I CANT IM GIGGLING LIKE A CLOWN LOOK AT THIS IMAGE I DREW

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uh if anyone wants to add me on discord, my discord account is @player2cuzyes

i wish i had big thighs and boobs :<

man i wish i had some

eh why not

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why cant i just be 18 already.... i could become my true self and no one would judge... i could finaly fix the envy i have had for months about not having any nsfw art made by professionals of my sona i could do hrt i could finaly be free but no. 14. almost 15. take it or leave it.

reply this post if you want me to live

i...i wish i just had something good happen to me for once...

when i get mentioned in a post, i get really happy...

i...i need praise... please...

i...i feel lonely... e...especialy in real life... p...please... if there are any furries near the southeastern part of the netherlands... please... tell me...

:<

i know cola's birthday will overshadow mine...

I can't take it anymore... Why can't anything go in my favor for once? I finaly thought my life was getting stable again, and then it all comes crashing down. It got so bad today, I atempted. How much longer will this last? Why is life so cruel on me.

I'm sadly still allive. I know that there are so many people that want me dead. I know Cola does. I know Jamie does. I. Know. Everyone. Does. Why do you want me to keep suffering this miserable life? Why?

I want to leave the internet. Oh wait, real life is shit too. Whelp. I guess my only option is suicide! Adios! If nothing can ever go my way, the fuck it! I'll just make something go my way then!

ough i love my bf and gf

I'm leaving bluesky. For real this time. I know many people secretly hate me, and I'm scared that they might try to make me look bad. I'm going to stay on discord. Goodbye.

Goodbye.

I've had enough. I can't take it anymore. Goodbye. If I don't kill myself, I'll probably still stay gone. This is too much for me. My mental state was finaly being repaired, but now it's all just gone.

i already miss my wife

oh also if y'all didn't know anymore uh... me and @xxroseprotoxx.bsky.social aren't platonic partners anymore now we're 𝓻𝓸𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓬

I'm going to be honest for a second. Jamie should NOT be forgiven. This week, I found out she stalked my... questionable alt after she liked one of my posts. This isn't too bad by itself, but that she quickly un-liked it cemented it. She didn't even apologise yet, and everyone seems to ignore this.

Exposing @xxroseprotoxx.bsky.social a thread.

i wish i could celebrate halloween...

what are y'all gonna do for halloween today? >:3 me? i'm going to cry myself to sleep because i'm a lonely dipshit! ^w^

oh also me and @xxroseprotoxx.bsky.social are now (platonic) partners! :3

if anyone is traveling to the netherlands any time soon uhhh PLEASE PLEASE COME HERE PLEASE I AM SO FUCKING LONELY PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

FUCK YEAH D66 IS WINNING!

@colakitty.bsky.social Jamie liked, and then quickly unliked a post on my secret suggestive alt. Tell her to stop stalking my accounts this fucking instant.

I'm uh... Straight atm... What? No I'm still only atracted to dudes! Let's just say... I'm straight rn due to smthn else :3

saw someone else do this but... if someone (for some reason) has a crush on me, PLEASE TELL ME RIGHT NOW.

1/2 I give up. RUINED isn't getting a new artist. I thought I finaly found someone, but they just keep having to take longer. At 1st 1 week due to them making a video. Then 2 weeks due to burnout. And now 3 due to them being busy? Yeah I'm not waiting. These will be my 1st time paying for an artist,

i want to die! :D

oh wow a rare p2 post I hope I die. I'm nothing but an impatient narcasistic art beggar, aren't I?

I LOVE IT! :3

This'll probably be my last post here. To everyone, I'm sorry for what I did. I'm leaving bluesky due to the housefly, people just being jackasses, and me just not getting much interaction here. If any of you want to stay in contact for some reason, my discord is @player2cuzyes. Goodbye.

Yeah I quit bluesky most people here are dipshits anyways goodbye :/

im going to sleep... i hope i either dont wake up, or wake up with at least ONE professional artist asking to draw me for free.

HAHAHAHA I WANT TO BASH MY HEAD INTO A FUCKING WALLJGWGHAHEWGHADHEGIHAEGHAHBAEIGBVNAEVBPPAVAEPGEWSBGSBPORSPGBPPNA[GZNGPRMRPPHVRPGPRZPNRDNGPpGNPBNPSPPGVPPEPGNSBPPBPPSHNRPGSPNBNSGPSGHESGP84YPGWJSBNHRSPGPN[AB[-[WE[GHHPNPSPGEHPYPGHHGEAHT3YY7GHEHAGH3Y7FHEAHVGHAEBGBDABVEGBVABPGFGHAPH[UH[UGH[UGQE[OHEH[GHH[

My life of getting art: I want art! - Go draw it then! I suck at drawing! - Go commision someone! I'm too poor! - Go join a raffle! I never fucking win! - Go ask people for free art! No professional wants me to draw me for free, and now I'm known as an art-beggar! - Go fucking kill yourself then!

1/2 I... I guess this is one of the only places I can just say this but... Seeing so many others get stuff, and if I try to get it, I just can't really hurts... No, this time it's not (only) about NSFW, but also about stuff that IS for people my age. Like entity sprites for RUINED.

Damn... I think I might be non-binary...

hey don't say that that's rude! :(

also, if anyone wanted to know why i'm way less active on bsky, it's because of RUINED lol

wait i just realised why is @xxroseprotoxx.bsky.social faded now

uhhh gn bsky uhhh i dont rlly have anything to say ither than that RUINED got another dev! oh and also door