I've been seeing a lot of writing discourse lately and it has me thinking a lot (once again) about whether I should continue to publish my work... I've always been in a weird space about making my writing public, but I just kept doing it even though I can't say that it brought me joy 🫤

I still have 10 WIPs 🫠 Gonna try to finish the one that's hardest to get through 🥲

#195 - Ranger Squad: Nagori A risky mission causes turmoil with the rangers of justice. Rated T | bkdk | 20k Had fun with this. ☺️ archiveofourown.org/works/866872... #mhafanfic #ao3

The wonderful feeling of finishing a WIP 😭🙌 Just 10 more to go 😀

I honestly have mixed feelings about that story. It's my most popular in terms of hits, and I remember being amused by the concept, but there are so many stories I have that I love more (and have better writing imo) that don't get a fraction of the love 🥲 It is what it is I guess 🤷

#60 - Fuck Me Again Executives Katsuki and Izuku reunite after 20 years and make up for lost time in every way possible. Rated E | bkdk | 25.9k I wrote this a long time ago... archiveofourown.org/works/515461...

On doujinshi they say 何でも許せる人向け which I prefer a lot more than "dead dove; do not eat." The former means basically "for people who can accept anything." Essentially, turn off your brain and accept whatever comes your way 🥸

I rarely get comments on my fics and yesterday I got two really nice comments on two separate stories 🥹💖 It's always nice when people enjoy what I write ✨

I wanna write something with Izuku hanging out with the LoV 😝 I'm on time out for something new until I can wrap up a couple of these WIPs tho 🥲

Some days I get discouraged, and some days I'm glad that my fics are not popular. Every day is an adventure 🫠

#213 - Sacred Father Izuku and Prince Katsuki struggle with their feelings with the approach of Katsuki's arranged marriage. Rated M | bkdk | 2k I really enjoyed this ☺️ archiveofourown.org/works/86142451

I'm kinda bored so I'll answer these for myself 😝 🧵:

Thinking if I should post something or just keep working on one of the 11 WIPs I've accumulated 🫩

I don't read my doujinshi enough and I have to change that 🥲 Just read one tonight that inspired me so much 💖💖

Wrote some Tomura/Touya fluff today that's making me fall in love with the ship more 🤭 I'm usually so diehard shipping them with other people so this is progress haha!

Reminding myself who I write for, why I write, why I won't stop...

Working on the sequel to this and I still can't get over how amazing it is to picture the suits as I write 🥹💖 Robin did such a fantastic job on the designs 😭💖💖💖

It's crazy to think about how much more I would have written by now if I didn't have a busted wrist 🥲 (I write by hand first; no, typing is not an option)

My ao3 account is pretty small and obscure so it's always nice when someone goes through and reads/kudos a bunch of my stories 🥹💖

I should have known my latest series was another situation like what happened with my Yakuza AU 😭 I keep thinking I'm done and then I hear another part to the story 🥲🫠

I realized that some of these don't apply to me 😂 But it's fun to mentally answer them for myself 😝

Finished my first cliffhanger fic last night... We'll see if I end up writing an actual resolution but I actually love the open ending 😆

I thought I'd have a bit of a break after finishing my last fic, but now I'm already 4 pages deep into a new story (and also ignoring my 7 other WIPs 🥴)

Always Rated E BkDk Artwork by Tanimil archiveofourown.org/works/520441...

Xodó Rated E BkDk, TsuChako Artwork by jollykings archiveofourown.org/works/795165...

Cameraman Rated M BkDk, AiDk Artwork by Joss archiveofourown.org/collections/...

Of All Those Who Came Before Rated E BkDk Artwork by Iara archiveofourown.org/collections/...

Ranger Squad: Nakayoshi Rated E BkDk Artwork by jollykings archiveofourown.org/works/703060...

Infinity Rated T BkDk Artwork by jollykings archiveofourown.org/collections/...

Forbidden Remix Rated E BkDk Artwork by jollykings archiveofourown.org/works/539984...

Thread of my fics with artwork 🧵 #ao3 #mhafanfic

I wrote 24k for a single fic this week 😵‍💫 Tentatively thinking that the next chapter I write will be the final one but we'll see where it lands 🤔

New Intro 👋 I'm kanzen and I write 1st POV (mostly) bkdk fics. I write everything from overly saccharine fluff to morally bankrupt dead dove. archiveofourown.org/users/kanzen... よろしく✨

I don't like publishing unfinished fics, but also my current WIP is consuming me and I want to read it when I'm out and about 🥲

Ships I like (in no particular order?): BakuDeku, ShigaDeku, TogaChako, TodoBaku, EnHawks, DabiHawks, ShigaDabi, ShigaBaku, TsuChako, MonoShin, KiriBaku, KiriMina, KamiJirou, MomoJirou, EraserMic, AiDeku, DekuMight, Todocest (all combos), Deku/anyone, KudoIchi...

I write all kinds of things, but it's usually my dead dove fics that get the most attention 😭 Maybe I just need to go with it and post all my really unhinged shit. Idk

何でも許せる人向け is one of my favorite phrases I learned from reading doujinshi. It is definitely what I have in mind while working on my current fic 🥸

#212 - More "More" Ochako realizes what "more" means to her. Rated G | tgck | 1k I am a bkdk writer, but the bkdk is implied in this one 😂 I love how this turned out. It's short and sweet. archiveofourown.org/works/84286271

Sometimes I think about how my writing style might be difficult to get into (difficult to understand maybe?) but it's just how the characters talk to me 😅 They tell me their stories and I just write down what they say and how they say it. 🤷

AO3 put out a warning detailing what kinds of automated bot comments you should watch for, remember its AI doing these archiveofourown.org/admin_posts/...

If you read a fanfic for even 5 minutes and it makes you crack a smile, leave a comment telling the author that. something as simple as "this made me smile" matters a lot when majority of writers are either getting no comments or botted AI hate comments suicidebaiting on AO3

The story I'm working on now is consuming me. I always get invested when every character in a fic is absolutely irredeemable 😅😭

Illustration for my dear @capelia12.bsky.social ♥️ Thank you so so much for commission!!!! ArtFeed #bkdk #MHA #BNHA #Katsuki #Izuku

I've realized that publishing an unfinished fic to motivate myself does not work at all 😭 My brain just rebels by making me work on other WIPs 🥲

Thread of my fics with artwork 🧵 #ao3 #mhafanfic

#10 - After the War Katsuki and Izuku confess their feelings after the war. M | bkdk | 3.7k archiveofourown.org/works/503343... I wrote this way before the manga ended and forgot I even published it 😂 I really like this one.

First time in my life I saw people actually defending 1st POV fiction 😭💖

#206 - The Pervert's Guidebook Local pervert Izuku Midoriya works on adding a new member to his rotation. DDDNE | multi-ship | 8.8k Definitely mind the tags. Latest entry in my bakudeku endgame collection 🤪 archiveofourown.org/works/81979556

I really love exploring the concept that Katsuki legitimately cannot remember anyone except Izuku ✨

Fic link!!! 🙂‍↕️ #bkdk #ao3 #fanfic archiveofourown.org/works/795165...