i found a dress that is also a hoodie, and i am in love with it?? it's so cozy, and looks quite gender neutral def not the prettiest piece of clothing i own, but it's cute, and looks extra cute with my cat bean knee socks ❤️

Not at my partner doing the tiny "awoo" every time he found a flea in Silksong, UGH, i love him akdkdk

Just feeling really giddy rn and wanna ramble about my partners really AKDKDKE I fucking love them both so much you have no idea They're the hottest and greatest, you cannot change my mind, they're the best, and they're mine AHAHAHAH 💕

watched one of my partners play Silk Song all day, and every time the map lady was around he'd sing along with him and each time my brain would just go AKJFHEKJHF idc if i sound like a fucking simp, but fuck, i love him sm

doing FF14 dailies when brain is not braining is surely smth LMAO

Scary dog priviledge 🐺

*boops you* do something *boops you* do something *boops you* do something *boops you* do something *boops you* do something *boop-

TO BE HERO X LATEST EPISODE GAVE ME GOOSEBUMPS AKJHVEJK RAGH i am so not ready for it to end 😭😭

EHEHEHEHE finally.....

My wifi is so unstable tonight, i hate it akfkdkf 😭😭

🏖️☀️ -- [ #ff14 | #ffxiv ]

Finally finished Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 yesterday on stream. Took me a lot less time to beat the last boss than I expected but ain't complaining, was still a good fight.

BINK PUNNY!! 🌺 -- [ #ffxiv | #ff14 ]

I feel like my body is intentionally trying to fuck up my sleep schedule. Every time i think i'm finally about to sleep, my brain just turns back on and refuses to stfu 😭

You guys have no idea how much i fucking love my partners gggrrrr

Made mochi cookie, they're quite alright. I like the texture, but they're not sweet enough to my liking, will prob trade the mapple syrup for regular sugar next time.

Mini Smoker ready for a new adventure :3

I was on Princess Street in Gay Village and everyone knew your name

not at people booking phone appointments without even consulting me first to check if i am free on those days JUST TO END UP NOT CALLING ME RAGH

first time seeing a psychiatrist today, and hopefully finally starting therapy for good, we'll see how this goes ✌

At least the mountain is pretty early in the morning. ✨

Having to leave home at 7:45 a.m for a 9 a.m appointment should be illegal... I know my roommate is still cozy at home rn while I am sitting in a cold ass room, waiting. 😭😭

listened to the two lil voices in my head (aka my roommate & partner), and decided to get a belly button piercing......

playing Monster Hunter Wilds while being drunk sure is smth lol

thought i was about to have a manic episode, but nope, it's another depressive one

I've been so restles lately, despite absolutely doing nothing with my life I can't fall asleep, yet I am tired all of the time. My brain keeps on thinking, I am full of regrets and frustration I just sit there, hoping I could have done and do more, but I don't know how and it's driving me insane

Managed to have a normal night of sleep, woke up anxious, love it

Really can't have anything good in life huh...

I miss playing games and hanging n vc but i'm being fully mute rn and it's driving me insane, never been like that for several days straight 😭

mood swings are so fun *fucking dies*

i've been wanting to lower my meat consumption for a while, so i took the plunge and bought some plant based alternative to meat & cheese, so we'll see how this goes ✌ just had a piece of vegan cheddar, and it tastes a lot better than i thought, so off to a good start ehe

Why do i either feel too much or nothing at all, brain can't you be normal and find a good inbetween??? 😩

Every time i wake up i just wanna sleep all day to stop the overthinking, but whenever it is time to go to sleep, brain keeps me up, i can't do this anymore 😩

Guess it is time to sit down and do some art studies huh.........

Me commenting on someone's vid without thinking too much that i wanna draw them (cuz they look hot) Them: Do it. AKDKDKEKFKFK????????

He finally quiet down, still no idea what happened ugh

Bunny has been stomping non stop for almost a whole hour. He looks stressed and idk how to calm him down, I tried everything I could. There’s also, nothing that could make him stressed rn?? We are home alone, house & town are quiet. Idk what got to him. 😭

Every day i'm like "i should go back to socializing on Discord", and every day i somehow end up out of social battery even if i barely talk to anyone. I'm so emotionally exhausted lately, it's annoying.

WHY IS THERE SO MANY STRAIGHT MEN ON A QUEER DATING APP, AND WHY ARE THEY ALL ADDING ME, PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE UGHFHZJDJFJ

Can't sleep uughh

i think the "side effect" that bothers me the most since i started T is the inability to cry, use to be such a cry baby & now i can't shed a single tear despite all of the shit i've been going through lately

Got rejected, again.... What else did i expect really

I SENT IT NOW IMA KILL MYSELF, BYE

Going insane for real rn, please end me, i can't do this anymore UGH

T-rex 🦖

Brontosaurus 🦕 (First time doing origami)

my legs hurt so bad, they're legit shaking rn 😭😭

it's currently past 8 p.m, and i feel exhausted... do i, pass out for a whole ass week or draw smut because i feel like it

I am in pain

Legs stabbing day ✌️