very much in a fagposting mood teehee,, i just love my partner so much. they’re such a source of joy for me and i wouldn’t trade them for anything in the world :) i can’t wait to finally marry them one day

forgot i had an alt on here oopsie!!

i feel like i need to cry but i don’t have the energy to tonight , guess it’ll happen some other time

sorry for bombarding you with my silly arts but also please have these snoopy 🤍 #digitalart #doodles #snoopy

i don’t even know what’s WRONG, i’ve just been feeling off all day :(

brain is being real mean :/

no offense but half of the ppl posting promosky posts aren’t looking for mutuals or friends, they’re looking for followers to never interact w or follow back lol stop “moot hunting” when you know you won’t be following anyone back!

the crushing weight of knowing that i will never be anyone’s first choice is doing its thing rn!!

being home is fun for approximately 12 hours! then it shifts into permanent regression to 15 years old and wanting nothing more than to escape how disgusting this house is

meeting w my professor who is on my committee tomorrow is gonna SUCK! whatever man, i’ll live

oh they deeeeefinitely lied last night lmfao ok ok ok

splitting real hard right now!

head feels heavy and fuzzy

casual wednesday night shooting on campus!!

my bpd has been going crazy these past few days and i really don’t like it! switching back and forth between feeling like i’m being abandoned and then feeling like i’m the luckiest man on earth , i can’t keep doing this

i have no energy to get anything done but i told the professor i ta for that i’d have some questions to her by this afternoon for the midterm

can i PLEASE stop waking up early? i know like 9am isn’t that early but when i keep staying up until 2am and then proceed to wake up every hour, it kind of fucking blows dude. can my body please just let me sleep

in bed watching scrubs when i should be working but it’s 10:30pm so whatever!! i am going to continue to rot until tomorrow

#Suspecting that i might be starting my period soon……. it’s been since october (i have nexplanon) so hmmmmmm it should be coming! maybe that’s why i feel like i’m fucking dying and the world is ending

i would actually rather skin myself with a potato peeler than go to class in like an hour. what the fuck is the point of paying for this class when we literally just read the readings TOGETHER IN CLASS?? jesus christ

journaling isn’t enough, i need to get in my car and drive until i run out of gas!

sitting here violently shaking and not being able to breathe

hey guys why can’t i be normal and have normal reactions to things ? why did i have to develop a fucking personality disorder that makes me seem fucking crazy to everyone else in the world?

so tired of not being able to focus on anything ever!! jesus christ can i PLEASE get diagnosed and medicated so i can function like a normal adult!!

i’m so tired of having my time disrespected because YOU want to be fucking time blind and never be responsible for yourself. holy shit dude.

sitting here having a trich moment and i hate it!! gonna have no eyelashes by tomorrow morning

i miss myself but i don’t even know who i am or was or supposed to be.

emailing my graduate program director when i’d rather just be shot in the head

i have so much to do but no energy for any of it, god i fucking hate this

had a dream where my partner sent me a voice message talking about someone else and they called this dude “the most beautiful boy in the world” and said that they were “the most beautiful boy” they had ever seen. now why did my brain do that to me??

maybe i’m not meant to have friends, maybe people are programmed to leave me, maybe that’s just how it’s supposed to be