Today is 14 years with @manilamonster.bsky.social :3 so excited for even more adventures to come!!! Still fuckin flabbergasted at how well my partner knows me. Hahaha fuck flowers, this is still the coolest and most thoughtful thing I've ever recieved♡♡

Pre con bubble bath is a much needed ritual of mine and ive got my galaxy light that makes it look like im under the sea, an ice cold water, my tablet and took an edible. This is a good one especially before the craziness of last min work and packing this weekend :3

Hand sewing foreverrrr. But I finally have a larger done pile than to do pile.

I think im gonna bring my partial to blfc and actually try to suit hahah. I also want to utilize the dope room to get some pics, I have no real example pics of my fursuit ball gags in use so def gotta get creative hahaha. Love a tripod with a remote!

Because ofc I need a new project im trying to figure out a good place to source blank street signs... I got myself a nice cold laminator (like a big hand crank one) and now i wanna make some silly signs for cons (especially night markets). It would be rad too cause I can get reflective vinyl too :)

Huntrix was on snl. Omg. Perfect. I literally screamed hahahahahaha

50 worms with another like 40 just cut out. I got different colors for the straps this time, normally they are all black, and I love the extra pop of color! Some I matched with the keychains and some clash. Its def a fun new addition.

Todays been a great day so far. Booked a tattoo appt for my partner as an anniversary gift, took a long shower and jammed to kpop demon hunters then got into blfc. Now im stuffing worms and coming up with the next round of stupid names. Plus getting in 8 yards of new fur today! ♡

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I keep getting icky body dismorphia and not seeing my progress. I've learned collages help quiet the shitty voices and remind me any progress is good and ive come a long way just when it comes to self care stuff. Also so wild that my workroom was dirt 4 yrs ago hahaha

I feel like this fc i need to add little "rip" stickers with purchase of the party floor badges hahaha.

Ive spend the last two days cutting out worms, i brought 54ish to afc and only came home with a handful. Ive got an additional 50 cut out with like another 6 yards of fabric ordered to make more. These things are taking over my life. I came up with another like 40 names today though so that was fun!

...I just treated myself to the silliest shoes. I've been wanting them for so long and was able to find them 30% off. Now I wont feel as goobery at cons if im wearing sneakers hahahahaha.

Ugh I hate Twit but really missed locked accts. Not having an ad sucks hahahah.

Already back to the grind. Gonna make a dragon on a hoard of nerdy things

My cats arent really cuddlers. But holy shit today Lydia cannot go a min without skin to skin hahahaha. God forbid I try to hold her, thats just wrong, but shes been all up in my legs all day purring so hard. It's really cute.

Tired did but we look so cuteeeeee. Night Market is wildd

Another jam packed day of shenanigans. Con prep has got me so exhausted I pass out on the couch at like 730 pm hahahah. I think I'll be ready/happy with all ive got done come Thursday though. Had a nightmare I only made 5$ and i think that pushed me to work harder gahahahahha

Low key im so fucking proud of these... I keep laughing that they say vore and ofc my silly ass design has to go the hardest out of all the shit I make hahahahah

About to start the process of screen printing 54 shirts. I still do it the way I did in hs and early on, bought myself a setup but gotta figure out the kinks with it. So for now single screens blocked out with vinyl and all my fingers crossed they turn out good hahaha. I love the ones that are

Shirt dayyyy. Bleach dying then printing all my own shirts is such a long process holy fuck hahaha. I charge 25 but slowly realizing 30 is where I need to be at with these. I hope ppl see that as reasonable...

Now in the less than one week til con timeline and a bit stressed. I just need it to go well. I still dont have a washer and its rough with one car going to the laundromat (especially since I have to do batches of bleach dying for shirts for con) and im trying

Our cats arent really cuddly, not fans of being picked up or put in laps, but sometimes lydia let's me hold her hand and rub her pawpads as long as she has her other arm over me hahahh. She has selective cuddly behavior which is pretty good for a once feral cat :)

Working on the important con prep. Hahahahahahah. New font drop for the cum rags tho! I think its so cute :3

I just made a really silly prototype fursuit prop. Its a plush paddle made of cork fabric with eva reinforced interior and a squeaker. Only gonna have one for afc cause it might be too silly hahahahah. I also wanna spend more time later to make the process easier, but its really funny :)

Making sure sluts have choices this con hahah. The old English font looks soooo cuteeee but I love the legibility of the other one too. :3

Im so excited for afc, im also so excited to maybe have a couple days off in a row after hahah. Ive been hustling so freaking hard yall, hand making literally all of my merch is wild but I love knowing its made well and exactly what I want. Like its sad that Im like omg afc is going to be so restful

Up criminally early for going to bed at like 2am hahah. Excited for maw today, hope sales are goodddd! Its worth the day trip to socal tho for just the vibes :)

Sometimes you have to put on outside clothes at 730 at night to get to michaels before it closes cause you had a stupid badge idea and now need googley eyes. You know, just normal shit.

Bahahah done with normie markets for a while, back into making ridiculous shit. Sometimes I cant believe this is my job hahahah. I love these new button designs tho.

Some last min prints for a market i have tomorrow night! Its a normie one so fingers crossed it goes welllll

Halway through finishing my tailors tape floggers, they are so cute all togetherrrrr. Gonna market them as fursuit maker floggers for sure

Small buttons slowly coming together for afc! Might bring a selection with me to maw but unsureee moreso cause I don't want to have to restock before con hahaha. Ive got like 15 more words printed already just gotta cut em out. Most are for the night market, kinda as an ice breaker cause you

I have mountains of prep to do before afc, I thought I was good on my fursuit tags and counting over 150 of them I was like yeeeee. Until I wrote down all the ones I had and ended up only having like 1 or 2 or each of my really popular ones hahahah. Looks like the embroidery machines gonna work

Making so many different night market buttons and pronouns/relationship status ones ive come to the decision im just gonna make hot topic style button buckets at my tables hahahah. Nostalgia and ease of setup for meeeeee. But ofc Im sitting here making signage inspired by the old school logo

Having an at home date day with my partner, made a big blanket/stuffie/pillow pile on the floor and gonna watch movies and play fortnite. I also made pretzel bites and vegan pretzel dogs! Ive never had one before (cause of beef allergy) so excited to try something new :3 also used garlic/lemon

Prototyping turning my fursuit tags into mini keychain for more general markets coming up! I wanted to make stuff for my local pride booth that would cross over well for furry so pride paws! Now that I know I sized these correctly I can stitch out the rest of the testers!

You know who doesnt need new project ideas at 3am? Me. You also knows who always gets them? Yeah. Also me.

Con prep in full swing. I just counted and I have 66 beanies done with like 25 blanks left. Def gonna be limited on beanies, gonna only have like 1 or 2 of each color variant. I like having variety too much to put all my eggs in one basket hahah but it makes snagging what you want a bit chaotic.

Body dismorphia has been hitting hard cause all my clothes now feel like someone else's (the last pic is today, that was originally just a shirt that fit me). So I made a little collage to remind myself of how far ive come (first pic is 2020, second this summer). Its just a lot when 80% of my

Hahahah crafting floggers on the couch and Lydia is helping.

🙃🙃🙃 I hate ppl. Had a man straight up follow me to my car, I like zig zaged across the parking lot to check if he really was following and yup. So I used my partners little ouchie stim toy and pretended it was pepper spray and was like 'SIR'. Def scared the little man. He was like 7" shorter than me

Ive always made silly bean shaped face plushes with bat wings throughout my life honestly and finally with my embroidery machine im workin on a set of them! They are gonna be keychain plushes, and I did get boxes to make them mysteries too! But I figure ill have one or two on display to trade if

Ive wanted a tattoo choker for years but they're always too tight (cause they're made for kids haha) so decided to make my own after finding a tutorial! Turns out I could have easily made my own all these yearsssss. Obsesseddddd.

Kinky crafting hahaha. Making little measuring tape floggers and nylon strap slappers for afc! (The paracord on the slapper is def 2 different colors I didnt notice until I took a pic with flash.... colorblind shit hahaha). I love themmmm

Makin some beanies for a local market! I love that we have our own cryptid here hahah

New print gonna debut at the AFC Night Market! Look at how cute this sapphic pup and her handler are! I always see male centric pup art so I wanna give the ladies a little representation!! #pupplay #kink #latex #petplay

Workin on a rad piece tonight ♡

1 year sober from alcohol today. Its kinda been my best decision ever and im not goin back. :3 proud of myself for sticking through it!