Sigh…. I feel like having still hope is like I’m drowning in the ocean during a tempest and still waiting for a hand to reach while I inexorably sink

Did u forget?

Sigh

Missing you

Let’s meet under a cherry blossom in full bloom during a sunny spring day

This situation is really shitty and depressing

I miss you ad much as i love you… this mi th is gonna feel so empty without you

I still believe in you… I still do even if it’s a completely insane thing to do

When are u coming home?

I miss you so so much

Missing you

I should sleep

I miss you, do u miss me?

Maybe I really do need anti depressant

Without u Christmas isn’t Christmas at all

I’m confused

I love u so much it scares me

I miss you

Sigh

Why everyone but me? Why?

I’ll just cry myself to sleep, I’m so overwhelmed

Sigh… I don’t even know what to do anymore, what to believe anymore… I don’t know. I’m really confused

god if I feel empty inside

I’ve been wishin all day u were here

I need one of those Korean scrub thingy cause the scrub u bought doesn’t really do the job

Having the certainty of being autistic is surely changing how I view stuff. I decided you’ll be the only one and I’m not budging don’t care how it goes. No one will convince me otherwise, it might work for other people not for me.

The fact is I would really love a date and cuddles but only with you, no one else. The idea of someone else just makes me uncomfortable

I can’t stop thinking about u

What if we danced under the moonlight?

I miss u I miss u I miss u I miss u

I might love u a little too much

I had an insane but extremely liberating dream, I managed to tell my ex bff all the things left unsaid it was so intense

Why am I randomly sad?

I miss u

I almost set myself on fire today :]

Where did u go?

This banger is everything

Goals

Yo my butt it a starting to look so good 😮‍💨

Second appointment for my assessment today

Everything I do is for you

I miss you….

I did something amazing today… are you proud of me?

God I miss you so much

New workout regime 😎

I did a thing… I shouldn’t have done it… but 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 I had to 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹😂

At least the last stage is feeling like a heavy weight is been lifted from my chest. But still why do I have to have such an introspection and other people are just bullshitting not caring lying using others?! This is pissing me off

Dear neurodivergent peers life is so fucking hard