if senrei got sick i think he would end up killing himself on accident like... overexertion... get reaaaally lightheaded all of a sudden while hes carrying smthn big and heavy and get squish like a bug fjskjxk

hmmmm tomorrow will be my one sopping wet day this week me thinks

i need to draw annemonie with cat ears and then bristling like a cat and doing the funny cat thing where theyre shaped like n and i had a dream where they were wearing a collar on the beach like a dog and honestly..... yeah cjskjcsk leashed like a rabid dog

oh no the illnesses are setting in..... D:

IM SO PINK TODAY i didnt take any pictures of my outfit so look at my dogs

im so nervous abt tomorrow ;w; ive never been to a lan before and im so awkward and quiet eeuufhfhhjghhjh i know it will at worse be fine and at best itll be really fun (most likely) but... i do not like the unknown..... >:

YELLOW THING JUMPSCARE WHEN I OPENED MY FIREFOX AHHHHH

they should make a version of sleep where u become rested from staying up all night and playing video games :3

guy who keeps smashing eggs in his hand instead of tapping them on the counter bc its more convenient

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i dont like the bg color i liked the light bg more but yhe smooooooke wehhh D:

i had vanilla mugcake with honey and now im normal again :3

my mimis :3

guy who named themself after an anime character: wait why is this anime character just like me

silly au doodle of @koibuoy's oc (right) and mine (left) :3

the developments.... i am rotating him in my mind more seriously...

i think this year... i need to do more stuff im scared of and be more annoying and fail a lot 3:< and work on not being so hard on myself... and thinking and dwelling on the past... and figuring out more stuff that i actually like to do

I NEED TO GET TO SHB IVE HAD ENOUGJ OF HW

hmmm what if i resume my quest to be the number one sloshing machine user in the world >:o (based on love not skill!!!!!!!!)

MERRY SENMAS :D

senrei picking up all his friends and giving them big strong bear hugs and punching their shoulders when he laughs and covering his mouth.... being a huge acts of service guy and willing to do anything for ppl at the drop of a hat no matter how stupid or dangerous.... i wub him.......

it just took me like 5 hours to replace 5 slats on my blinds :'''3 and i accidently put some of them in backwards but i am NOT fixing it gjskcjsk

ytp voice MAH BOY

i need plugins to be updated so i dont have to look at skinny senrei anymore ):

DONT FLOUNDER IS ONLY LIKE max 2 hours away from my house i think i actually have to go to this one >:O

i think itd be really funny if senrei had a little bit of a temper but hes always V(^_^)V so its really hard to tell hehehe scary angry smiler... i wanna draw it so bad

senrei from a few days ago i couldnt stop thinking abt the nicorinpana magazine art :'3

i like to imagine senrei being really good at catching small critters like anoles and cicadas and fireflies :3 guy who could/would pick up a roach and be V(^7^)V <- his horns >:3

at first i was kind of upset wheny therapist called me weird (autistic (in a really roundabout way)) :'3 but i think it actually feels kind of like. reassuring in a way.. i dont have to try so hard to like.. mask and stuff if its going to be obvious im weird either way vjskchsk

i finally got time back on my account and instead im setting up my kofi.... do u know how much self restraint and discipline im showing right now its PAINFUL.......!!!!!!!!!!!

i started adding a bunch of .....s to all my sentwnces bc it was sooooo funny to me how old people type and then... it became serious.... i cant stop elipsing.....

hes horns :>

i need someone who will kick my ass every day until i set up sketch commissions im just scared ): it seems like a lot to set up...... and consistently do........ and my style is so inconsistent ): i think thats what scares me the most

i have to watch the fnaf 2 mobie even though i know im not going to enjoy it and its just going to make me mad because i NEED to see mangle i love mangle so much i will suffer for mangle and i have to eat the popeyes fnaf meal!!!!!!!!

my little gummy thing :3

i love thinking of projects and never actually doing them i wanna make a pngtuber annemonie i wanna draw a mini comic of senreis upbringing i wanna make a montage i wanna i wanna i wanna

i had a nightmare ): so i senrei post now i have been thinking for the past few days i think... his past is still not set in stone fully but i think he would grow up and not be able to be pink cute thing really.. and i think hed grow up doing a looooot of manual labor

EVERYONE OBSERVE THESE CUTE BOYS!!!!!!

the stress and anxiety levels are reaching critical levels tonight

drawing ffxiv armor is already hard but drawing it small might be an advanced form of torture

just learned that when people r ur friends they want u to talk abt urself even when they dont explicitly ask? sounds fake but may be true... research is still being conducted...

bnuymmie

i think i changed my mind i thought abt it last night and i think sen should have a stupid high pain tolerance instead of not feeling pain... same end conclusion but i have more confidence in myself to write that i think .w.

i might be re entering my failboy era and by that i mean i never left it but im still going deeper somehow

my ittdly biddly boy

im so poopy at splatoon anymore idk what im doing WRONG anymore ): i think i just need to solo grind or smthn again ffxiv is sapping all my brain power i think dhakcj

I mean it from the bottom of my heart, just create for yourself first and then for the five people you keep captive in your basement.

i keep thinking abt ilberd telling wol(senrei) that hes just being used as a pawn and fighting for whoever tells him to...... the character development potential is Severe hes so lax normally but i feel like.. that would get to him a little bit... ouurrgjjgh