i did end up drawing him w marhaz. sorry alrescha

my tablet pen nib is worn down so hard it's slanted 😭😭😭

taking antidepressants sucks i feel emotions again but now i draw marhaz's tits out less. i need to rectify this

Valentine comm for Lonestargazer of their Marhaz dressed up cute for Hreogan 💖 #NSFWart #NSFWcomm

I said I'd use this account for keeping track of story stuff as I come up with it but idk how to explain that my brain decided today to go "what if you made chula the spider from fievel goes west but as a scrungly gnc lesbian?" which I absolutely must do now youtu.be/BeStEDmOZTU youtu.be/He_MW4OhhPE

i genuinely love multiple friends offering to like celebrate my bday over the weekend instead of today bc theyre all busy today, but i genuinely am exhausting myself with even just one day of considering my self worth higher than 0, i cant do this again over the weekend too (wheeze) its too much

sometimes i draw women (i didnt like the way i drew sheratans dress in her very bad old ref so i tried to see if i could draw it a different way. i failed but its fine)

tis the season to be thinking about pisces stars so im thinkin abt how alrescha was like an early prototype for marhaz ngl. but hes cute and stupid instead of evil and stupid so i felt bad sexualizing him at the time i also never made him a new ref bc of it tho. i should draw him again. (w/ marhaz,,

made this for chickenpet but im putting it over here too. being mean to rigel is one of my longest running gags with ocs i wont stop now

having a side account and following less ppl is making me realize how often I rsk stuff on my main.... SORRY......

shitpost warmup doodle. new dullahan just dropped

wait thats right i can share wips here. heres concepts ive been mulling over for months for a human gazer (which just looks like inspector gadget and sugimoto gk had a baby but whatever)

sometimes i worry marhaz is close to being an all time fav oc and dethroning antares but then i remember the amount of games where the first thing i do is create antares in the character creator and i know i have nothing to worry about. evil horse is nothing compared to silly scorpion supervillain

me: alright I posted that big artsy piece of marhaz and hreogan earlier in the week what should be the next image of them? hopefully something of equal quality and not just a shitpost drawn in 3 minutes me 3 minutes later:

previously i was (not) jokingly suggesting i'd draw marhaz dressed as every new uma i pull but i actually have drawn both marhazenskys already. i'll draw the gold city one once ive finished my valentines day drawings LOL

i know i technically should put like real art here on the horse and riders page but also ive become attached to the shitpost art and im afraid i might never actually change it

new section on the collab lore doc just dropped. Taking any suggestions

morning sketch that accidentally took me 2 hours (got mad over the concept sketch so i pulled out the csp accurate height models and then liked the sketch enough to line it) might come back and clean this up later / make a color alt

putting this here to guilt I mean remind myself later when I inevitably come back to this account to post some gay shit instead of working on hreogan's coded profile like I was supposed to (the images are placeholders... I'll draw my ocs normally eventually)

ok now that I'm conscious again. thanks to the roger rabbit reference (say that 5 times fast) I put on here I'm debating if marhaz does a squeaky voice impression when shapeshifted. I think it'd be both funny and also kind of terrifying so it works

anyway heres an atta alt outfit concept that doesnt make any sense but dont worry about it 🥰 shes cute and thats what matters. i was trying to make it shell/beach themed since they live near a beach and she misses the sea (i probably wont actually fix and finish this sorry im bad at outfits)

i made a new ref for hreogan because i think his old one was lacking, especially in scary glowing red eyes. so i made this new version that should be a vast improvement

(no rt) nsfw text warning but . i finally was Brave and c/mm'd for nsfw but i also cant be expected to take my characters seriously so i said this in the message

looking back at old art. one of the best things i ever did was breaking my own canon to make baby kaffal a thing (i made a plot reason for it later but shh) and making menkar & situla as rivals that accidentally co-parented a baby together. well it was mostly menkar, situla's parenting style is. hm

real talk i dont want to do artfight this year. no not for any actual reason but because i'd have to figure out whether to put marhaz and hreogan as separate profiles or together and i'm incapable of making difficult decisions in my life

just had a dream I found old worldbuilding notes where I planned on making a region in sinequanon based off the phillipines, and said on here "I can't do that anymore bc azu already did that" and azu immediately had a gun to my head going "if you don't make that canon" and I woke up laughing

bored at work today (babysitting c-nada) so I'm back here again. I recently found this old childhood horse notepad and I'm so tempted to draw my stupid horse on it. horsemaxxing. this paper is from 1995 btw it's older than like all of you

when i get the self esteem to start commissioning ppl for nsfw youre all doomed. honestly i'll also be doomed when they inevitably ask me what marhaz's peepee looks like. i dont know. ive been avoiding thinking about it. (i've been asked if he even has one considering the outfits i draw him in)

you can truly tell nature has healed (ive stopped drawing achernar at the drop of a hat) bc i havent drawn him in the new rika fit yet. that being said. i'd be lying if i didnt say i was extremely tempted (also nature has not in fact healed i just got obsessed with drawing marhaz instead)

just realized I forgot to actually post the comic my icon is from. I don't have a good excuse for rendering this. I also don't have an answer for whether this is canon or not. I like to torment Hreogan but idk about going this far (discord claims this is nudity so bsky probably will too HAHA)

the truth is that i never intended to get like a bunch of bsky mutuals thru gundam and mecha and it made me too self conscious to keep blabbing about ocs endlessly when people absolutely werent following me for that JRHGKJEHR i realized i was preventing myself from yapping so ... yap sideblog it is

howdy everyone i made this side acct for yapping about ocs specifically. i'm on my worst behavior here so only follow if you enjoy me posting about the same evil and intimidating horse (pictured) + other ocs when i remember they exist