How did I not know that John Nolan died recently right when I've been rewatching Person of Interest again, he's my favourite part of the whole show

I ran into a road with a leaf to save a sleepy bee today It's the most I've felt like myself in months

I have some gripes with MGS as a series but I gotta say I think 3 might have become my favourite so far (I've only played 1, 2, nearly all of 3, and the first third of 5). When it leaves you to it, it's a really good time

A fun little afternoon exercise, what if a central York map but in the style of 3D era GTA? An experiment in squishing recognisable places down while keeping the general plan and feel of it.

My favourite bit of MGS3 so far is how they're like "we're in enemy territory, we need codenames, they might be listening in" then proceed to not only announce those codenames over the radio but pretty much every detail of the plan along with it Kojima why are you like this

A fun little afternoon exercise, what if a central York map but in the style of 3D era GTA? An experiment in squishing recognisable places down while keeping the general plan and feel of it.

I've now seen every Benoit Blanc film at least 3 times, and each is so different, and yet each also rocks, especially the most recent

If you've seen heaven, how do you not go mad in its absence?

Sunnier times

This is also part of "maybe I'll be fine in a city and I can get over all the reasons I dislike cities" and then I move and am like "oh no all the reasons I dislike cities are happening to me and I can't get over it"

One thing I didn't realise I'd miss when moving was tap water that didn't taste terrible. Sure, I was used to tap water that tasted like it had just run through a mineral-rich rock to the point it might feel gritty to someone not used to it, but at least it didn't taste like sweet metallic farts

Incredible how the entire Star Fox franchise consists of precisely one game

I am really sad.

A little rough sketch for a painting idea I had, it needs some work especially in getting the reflection right, but maybe there's something here

A little rough sketch for a painting idea I had, it needs some work especially in getting the reflection right, but maybe there's something here

Tiring weekend, really great show, time to sleep for unspecified amount of time

Might be controversial to say I know but I think the UK's class system is incredibly stupid and in terms of some pursuits essentially propped up by nothing but weird attitudes that keep people gated from engaging with art because they're from the "wrong" strata of society

Got to see some PAINTINGS in Manchester today

I need to do a may painting but it's hard to feel connected to your may day experiences when you're 200 miles awayyyyyyytttt I need a hobbyhorse

Maybe Poirot isn't so unlucky that someone dies at every dinner he goes to. Maybe he has some kind of forcefield that drives some people into a murderous rage

Since the save point towards the end, there has been roughly 15 minutes of gameplay to 2 HOURS of cutscene.

More! I can't stop! Until I can!

More! I can't stop! Until I can!

Designed another gothic rose window

Designed another gothic rose window

Watched a video earlier from someone talking about finding daily tasks insurmountable, struggling to start things or finish them, procrastinating, feeling angry about procrastinating but unable to stop, And fuck, I think that exactly describes my day-to-day life

Playing MGS2 and actually sticking with it (I've tried to get into it twice in the past) and my GOD I have spent so much more time watching cutscenes than actually playing the game. The talking goes on so long I genuinely forget what I'm supposed to be doing when they're finally done

Round round round round

hey bluesky why can I see the text and images in two replies in a chain from different people in my notifications, but when I click on one of them, it says "post blocked" on the other and I can't see it. Neither user has blocked me or each other?

Tonight's gothic exercise. Need bigger paper to do any smaller details...

Tonight's gothic exercise. Need bigger paper to do any smaller details...

Tonight's rose window drawing. Little rough in some spots because I really need a new compass

Then I made a little biplane

Some geometry stuff tonight

Some geometry stuff tonight

Using a decent Thai green paste is a great way to find out that Blue Dragon brand paste tastes of NOTHING in comparison, ever since I stopped using it my curries are a million times better

today I made a boat

It can't replace my favourite spot but I did get to see some bluebells and pat some trees today

Why is it the kind of neighbour that obnoxiously blasts music out is the same kind that always has the shittest taste? Oh some shitty dance mix made for gyms of some other exciting song? Daring today aren't we

I miss my woods

Years since I opened any Unity projects, but deadlines met successfully means free time for me among the chaos, and I've opened up an old Star Fox style rail shooter project. I put it down years ago because I got stuck on something, but I'm the past 24 hours I solved it, haven't lost my skills

so how's the vibe coding going guys

Why does it have to pour with rain right after I've gone out having just washed and dried my hair. Every time I swear

I've been working with this client for a year now and it's definitely presented me with some really big art challenges, pushing my skills a lot. Makes me do a lot of research in to old art I can learn from, while still maintaining a look that is still "me"

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Begging the universe to not keep constantly upping my stress levels

It seems every time I feel like I'm in a pivotal crisis moment in my life, I have an urge to watch Kung Fu Panda 1 and 2