this game is hauntingly beautiful i love it

my ocd has been awful lately i’m not sure why but it really sucks when you doubt literally everything you believe perpetually!!

so i’m like kind of high off of one gummy alone hello??? ssri’s usually make it harder for me and i need like at least three..

yeah idk what’s up with me yesterday i was feeling depressed and now today i’m really anxious.. maybe tomorrow ill be okay (?)

why would someone like me have any value?

i don’t understand how anyone could get sad on my behalf or like, if i died. i’ve always struggled to understand it

it’d be nice if we could live in a world where everyone was nice & understanding to each other and everyone worked for the greater good in it

feel like rewatching the eva rebuilds

if i was born as a girl then i just know literally all of my life’s problems wouldn’t exist

anyone wanna give me 50 dollar 😇😇🥰

dreaming sucks….

i get headaches all the time now and idk why

battling my social anxiety everyday now that i have a job and it’s really wearing me down 😣

time to take a substance break

i like watching gf play games they’re rlly good at platformers and i admire that tbh ive always sucked at them…

thescvribblewassupposed to say meow

locking tf in this time

this game is going to be like rlly cool youtu.be/V1oTmDGYbI8?...

i love my gf !!!!!!! ♥️🖤❤️‍🔥

someone tell my stupid mind to shut the fuck up thanks

took my meds ✔️ took my e ✔️ drank water ✔️

my anxiety & mental illness is really bad rn but i’m getting weed and getting a refill soon so i should be ok!

i remember when i was unmedicated and i would get mad at the world i would just take the frustration out on myself by cutting

being off my meds sucks

lowkey hate myself but we vibe

if cinema was a game and it was peak

i hate money

last time i’ll be asking but we could really use some money to get through the rest of the week, my gf’s job is giving her some complications and her pay is being delayed so right now we don’t really have anything any help is appreciated venmo.com/u/ellieannee

when the hill is silent and the evil is the residents

hangovers suiuuuck

day ruined

first day as a wage slave ignoremyuglyasshandpleseenadhtnakyou

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no way genshin is giving out akiyama mizuki for free

if they do forza horizon 6 right.. then i’ll probably get it bc the japanese car scene is so cool.. it’s probably gonna be a flop in some way though lets be real

ran out of my meds and i’m already feeling a little 😖

this is like totally not a coincidence right…

besties

god how i wish i could dress like this

was feeling really unmotivated but did some chores anyway

getting nostalgic ;w;

anyone wanna buy me sonic racing crossworlds on ps5 👉👈 ill love u forever

tiktok is gonna be ruined :( like say what u want abt it but omg my beloved algorithm is going to be ruined now i actually enjoyed using the app cuz i saw stuff that i genuinely liked and vibed with and/or interested me …

moody today 😇

life is pretty stressful rn i need all of this to passss

much more sober rn and yeah that dlc is gonna be peak rgg fans are winning as always

walking outside at night crossed rn… it’s awesom

kiwami 3 is huge and that dlc is super interesting, it’s so weird to see all of this remade but i’m all for it

i wish i had a car cuz like.. as scary as driving is i’d really like that freedom to go anywhere

i love my girlfriend and she’ll always be my reason for persevering in this world 🧡