My grandma is gone.

I took the steps to mute keywords on my BSKY account that’s been triggering my anxiety attacks. I learned that I need time to step away from it all before I can be ready to face it again. I hope you all understand. I shall lend you all strength within this bleak political climate.

I’ve been having bad anxiety attacks for the past few days, so bear with me while I try to function properly again.

This is so disheartening. L'automne by @thebjakery.com has been the most fulfilling project I've worked on and now it's no longer discoverable just as it's starting. Everyone's been working so hard on this. Here's the direct link since you can no longer search for it: the-bjakery.itch.io/lautomne

My anxiety has come to the point where I cannot eat and haven’t eaten since lunch yesterday, an it’s currently almost 1pm here.

Once again, there is an ACLU petition specifically made to stop Mastercard from unlawfully policing adult content. It’s getting pretty grim for us out there. Please sign and/or spread the word. action.aclu.org/petition/mas...

we're going to win this.

Maybe we could find out. Mastercard (US): 1-800-627-8372 Mastercard (Int.): +1-636-722-7111 Visa (US + Can): 1 800 847 2911 Visa (AUS): 1 800 125 440 PayPal: +44-0203-901-7000

I need to log off tonight.

Update: goal reached! Thank you all 🙏

Panic attack…

I’m feeling guilty for this but for the sake of my sanity I’m asking for help to pitch in with car registration that’s due next month. So any help is nice if you guys can. Goal is $200 www.paypal.com/donate/?busi...

So problem, my PC keeps freezing every time I open up VRchat lately. I made sure I’ve updated my drivers and windows and all but the problem keeps persisting. Any other solutions?

*sees ad for 30% off autumn decor* COOL! *it’s from hobby lobby* Oh…. 😒

This was a very generous surprise from @kygen.bsky.social ♥️ Thank you for sharing your talents with the community! And I hope you have a lovely happy birthday 🎉

I'm still falling into depressive states every now and then even without any triggers, but amazing how taking the time to ground myself can alleviate the intrusive thoughts pretty quickly.

In my element. 📸: @dingoroo.bsky.social

Can't get enough of this new Purity Ring song <3 youtu.be/OcVFFpaVfck?...

Can't get enough of this new Purity Ring song <3 youtu.be/OcVFFpaVfck?...

My fellow enbys rise up!~ #nonbinaryday

What's up!! I am officially opening up for Fursuit Comms! Please fill out the form below if you're interested! forms.gle/7QWbTdqTLC5q...

✧˖°. 🐺 𝐁𝐈𝐆 𝐁𝐀𝐃 𝐒𝐀𝐉𝐀 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐊 ★ 𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐀 𝐁𝐔𝐍 🍑 .°˖✧ SOMETHING SOMETHING POPZ!!! 🥤🫧

In lighter news, it’s safe to say that I’m mostly healed from my abandonment trauma I’ve been facing the past several months ♥️✌️

I’m in that frustrating cycle of trying to cut down social media to restore my mental health but feeling the need to stay informed about the world. 😓

Yea, I’ll try this out! ngl.link/jarggyroo

3 years later - "Long Live The Emo Kids: Volume Two" out now 🎵🔗⬇️

Just saw K-Pop Demon Hunters. ...I LOVED IT. It's surprisingly very well done <3

Yea, I’ll try this out! ngl.link/jarggyroo

I know it’s difficult to celebrate America on this July 4th. So instead let’s celebrate the American people who matter, and who have worked hard to fight against those in power.

With the awful news from the last couple hours, this post from the political optimism subreddit helped to break through a bit of the despair fog. Repubs know this is political suicide, ICE's support is crumbling despite the budget increase, and there's a myriad of ways to fight back. Keep strong.

The GOP Bill passed. ❓What's next? 👫🏽🧑🏽‍🤝‍🧑🏽🧍🏽‍♂️🧍🏽‍♀️Take action to protect our communities, our country, our democracy. 🗳️ We are non-partisan. We are focused on taking action. 👇🏽 Join us. www.jointheunion.us

getting off bsky

If there’s any higher power or anybody out there that’s listening. Give me a reason why I shouldn’t just call it quits with life right now. Because I don’t want to be around just to see everything inevitably get worse.

Well…since I’ll be kissing my health insurance goodbye, I’ll be doing what I do best. BEG. ko-fi.com/G2G55E6R

If you have time, I urge you to call your Congressperson ESPECIALLY if your congress person is a Republican. Make your outrage and displeasure concerning HR-1 "One Big Beautiful Bill" and how you will not vote for them come re-election if they vote to pass it. 5 Calls makes it easy. 5calls.org

If you don’t have the spoons, at least share this with someone who does! @5calls.org has an app that helps you find your reps, has scripts for specific bills you can read if you’re unsure what to say, and keep track of a bill‘s current status. We still have a chance! #WeWontGetOverLosingMedicaid

Can’t eat, can’t sleep. Knowing my healthcare could potentially be taken away. Sure, I contacted my reps to say no to the bill, but after being to hopeful back in Nov 6 I’ve already lost all sense of hope at this point.

#CallToAction #KillTheBigUglyBill Call your Senators to VOTE NO to SAVE: 1. 1 in 4 nursing homes from CLOSING. 2. Over 14 million people from losing their healthcare. 3. Over 40 million family’s losing SNAP benefits. 4. And much more. 5calls.org/issue/hr1-on...

I’ve been dealing with abandonment trauma in the past couple months, which is why I isolated myself from my friends and family until recently. This was due to a few factors, the largest being dismissed from Furality. I cope through isolation to prevent from being attached and thrown away again.

I got to stop impulsively scrolling through my feed desperately searching for any good news in the world. I just end up looking at more bad things than good.

I’m ok, I promise.

"I romanticize even the worst of times when all it took to make me cry was being alive."

It's sad to know that my anxiety spikes when an image of the American flag, the White House, or even Pride Flags appear on my timeline.

New Lorde album out now! Let’s do this!

New album by Lorde is out! Let’s do this.

Commissions are still open! Summer break from work means quicker turn-around completion. Request form available on VGen, no account creation required to sumbit a form. vgen.co/eligecos

Seems like a good time to remind everyone that there’s an ACLU petition specifically targeting payment processors that discriminate against sex workers. Sign n’ share! action.aclu.org/petition/mas...

About time I spruce up my profile bio.

Something is finally looking up for me...<3

I know I've missed the first day of #PrideMonth but here are my flags y'all! <3 #acepride #nonbinarypride