ok so having the playlists seperated is nice but holyyy shit its so SPACED, i genuinely wish i could arrange these playlists in columns instead of rows. i think i will stick with the single thing and maybe switch to this once i've made more stuff.

another step towards turning my youtube channel into pure art, i've finally changed what my channels home page looks like. instead of trying to maximise whatever potential viewership could be possible, i've replaced the entire home page with playlists for each video type.

life is so damn strange. im a distant (maybe even outcast) part of a community dedicated to Yume Nikki. there is a developer called Toby Fox who announced Deltarune chapter 5 recently. some people cant handle the fact that a random anime girl in Guilty Gear is transgender. IM LITERALLY GAY-

new #deltarune theory, kris' flowey trauma theory kris flowey flowey is real in the flowey was real rather and the and then something and then kris !!

i love how from the trailers for the next deltarune chapter it SEEMS like we were all right in assuming that the next chapter has something to do with flowers. however, heres the thing; in chapter 3 we assumed correctly the PLACE, we were right that it was likely going to be a TV world...

im not "cringe", people cringe *at* me. big difference. doofus.

i just realised how "little music iv been making", as in- i havent posted much on newgrounds but the funny thing is- for the first time in my life this is now totally inaccurate. i've been making so much music lately, just havent been posting it cuz its for other projects (YNFGs and the like)

jokes on you its 7/6 in australia land HA HAAAAA ...next month

honestly YNO kinda did a bit of damage to the YNFG community, cuz now YNFGs are treated less as art and more like a game. iv always seen YNFGs as art first, they're an artistic representation of a characters dreams. they arent supposed to be game-ified, but they have been. and now thats the norm.

GODDD im so happy i get to write scripts about YNFGs and talk about dream shit. i think iv always held a love for dreams, just never really delved into them... and now im doing that, and its everything i couldve ever wanted. rain, music and dreaming. these are my 3 favourite things.

expectations are not the law, you can be proven incorrect !!

it is legitimately wild that the internet got to experience someone as delusional and desperate for records as Riolu in trackmania like- it legitimately doesnt even sound like a real thing; guy steals identity of childhood friend to get big and also has like 30 accounts to get world records WHAT??

i am not following bluesky

i have finished a video. i have finished... CONTENT... CONTENT IS DONEE- well aatleast i hope so, im exporting it now and will probably do one last run through it but if i dont see anything- im uploading it to youtube. i might go to sleep while it exports, so a video should appear tomorrow

yk iv kinda realised something about 010nexus' view on preservation for one, to call what they do on youtube preservation is kinda dubious, its technically true but it functions much more like tutorials, or documentation; which is the thing quarantined fangames DONT want, so- thats already wrong

weird side effect of viewing videos as art is that whenever i see a video that clearly has stock footage or some kind of stock image is used, i cant help but think to myself "damn this person really cut corners" AND THEN I REALISE THAT IM INSANE. NO ONE ELSE HAS THE TIME TO DRAW ART FOR THUMBNAILS-

THERES NO WAY

yume nikki fangame Quilt review will likely be done by the end of the month, if not right when june starts expect a thing in the coming days...

dev of answered prayers has now set up their links to be 18+ and also includes the 18+ emoji in their bio alongside a much tamer description of herself. i think this is probably the best outcome, she can still express herself the way she needs to and isnt held back by the YNO/YNFG community

imagine humanity a billion years from now alright, well, you're wrong. no idea how, because i'd be wrong too. point is, you're wrong.

honestly thats probably gonna be the thing with me; "he could have made it a 30 second loop but she couldnt help herself, so they made it 20 minutes long instead"

i kinda realised a while ago now that i have a very different view of how spectrograms look like. like to most people they just see fuzzy blobs vaguely indicating pitch but like- i legit see shapes in this image.

probably gonna make some long rant about 010nexus soon but i do wanna say something 99% positive, apparently the band behind Ulterior Motives found the original tape. its so cool how the two "recent" lost media finds have basically made the point against "preservation in spite of the author" for me

not me only just now realising i was still following Uneven Dream and forgot to unfollow them yes i am posting about this i am a PETTY son of a bitch :3 meowwwwwwwwwwwwwww

update on that super long song; i actually could push it to an hour- and i might. it just seems right, it feels like a song that would be that long, each section is so vastly different from one another but the location never changes. its a fixed viewpoint but the world keeps moving.

its kinda wild what kinda shit you can get away with by just saying shit confidently, even if its blatantly incorrect or misleading, while also being very avoidant when it comes to confronting the fact that you might not know everything about how trauma works and demonize anything that "feels wrong"

i refuse to believe its actually spelt bologna

funny thing about formant shifters is that they only really do what they set out to do on the human voice, if you apply a formant shift to any normal instrument it just fucking explodes, any high piano note becomes this weird hazy thud, drums sound super weird, etc.

i really hope these age verification laws get fucking shot out back and thrown into the sun eventually, cuz they're so abhorently bad on so many different levels its actually kinda triggering- "but but but think of the children!" the children can think for themselves, thank you

QUILT WAS RELEASED 8 MONTHS AGO????????????????????? WRJHIWHRJIRjihWRIjwrhWRJHIWRHJWRHjiWRHwrhJIWRHWJIRhjh

heres a funny thing about youtube- see a while while WHILE ago youtube added a really bizarre feature where- if the video says "like and subscribe" the subscribe button will flash heres the thing...

funny thing about my dreambiance songs being as long as they are is that some of them are longer than previous albums iv made all by themselves. including the 40+ minute track going on my next dreambiance album means that there are only like 2 or 3 albums of mine longer than one song

bruhh you cant be serious 😭

i have finished a script. i will read through it 20 times and maybe add or change 3 things. and then i can start actually putting together a video in a video editor with my voice saying the things in the script.

Wordle 1.785 6/6 ⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛ 🟨⬛⬛⬛⬛ ⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛ ⬛🟩🟨🟨⬛ ⬛⬛🟨⬛⬛ 🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 i like how this is a fucking discord activity and every now and then someone will say something about the wordle and then backtrack because they dont wanna spoil it which in turn makes me curious what the word is and then i do it

interesting developement, a dreambiance song i was originally gonna leave at maybe- 18 or 20 minutes in length is slowly approaching my longest song ever made which is 43 minutes long. the song is split into 4 parts. this song is also going to be part of an album.

the movie clip spam continues as i now am getting clips from Wednesday, and i feel strangely related to the character in question- the bluntness especially. the urge to be as blunt as possible even if it means making someone uncomfortable just feels like me.

if theres one thing iv learned from the internet its that theres always an exception to EVERYTHING, and then theres an exception to the exception of everything

nahhh nooo nah im good noo i think i wont i think ill stay wayactually

ngl i kinda find myself enjoying the fangames that DONT have extensive wikis, like yeah knowing everything about .flow is nice but i just- love the fact that i still dont even know if iv actually seen the entirety of Withers or Yume Graffiti yet. YNO having maps kinda ruins any fangame on it ngl

daww you kids always on yer phones! you dont pay attention to anythi AND YOU HAD SOLITAIRRRRE THE FUCK ELSE WERE YOU DOING WITH SOLITAIRE?? MEMORIZING THE DECK???????? lmao

ohh yeaah. its may it is may, the month of may may may may may may ..... the most forgettable month of the year right next to august

funny enough movie clips on youtube are the only thing iv ever seen that have made me consider actually watching. a movie. iv been terrified of film all my life because of classrooms that would watch a movie without my permission and i felt incentivized to watch and also my nana watching true crime

me when i make actually kinda substantial progress on my ynfg review script

for some reason youtube has been going theough phases of movie clips to spam me with, its gone through doctor who once before but now its doing it again algorithms really are just kinda goofy these days ay

damn what an interesting clip that makes me consider atleast watchingn "Blink" let me look at the commen-

just had a dream where i was playing deadlock and i got a game against adam neely and frogger, to which adam neely said they'd play jetpack cat and frogger switching between sombra and a new purple character ...... what

me when the Eternal Crysalis Dream bug village music gets stuck in my head on loop it wont stop it wont sto

this accout will become a lot more active at some point, probably when i finish the yume nikki fangame review ,,, yeah,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,yeA- rsfhfashsh

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