anime themed bar today was pretty cool

some people really gotta chill lmao

some people get so angry at the stupidest things and all i can do is laugh

i need an outlet that brings me joy

my level of emotional disregulation is so bad rn i need cuddles and pets fr

it's actually kinda incredible how bad my mental health is this past month lmao

looking for genuine connection

how do we find sustainable happiness?

Redraw of my very 1st Uma fanart...Never give up!! #umamusume #haruurara

i can feel myself losing my mind

i wanna write about this existential depression i have but it feels so self centered

i just wanna be cozy comfy

drugs won't fix this existence

i hate watching myself become nobody when i know i can be somebody

THE HULK

this loneliness is going to eat me alive

i haven't had a full night of sleep in so long...

it feels like we've been holding our breaths for such a long time

i've been poisoned by nostalgia

tao fa, that is all

u fuckin wot mate

sorry i repost this one a lot i just like it too much

Some quick Pokémon etymology (Pokétymology?) here: Pombon = Pomeranian + Bonfire Gecqua = Gecko + Aqua Browt = He's just got Big Fucking Brows. Just look at him. He looks like a Browt. You couldn't name him anything else. That's Browt.

debating if it's worth going to emo nite in our year of the lord 2026

watched the umamusume movie in theatres tonight and i wish it was more socially acceptable to talk to the ppl who were also there cause i really lack an irl anime community out here

just started hell's paradise, and... wow i have been missing out

don't save her she don't want to be saved

late night diner with a group of friends sounds so nice right about now

City nights #oilpainting #art

my sleep schedule is so wild i just woke up from a nap, it's like midnight, and i gotta teach tomorrow, so sleeping tonight is crucial and yet

i drew the art i did of mio specifically so the very first illustration i made of him could be lockscreen art >////>

i dont wanna write i dont wanna read i dont wanna code i wanna do better

took a nap and had a dream i was in therapy and my therapist played some video game over zoom with me to decide if we were a good match idk what this means

i don't miss these nights of not being able to sleep

things are going to be okay

it feels like i don't belong here

the truth is, i'm just constantly scared, all the time. scared that i'm messing up, scared that i'm hurting others, scared that i'm ultimately a failure in this life

I don't even believe in myself anymore, and that's part of the problem

i wish i could figure out what i loved to do

it's kinda unruly teying to manage two different bluesky accounts (i just need to get used to it)

late nights are the perfect time to open up

life is hard and i need to go back to therapy

i cause my own depression

imagine having things to say *all* the time

i miss feeling connected to people online

why is everyone awake extra late tonight

:(

i would like my depression to go away please thanks

this anxiety really is too much sometimes

grateful to have a side account to voice my thoughts and be an actual person when my "professional" account gets looked at by serious people