I feel weird I rlly rlly enjoyed last night and what I didn't say on main is that the person I went 2 the concert with I kind of have a bit of a crush on and I slept over afterwards which sounds fun and cool but we got back super late so we didn't even rlly talk before we went 2 sleep and-

I want to crawl into a hole and just stop existing. I can't face school tomorrow, I couldn't even sit and eat with my family without having to go cry afterwards today. I feel like shit and I don't have any good reason why

I've not even started back at school yet and I already feel shitty and anxious abt it. The fact it affects me this bad makes me want to just give up on trying so hard to be perfect and maybe manage not to care but I know people would be disappointed and I can't deal with that.

Sometimes (now) my brain feels like it's going in complete overdrive and especially when I went to sleep it becomes really overwhelming all the noise in my head like songs stuck in it and visuals and thoughts but I think I know to some point how to calm down. The main problem is it makes me stuck-

Hello