Resting, dreaming, growing It's unfinished, but unlikely I will work on it again

I cannot believe how much low quality meat I was consuming on a daily basis... Like not even nice fast food just shit like McDonald's burgers all the time

If anyone I am following is vegetarian or vegan, I need recipes! I also would love to hear your favorite meat replacers (or protein-heavy non-meat dishes) if you prepare anything with them often

Hey bro... Remember that time you waited in line? Haha. That was awsome

I just got my hair cut (and styled!) for the first time in 15 years ish

I've been queasy all day bwegh

Time for another awesome sauce epic day

So McDonald's in the US has basically nothing vegetarian on it btw

I have always been very Friend To Animals type since I was a kid but that sort of empathy is way stronger than ever. it is to the point where I looked up a picture of a chicken when I just happened to be eating raising cane's, and, well, tbh I wanna try cutting out meat I think..... :X

It's never too late to be an emo girl.

I bet I could trace my DNA back to some of the hairiest and most thickly bearded parts of Europe

I bet I could trace my DNA back to some of the hairiest and most thickly bearded parts of Europe

I did my makeup for the first time today! I did lots of prep so it went very well, but I am in need of MORE things now... xwx I also trimmed my whole body down in prep for a full body shave within a few days... Going to have my hair done on Friday and I want to be a girl for it

I have a new name I've been playing with but it needs much more time. It genuinely might be my new one irl...

Third time at the DMV in two days and I wanna freaking scream

So like, do they train you to be a huge asshole/bitch at the DMV? Cause like I asked a lady at the counter a single question and it was crazy the way I got talked down to when I'm trying to do the right thing obviously. Just crazy what having a shred of power will do to some people

I have to be patient with myself artistically. I'm not really much of a poster anymore it seems. And I am in a deep and painful rut atm. I'm sure I'll be better than ever when I am finishing and posting things regularly again. But I'm surely not nearly as exciting anymore

Going to buy some makeup and practice all week! Luckily I have a bunch I can steal from flissy Don't be surprised if I wanna take a couple drawing comms or something... cause now I need makeup, nails, my hair, bras, travel cases and bottles all before ANE >w>

Going to buy some makeup and practice all week! Luckily I have a bunch I can steal from flissy Don't be surprised if I wanna take a couple drawing comms or something... cause now I need makeup, nails, my hair, bras, travel cases and bottles all before ANE >w>

I'm gonna be honest with yall I will be getting very cranky and emo on occasion. I am going through a lot of changes. Please do not feel like you have to make me feel better esp when I am whining about small stuff

Ceejay speaking or writing be like adverb adverb adverb adverb adverb

My self hating etc is way less bad since I started transitioning. But not sure how to get this paranoia out of my brain. The couch stuff going viral honestly kind of shattered me artistically. I bet you could compare my 3d output from before and after the couch meme went viral and it's a pure drop

I really miss being able to see any art and to just see it and not have to think that the person on the other end has a fully formed opinion of me

@blender.org When trying to export an image when working in HDR color space, .png seems to not apply any color space correction no matter what settings are applied anywhere. .JPEG export works fine, so it's not my end! Blender 5.0 Steam Version

Just noticed a very targeted unfollow from an artist I THOUGHT I was friends with, that's real nice of them

I cannot even begin to describe what the past few months have done for my art. Everything I have done up to now is shaky and unsure. But like, I am starting to make real progress on big projects again and I can see so much stuff I couldn't before.

i just realized i could do something kinda funny with ceejay... uhh brb give me somewhere between 1 hour - 2 weeks

I am sorry for whining earlier, I am quite hormonal/emotional at times.... i know it's also stating the obvious but still

I am so tired after work today it's not even funny, I can barely move xwx it was so FUCKING BUSY

I can't even stomach my own art atm it just looks like pure garbage #vent #cute

Sunny and 35 degrees winter Portland is so bad for my bedroom holy shit, I'm a human popsicle

I am taking HRT. I *have been* taking HRT. Today was the day I was waiting for to be public about it. Any pronouns. It's the least of my concern. At this moment I do not desire to be super cutesy/feminine IRL. If that changes I will say so

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I do not think slurs are funny, especially the f slur. Stop saying it. You don't want it to become normalized. It will be used against you.

I won the championship in that ffb league 🥹 it is pretty crazy won in the playoffs as the 6th seed and had to play my ass off since I started 0-4 hahah #ball

I love the Miami Dolphins, I don't have any reason to and I still love them, that is how I know that they are my favorite lol. It's the exact same feeling as the Jazz. Like such an abysmal team but I love them for basically no reason

ok im gonna need more than 0 points from the chargers if I wanna win my fantasy championship game #ball

Playing in the ffb championship and have to decide who to put on the bench between Hampton, Marks and Rhamondre... Rip honestly I wish I could play all 3 #ball

I'm so glad I have this account so I can just follow whoever I want and not feel like I am a massive freak

I am grateful for the relationships and friends here in the furry community because, objectively and truly, you are giving me more love and support than my own family this holiday

I've been saying Richard Jefferson is gonna be the next Barkley for years #ball

I don't wanna give away too much but yes the use of certain tools in certain ways is intentional... i have been experimenting and finding much joy in doing certain things wrong on purpose

Feeling cute suddenly.... 🥺❤️

This is both a personal account and an SFW. I will be using tags from now on to separate stuff. To hide my sad posting mute #vent and to mute anything sports related mute #ball

*gets really insecure about something and starts arguing with a guy in my imagination i made up*

Brave fox

Sometimes I worry people will find my shading style derivative. It's something I came up with outta nowhere but I'm positive me and the other artist who does similar have spoken about it irl even! We have been friends for a while now. And it's a good thing if we influence each other's art

hot pork dumplings in chili oil. on a cold december day after a looooong shift at work....... i can feel my hp going up