It's not over yet, but this trip across Taiwan and Japan has been incredible. Being in a place that I feel so much mutual respect for people I don't know is such an incredible breath of fresh air.

Having gut issues is crazy cause nothing will work for like 5 days and then on the sixth everything empties out and the relief is euphoric.

Oh, Balatro really is that good

4 day weekend really is hitting just right

Been watching the Mentalist as a part of my "getting old" initiation, but I'm really enjoying how dumb it is.

Every year we do an April Fool's Apex Bamboozled event. Next year, we're doing a game show with some contestants. So this Friday, we're planning on having a donothon to raise money for it. There's the usual dumbassery and then some cursed goals, so swing by Friday.💖 ✨twitch.tv/qqts

I forgot the password to our couples account and the email reset isn't working (did I put the wrong email?? LOL)

Talked with my therapist about how I turn all my hobbies into stressors over time. I'm not sure when this happens, but I'm going to try and be more observant with the things I have fun doing.

I think from her out I'm not going to post things that make me upset. There's enough negativity to go around without me adding to it.

This is my biggest motivation to get my stomach issues figured out. I'm just on here watching Keith eat cheeseburgers. There's so much more food to eat.

I'm excited to get back to making cool things again. Some day, hope it's soon.

Feels like I'm so close to getting my health under control. I've been reading recommendations from other people going through the same thing, and they put such a priority on removing stress. I wish I understood how to do that better.

I'm gonna see if every time I'm gonna break NNN I workout instead where I end up at the end of the month.

Sometimes I'll just have a question that I can't figure out and it makes me itch all over. I constantly remind myself that I don't know the thing, and I'm crazy until I figure it out. Keeps me up at night, I wish it were about cool stuff like FNAF lore, but sadly not

I want so badly to get past the initial hurdle of learning so I can spend more time making the things I want to make. Anyway, I'm finally making some progress on my multiplayer test. Wrapping my head around how it works made me nauseous more than once. I hope to actually share something cool soon.

I started work on some multiplayer game stuff, I have a basic idea for what I want to make but I'm gonna start with something that works.

Really incredibly burnt out and tired and gotta try and find some way to really rest.

I think I'm just tired of getting that serotonin boost that someone liked my post, but it turns out to be a bot and then I get disappointed loop.

Hi, I'm Matt.