I suck. Nobody likes me. Why do they even still interact with me if theyre just gonna be rude.

I think I’m actually quite fine with a democratic echo chamber right now. The right is really coming off as racist pedophilic nazis, so I’m gonna stay on the side that doesnt want people to die, thats fine by me

Politics suck. I hate america. I’m going to die because of other peoples decisions. I dont want to die holding all these secrets. I’m scared.

Today, I made a mistake. I tried to compliment a girl, and got shut down and told to leave. Just because I said she was pretty.

Bad girl. Bad girl. Bad girl. Bag girl.

My therapist just gave me some absolute bullshit. I’m not going to be friends or respect anyone that doesnt agree with my gender. That makes no fucking sense. If you don’t think I’m a girl, you can leave, I wont miss you.

I did the thing again.

A game studio just followed my nsfw acc…,I dont know how to feel about this. They have 7.2k followers, why are they following the porn girl.

Today, I noticed how much I have to look forward to. I have so many games that make me happy, I have so many shows, and Deltarune, Switch 2, and Phineas and Ferb release on the same day ❤️

pokemon makes me happy.

Recently I got into a bit of drama. Now I constantly get dms of harassment from people I dont know, they report my main account constantly. I dont know what to do. I cant make it stop, but since I havent been suspended yet I guess I just deal with it…? But I dont have a back up plan.. i dont know.

I had a bad day today. Its a simple formula. 20’people can give me a compliment, one person tells me to kill myself, and I get closer and closer to that edge. Though, nobody would notcie I was gone. They’d try to move on, and forget about me. That makes it worse. I would hope they dont move on.

Its 1:41 AM rn. There was an old friend of mine. Somebody I knew who always liked to bring me into things and broaden my mind. I’m sad that I lost him. I’m sad that I don’t have them around anymore. I wish they’d come back.

Today I watched a show I really enjoy. Spending time alone really makes me happy.

Hi again! Today was nice. I got 3 hours of sleep this afternoon, slept 9 hours tonight, about to make a grilled peanut butter sandwich for dinner. I’m happy.

I almost did it today. you know what. I pulled off at the last moment, but I could’ve ended it all. I dont feel better, or worse. but I think I stopped out of pure fear of the unknown.

you feelin' alright ??

whats the point in trying to breath? Instinct. If you werent born with that instinct, you wouldnt have to suffer with whats going on in the world right now. I just wish we could just have it stop right now. I just want it to end..

whats the difference between true love and faking an obsession? Just that they think its real? You think everything is true love until your partner says something that truly changes your view on them. You think they’re so kind and sweet and they end up with a kick out of killing defenseless squirrls

Hello there, I’m Penni. I’m a very closeted irl Trans and lesbian woman. I’m struggling with alot of mental issues, and id like to post about my sadness, and express everything I need to. Thank you, follows would be appreciated ❤️