When I was a kid in I think 2nd grade we made bread in school and them telling us that yeast is alive stuck in my brain and I still think about it at least once a week. Can anyone relate

alright i cried and bbroke down and spiraled and crashed out and talked with a friend and idk i needed to go thru it cause i think it was a long time coming of things and insecurities building up but oof

god damnit today was so awesome why does it have to end in me being annoying and spiraling why why why

feeling like i'm the most annoying person in the world i'm really sorry

started tracking my water consumption recently and i'm already at 60 oz out of my 100 oz daily goal and it's not even 2pm yet :) yayyyyyy feeling goood hehe and new free file is all queued and ads written up for it and all yayyyy and chores are all done good day so far

I did something the other day i never thought i'd do i started one piece lol the flag being used in protests around the world got me kinda interested + i found out about the one pace project which made it less daunting to think about starting I'm starting Baratie arc today, maybe arlong park too

I want bottom surgery so bad man this sucks I hate having a dick i hate itttttt I wanna screamm

And I don't know what tf is the incorrect setting on my new mixer so I can't even work right now till I figure it out ahhhhhhhhhh

Really in the "fuck fuck fuck I want bottom surgery now I wish I had done this years ago" mood. A while ago I found this lady on a trans surgery subreddit who got zero depth like I want and went to the same surgeon I will, and god her results look so good, and I was looking at her pics again and ugh

Locktober into the so called no nut November someone really has it out for the horny folks by putting them back to back I've never actually tried to participate but fuck it I'll do em this year yeah why not. I think it could only make my content and posting better anyways

I don't often remember my dreams but I had a dream I got hypnotized and gosh it felt so real and ahhhh it was awesome. Gonna pretend it was a memory instead of a dream haha

I'm so mf sleepy I stayed up way too late last night but Im glad I didn't sleep in late. I gotta fix my sleep schedule tonight for sure. I gotta get back on having a bed time q.q

Movie time (weapons) :3

does it still count as locktober if it's mental chastity or like what's the over under

i am watching a movie on my projector tonight i'm gonna get all cozy and bundled up on the floor with some pillows and blankets and it's gonna be so lovely (i hope at least lmao)

I'm so tired and depressed today, I want my energy back. I'm going to NYC to visit a friend and see chappell roan this weekend which I'm excited for but I do hope I'm not feeling like this this weekend :/

Good morning I need to record some files today but I also just wanna play silksong all day but I also just wanna cry in bed all day. How do I balance this

i wanna do too many things. i wanna watch anime, i wanna watch movies, i wanna play video games, i wanna make content, i wanna write hot posts on my main, i wanna watch youtube videos, and now i also wanna write a story. too much stuff. too much. idk how to balance it all ;-;

I've started violet evergarden and a place further than the universe, and then just like didn't continue them despite loving them idk what's wrong with me prolly a brainworm or something but i've really gotta get on that

what tf 4 of you followed me here instantly that's crazy ya'll are so real

i've been good about going to bed at a decent time until yesterday when I stayed up way too late and now here I am procrastinating going to bed ugh i gotta fix myself and my shit fr