maybe if I take photo good she will fall in love with me

northern irish people next door are badly singing complicated avril lavigne. honestly love that for them

chat is it just me or is a pity laugh at this a Sign it's so unfunny that to laugh at this must mean you're super into the person saying it right???

earlier today marcie was thinking to herself that maybe one of the big problems with her old relationship was the big age gap but now she's falling in love with someone like 5 years older than her old partner...

got a chance to mention gluesenkamp perez in my final exam yesterday all is well in the world, I slandered her greatly

today is 6 months until my birthday what the hell

One of the unis I've applied to has had a massive data breach 💀💀💀💀💀 1. I'd already decided I probably won't go there lol 2. I don't remember what information I've even given them

how am I expected to NOT fall in love with her when she uses phrases like that.

very cute when people are intimidated by me because like. babygirl I'm the one that's intimidated

I get to go bowling and watch a movie with her on friday yayyyyy and she seemed interested in both going camping and coming to the opera

Okay this is cool as fuck. I live very near to where one of the biggest battles in Anglo-Saxon England occurred.

Was tempted to go to Romania over the summer if Croatia fell through, but I'd want to meet her if I went there. I'm not sure if I'm ready for that, and it might be weird if I'm actually away with irl girl. Also I feel like she'd not want me to go to Romania if I mentioned it to her

Withdrawal symptoms from over a whole week of not seeing her At least she should be around on Tuesday?

I'm such a pathetic lovergirl. I planned my day around staying to meet her (I have a big gap in the middle of the day, I would normally go home but I stay when she's around), but then she said this morning she wasn't going to be in. But I stayed regardless just in case.

Swindon Borough Council going full Germany seemingly, both Tories and Labour saying they won't work with Refrom. Will be really weird for them to work with each other.

For a while I've felt that there's clearly something going on with me mentally, but not sure what. Some have suggested narcissism, and honestly, I can see it *partially*. I'm speculating some mild OCD, whilst I don't have any compulsive behaviours I do get really bad intrusive thoughts.

Very lucky I'm sitting down and silent because my knees Could not hold me up

Me when she puts glasses on

If I am pretty enough and good enough at painting warhammer then maybe someone will look past my fucked-up personality and fall in love with me

Dilemma time... Do I get my lecturers really nice, relatively personal gifts at great expense and effort, or do I go for the standard chocolate/wine?

I think I've managed to so successfully convince my parents that I'm asexual that they don't even bat an eyelid at the fact I start like 70% of sentences with "(irl girl) said today..." Despite literally buying and prominently displaying a bi flag in front of them

I should be more concerned than I am, but it's hot.

raised the idea of a party-esque thing with her after exams and she was interested :D

Honestly, I'm actually pretty happy! She was really nice and super supportive about my being trans, was very friendly and quite fun to talk to (I don't have a fun time talking to drunk people). Excited to see what happens in the future.

She's so amazing I love her so muchhh Got to spend so much time with her today and I was in quite fine form, we both had lots of fun I think She started getting some of the catfishing which was really cute, especially since I failed some obvious ones

Anyway 2 out of 3 sections done of my geography project, now it's just the final one and then conclusion/adding to the introduction Pretty good considering it needs to be in on Tuesday.

Literally no one reads these, huh? Katlyn has disappeared off the face of the earth, Ivory doesn't really check bsky much, and Lyra is Lyra.

I'm clingy and people hate it

aargh now I need to do my geography thing tomorrow instead of scavenging for food in an irradiated wasteland

Insane thing she said earlier, very different tone to how she normally speaks... much more sexual, which is like. interesting I see 3 possibilities 1. it's a reference to something I don't know (70%) 2. she has a crush on bowser (30%) 3. she's flirting in a weird way (0%)

God I love her so much but I'm scared that my being too much in love will scare her off like it always seems to

Honestly I'm still inordinately salty about not getting into Oxford. It would have made my future wikipedia page much more interesting.

sometimes I feel guilty for how often I followed and became friends with MDNI-sayers whilst a minor, but whenever they found out no one really cared.

just submitted my student loan application.... 45k-ish that I'll need to repay in 4 years' time, but that's a future me problem

Apparently a few years ago I went through a phase of drinking lots of Irn Bru, corroborrated by family members... But I don't remember this at all, and would swear up and down that I've never drank Irn Bru in my life. What does this mean??

I always forget that fuckin. Sargon of Akkad (the right-wing guy not the Akkadian king) is from my town He's such a clown

Really having a bit of a crisis over what university to go to (bad thing to crisis about like 2 months out from exams)

waow apparently she's bi, like 70% sure wasn't super clear if she was referring to herself or to someone else

Big development I can surmise there's a 70% chance she has post notifications turned on for my replies

Basically just made this so I could shout into the void about things that I want to shout about, without overly burdening anyone in particular with that. Also so I can discuss relatively sensitive topics without doxxing myself on main