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"why is it called fiber optic if it doesn't make me shit better" -maxine

eScape is literally just a remix of me

seeing a random german word in a normal-starting sentence always makes you think 'is it a political practice or a javascript library?'

turns out my handle makes even more sense since the azys lla theme was used for eScape and all its infinite variants (and i forgot when i made this handle)

just randomly got the menu bgm from tokyo xtreme racer (2025) in my head

xbox shutting down another studio:

death stranding 2: on that bitch

vanishing :3

2026 canceled (it'll just be an expansion pack for 2025)

i watched a youtube video (rare!) and order yet undeciphered was mentioned hehehe

it's lowercase this time around. the vibe of the old twitter posts could not even be matched.

'help the storekeeper find his daughter?' yea sure id be a horrible person if i didnt

do you think he'd slash him or she'd slash her

the demonic presence inside

salted yogurt is way harder to crack

even the slightest unreliable behavior in software can make it *scary* to use especially if the unreliable behavior makes you have to try the same thing 5 times over, or worse, it'd be a mess to undo (even if it's a simple thing like 'last read stats' getting clobbered)

oh dear

bought for a symbiotic amount

gwah this lack of energyyyy

let's see how Sands of Amber / AMBER DESERT or Full Fathom Five / FIVE FATHOMS DEEP will do at resetting me to "zero state" after this emotional mess

for how much i like people it's interesting how terrified i am of people (and of even the chance of being rejected by people)

why do people (even if metaphorically) hit walls with their heads it like really hurts to do so

deep fried chicken pings

mush microsoft teams rooms and you get microsoft teams mushrooms

what's with the weird replyguy this post got 😭

'if i help you, are you going to let me fuck you?' is such a line

i want to disable ray tracing on the real world

being too tired to read my feed is fun,

TRY THIS!

got distracted by my again-wish to get the discord overlay thing working on linux last time i tried poking around it was a mess involving *three* distinct host modules discord has, some overengineered out of process electron host, and a TON of win32 stuff (+ game utils also hardcoding it as 'off')

the DEFINITIV NICHT edition

i wonder what kind of drm the cracked novacluster used

i'll yak t'el on you

you're my worstie <3

udp fragmentation grenade

i keep forgetting there's this one world that's canonically The German Server and therefore half the time i go there novice network is all AUF DEUTSCH

shormblood and stadowbringers

yea sure let me grab the floating food

traffic pinecones

trying to watch kokkoku (anidb.net/anime/13513) and the main character is honestly kind of cute

the friction of having to come up with alt text for every image ever (or get vilified if not!) is making it really annoying to spontaneously post an image

i often wonder how much better my life would be if i could just escape into watching stuff, or playing games, or whatever- switch off my brain and be fine for a bit i can't though, not while i'm in any way uncomfortable.. same goes for napping, or anything to escape the discomfort

i feel so.. alone

today seems to be another emotionally void day with a hint of inexplicable sadness and frustration at myself for not being able to get to *any* tasks i've given myself bweh

another day, another package wait that turned from 'end of morning' to 'early afternoon' to 'soon' to 'we missed you!! WE'LL RETRY' at least they'll retry instead of it being delivered to a pickup point out of weird laziness

unconventional memory (640 kB of forgetting)

ilysm sounds like an ailment of sorts

Upon my blade I swear, no harm shall come to Her Highness!

windows powershell is an object of power