out and work on some stuff! #vtuber #rxylive #vartist #vsky #spiritcitylofisessions www.twitch.tv/ryuxyoru

⚡️| Live Now |⚡️ Omg spirit city lofi got a train update! Co-working again!! Join me to chill out and work on some stuff! #rxylive #vtuber #vsky #vartist #dragongirl #spiritcitylofisessions www.twitch.tv/ryuxyoru

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Man I wish I had better STAMINA CARDS for my girls. My poor poor matikanefukukitaru…ahhhhh but alas I cannot bridge the gap between rank B and A. I’m a bad trainer TvTb (not necessarily but gosh it’s a struggle)

Am at work again. The slog is real. One day I wish to have free time to be able to properly get things done again…

Why am I learning that literally every content maker I grew up with is now a vtuber? Like what is reality right now? (I say while also being a vtuber)

I’m entirely too hungry right now and I can’t eat till I get home at like 9. (It’s 7 now)

For health reasons I had to uninstall TikTok from my phone. It’s haunted me for years. Short form content to me is like an inescapable prison in which I’m bound for an eternity. Only by erasing it can I be free to actually get normal amounts of sleep and maybe not be tired for once in my life.

Other VTubers: I had a clear and defined idea for my character and their lore before I started as a VTuber. Me: I am a dragon gao gao. Oh and blue. Lots of blue. I like ice…oh but I like lightning uhhh…both. Both is good.

⚡️| Live Now |⚡️ We got a late start but I’m still going!!! Co-working again!! Join me to chill out and work on some stuff! #ryuxlive #vtuber #dragongirl #vartist #spiritcitylofisessions #vsky www.twitch.tv/ryuxyoru

How does someone go about getting a clipper? I can’t really afford to pay someone much for it which is disheartening but otherwise I don’t think my content will get clipped. I don’t have the time to review my own streams…

Once again angry at my job because they keep randomly changing my schedule even though I have a SECOND JOB. I swear I’m gonna snap on them one day because how am I even supposed to work my second job if they can’t rely on the schedule I give them?????

SO: I started writing a dark fantasy YA novel when I was in hs but it’s super cringe & I had a knack for telling not showing. Now as an adult I wanna rewrite it but idk where to start. Any suggestions for good narrative structure for a dark fantasy? (I feel like hero’s journey isn’t quite it) #write

My stinger has been borked recently and idk why

You know, for the amount I love Greek mythology I REALLY don’t draw anything for it huh? Guess I could always redraw my Hestia design because I quite liked it. (I played Hestia in an rp group)

Y’all I’m so heckin eepy but I’m still awake why do I do this to myself I have work tomorrow I wanna sleep and eyes heavy but brain no shutty off I typed heckin eepy into the gif thing but a lot of them were German wut