104 days on hrt. also sorry for not posting here much. Hips widening a little and stretch marks starting to form. Boobs? yes. Small? Yes, but can fondle.

If I could erase 1 thing from earth, it would be entirety of bluelock. No the fuck I do not want to be mistaken for a man, just because a character there shares my name (GIRLS NAME BTW) and brings insurmountable shame to it? Are you bluelock fans forgetting, what your joke of a sport, did in paris?

God I wish I was cis, or at least post-op.

There's no more men right for me on this planet. Maturity? kindness? empathy? honesty? it's all extinct. "Oh you should go out more, you sound and look great!" It won't matter. people are more busy with themself than looking for an introverted neet-tard tranny like me.

Fuck it do I just look for 30-40 year olds as a nearly-19year old t-girl? I mean, god, most men my age are so fucking immature. I want someone mature, someone experience, someone mannered, someone smart, gaaaahhhh.

Either delulu physique goals, or my friends saying I have a lot of potential are right with how my transitioning and passing is going. I wanna mush my self against a bigg strong man as I arch my back, stare him deep in the eyes, and anticipating his move~

great I said "chonky men" and now I'm being shown fat fetish. Does the internet not know the difference between Bulking (which is THE thing I adore in a man) and obesity.......

Chonky/Big men >>>>>>>> plsss i want my hands full with them when I'd hug them plsplsplsssss :C

I LOVE HRT

I feel like me messaging 1st is attention seeking

RHINOOOOOO, BIG BIG BIIIIGGG 😍

I want BIG VEINY DIHH 😍 up da butt

am I in the wrong for wanting to be a trad wife as a trans girlie

So am I like, in the wrong, for not agreeing at all with whatever activists are saying this... despite being trans... like, doom series is in a setting where masculinity is unavoidable, if not necessary to even make the game have it's vibe...

who trynna match (I'm peace)

For the love of everything to any man that'll claim me one day, keep me in my place lest you wanna go to work with bitemarks all over your upper body, including your neck.

I'm starting to be a little scared of my self. My ex cheating on me felt like ripping out everything positive out of my heart, and planting a thorn, that keeps growing overtime inside, and soon, outside, making me avoidant, slowly pushing me to point 0 of trying to heal mentally and physically. help

No way there's a 20 year old, european, 5'8ft or taller, mature, working out man happy to befriend a stupid dog girl like me on this platform. Riiiiiight? (I don't care about money much) Riiiight? (I'm super loyal) Riiiight? (I can cook) Riiight? (I rather eat a kebab than go to a fancy restaurant)

Is it bad that I'm obsessive in a relationship? As in, I can grow so attached, your **prolonged** absence would make me cry for couple hours at night and make me write essay-long textwalls on how much I love you and miss you and wholesome things I wanna do with you.

I feel left behind in life, and can't seem to catch up.

I think I'm slowly but surely getting over him

peenar :D no peenar :( no peenar :D peenar :( only me feeling this way?

video games - genshin impact (europe servers bc thats where i live) - zenless zone zero - roblox - minecraft (i hav premium) - anything free or cheap thats fun/interesting on steam to play with u - fortnite (only with friends) - vrchat (almost never)

other things (either unnecessary or demotivating) - non religious but respectful of religion - bottom with preference for dom/softdom mainly men but i suppose women are okay too - work out every night - eating healthy or at least trying to - SNAAACKS 🤩 plsplspls - autistic - stupid

welp, I guess it's time. Housewife applicationn!! - puppy transgirl - lvl 40/100 cooking (not much recipes but yummy) - bare minimum means a lot to me - clingy - love comfy physical touch - loyal - will cry at 1am to 4am bc miss you - 5'7, ish - can get comfy enough to stay on call while bathing :D

Unbelievable. He actually cheated, and tried excusing it with the person's gender, and not seeing them in a long while.

bhbhhfdgjsvbbfgjhbfnsbmmmmm :C :C :C :C !!! cuddless... :CCC plss cuddles or i dry outt!!! and, and, um, become dust! fairy dust. no more ouppyy :C

The lover I never had before and always needed aaaahhhh... He makes me feel so warm inside just by talking to me over the internet hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm obsessedd but I love itt... just when will he get posessive of me though, oughhh... He's such a good guy, but ohh the ways I want him to teat mee..

Wake up... Your heart's pumping blood through your veins, again. You feel the happy warmth your lover makes you feel, yet they can't hold you in their embrace... just yet... Just when will this cycle to end... Can't I just hibernate until they can take me home?

If spirits or souls are a thing, and you know the kind of happy warmth a true love makes you feel. Wouldn't being able to leave your fleshy vessel with your partner, to truly merge this warmth together, be the best way to mutually feel loved?

Overthinking... Oh, Overthinking... Sometimes, involuntary. The other can at least influence what you overthink about. Happy things, Sad things, Angry things. It's not your fault that you're badly influenced. Come now, take a rest, and find something happy to think of once you're ready.

Are you really human, if you can't appreciate any life amidst a burning forest? Or appreciate a true love, amongst the many who weren't true in your life?

Are you really human, if you don't think people who have done wrong, don't deserve to do their time in peace? They've been exposed, prosecuted, and they are serving time. That's enough. However wrong, deep down, they're still human, that can eventually realize, change, and repent.

Am I truly stupid if I can rant about how miserable the current state of humanity is in so many ways? Am I truly smart if the most I can do is divide or multiply simple digits? Do I really want to think? Do I really want someone else to think for me?

We truly miss and hate the past, for the blissful things we could experience as our younger selves not adjacent to our true current selves. But that's not something that can come back, ever again. Never neglect any life you create, please. You'll just continue the life-loop of suffering.

But why create life on the brink of existence? Why waste something as precious as yourself and what your partner can make in an impending doom?

But why tirelessly lose your sense of self, to still only be taught how to operate a cash register, just to barely be able to afford a small apartment, and half a meal for one?

But what's the point of forcing yourself to learn things you aren't capable of learning, and will not be useful to you in the near and far future? Take math for an example. Isn't dividing, adding, subtracting, multiplying, truly enough for an average you to function?

But what's the point of binding yourself to local real-life things? Roads to victories are not short or easy, and certainly don't reward with anything pure and true, yet they shame many for striving for true love across the globe, continent, or country?

But what's the point of fame, if you can't be your self anymore, just to appease people you don't even know, or truly care about you, or truly know the real you.

But what's the point of having anyone else but your lover, if you have to put on a costume in front of them, so they don't push you away for that one pixel they would dislike about you?

There's nothing you can do about me being dependent on you. I'm stupid, broken, and with a heart that wants to warmly bleed all over yours. I love you, K. Never let your embrace go of me, please.

World is an unfixable fuck, so please, at least savor it's last dying embers with me for the rest of the time that we're able to breathe in.

Why are you so distant? Don't you see how much I love you? Treat me like the pathetic desperate stupid pet I am already, not like my humanity truly matters to anyone.

Fuck messaging 1st. I wanna be fully aware of who actually gives a fuck about me at all. If anyone meets me in a game and would like to be a friend with me, they'd actually have be interested. I'm done with always over-trying to still be alone, despite having a lover.

Where. Can. I. Get. The. "I was doing stuff/I'm stuff" Shirts. In. Europe.