@npc2cuzno.bsky.social i forgive yoy

i wish me an them could be together but they arent allowed im really in love with them,,,,.,,

i want them,,,

wish i was better at comforting people

ok this isn't a vent,,, but i dont want to post it on main and only other account i have i exclusivley use for roleplaying as master shake but could someone please comment this or tag me in a post with this gif on my birthday

everytime i see that fuckass head in that toilet i think of that one person i despise so much

im not sad now, just relived relived i atleast have bsky to talk to y'all

They didn't mean it

when i need to talk to someone specific privatley the most of course its when im not fucking able to

no matter how happy i feel i always get reminded of it it's just gonna keep happening untill im told that they didnt mean it

hope they don't mean it

i feel too derpy

changed interaction settings because i feel more comfortable now its just people that follow me that can interact so you don't have to wait until i follow you

Not a vent, but I feel like it's not fitting for main. I was so close to 🔪 literally a couple hours ago, and now I'm about to sleep, and I'm really happy and just overall feel better because someone made one drawing of my character.

dont feel like doing it

feel a little better

i almost did it but every time i got close to i just felt a chill down my spine and a slight headache

probably not gonna draw at all until the one in particular takes what they said back or atleast starts acknowledging my vent posts

no art for a while

if you want to know anything i leave anonymous in any of my vents feel free to pm me on online sequencer and ask me about it

cant stop thinking about it even though its been almost a month i hope they dont mean it i really do if they don't that change me for the better

i would've sh by now if i wasnt a fucking coward

why should i even bother its like talking to a wall

tired of this

one small thing is keeping me from my lowest and i'm so close to losing that one thing

i still cant stop thinking about what they said... i really hope they dont mean it anymore

same thing happens over and over again

i miss talking to them

I'm tired, emotionally.

if you'd like to send me a message privately here's my online sequencer account

btw i have a vent account @jroldwk.bsky.social

i really only got one notif all night

good night i dont feel well

why is it when im the happiest that i have things that i can distract mydelf with from my emptiness but now when i feel empty all i can do is think more and more about it while my body does jackshit to make me feel relief

is it really going to happen again,,,

im not doing enough for them i fear

oh hi sage 👋

ok i feel a bit better

i wish everything was back to how it was, much simpler and i scrolled through newgrounds all day, played flash games, drew art on scratch, watched sleep deprived. now i just feel empty

i bet even while being unable to be in the gc everything is the same i dont belong im barley like them

im not like them i wish i was so we'd all be perfect together but im not

anyone here....

i hope they take it back i love them and it really hurts especially because they helped me at a very low point in my life and they mean a lot to me

couple weeks ago i was told something that i've been questioning if its still true but it's probably one of the worst things ive ever been told. its one of those things you wouldnt say to someone so they dont get sad but i was just told that without hesitation

took a bit of a risk on this one hope it goes well

i want to be comforted by them but im too scared they'd think im mad at them for not being like me i don't know, i recently checked and one of them is following me so these posts might show up in their feed, im one of if not the only one they know that likes spider-man

i barley get to spend quality time with them because the way they do is by doing something i don't want to do

out of all of us i feel like im the most easily forgotten i match none of their freaks i feel like im just there to be there somethimes