Last day before this gets sent to collections, any help would be sincerely appreciated

Just got back from the endo. He told me I need to get very drunk and go wander around in the woods. Im not sure how this relates to my hormones but who am I to say no to a doctor

The fact that Shaquille O'Neal of all people is kinda like a B list celebrity in a fairly niche subgenre of EDM is kinda wild to me. I don't think that he actually produces on his own he just kinda DJs and hops on the mic but its still wild he just. Shows up on random bass music tracks sometimes

Oh shit actually fresh repost on this. I just realized my credit card's payment is due and I need $75 to make the minimum or the whole thing is going to collections bc im on a payment plan. Unfortunately I do not get paid until next week. Help would be appreciated 🙏

Yeah im sure bomb disposal is pretty stressful but have you ever cried out a contact at work and carefully had to put it back in with no solution and a long ass nail because you're out of contacts and cant afford more?

Really need the ideations to go away during work hours actually im stuck in the work restrooms having an anxiety attack and im ALREADY under scrutiny for being kinda shit at my job

Phone bill got handled but I dont get paid until next week and I need to pay for food and gas and stuff. Help is appreciated 🙏

Okay having actually now used /lgbt/ in the past few weeks I can say pretty comfortably that like 90% of people who go on /lgbt/ to talk about not passing are larping

Hey hi hello gamers I need $90 to pay my phone bill or its getting disconnected tomorrow. Would appreciate some assistance

Good morning gamers I continue always needing financial aid, anything helps

Oh cool new deltarune chapter time to not check social media for the next 3 weeks

explain my @? ...do i *really* gotta?

Okay credit where its due, im not a huuuuuge fan of this Ideapad laptop but ive had it for, what, like 4 years? And its survived a hell of a lot. Tough little fucker

I like how normal sane people complain about having to use >60gb on a game, meanwhile DCS players

Very interesting how ive consistently felt the most dysphoric *and* also somehow the least trans this pride month than I think I have in a hot minute. Probably something to be gleaned from this

Trying to do anything technology related when you're homeless is so rad

Crazy how "do what you love and youll never work a day in your life because your field isnt hiring" is true literally 100% of the time

DISCORD ADD FULL REGEX TO YOUR SED SUBSTITUTION FEATURE AND MY LIFE IS YOURS

Man fuck you last night maya im tired as shit right now why did you have to have an anxiety and stay up until 6:30 in the morning you KNOW it gets too hot to sleep in the morning

okay first Forgejo integrating with apub and now there's fucking. Tangled? and it integrates with atproto for some reason? why? hello? why?

Anyways my general consensus having re-broached the fediverse for the first time in fuckin. Idk a year and change? Is uh. Idk its about the same as I remember. Maybe marginally more sufferable. I refuse to touch that shit with a 10 foot pole if my names attached though fuuuhuck that

No YOU'RE awake at 4 am

Yet again dropping the funny mutual aid link Currently homeless, need money for food and gas and bills all that fun stuff people need to not die Anything helps <3 ko-fi.com/meyonnez

Discovering that Disciple Records got bought out by Create Music Group, functionally died, and then was resurrected as basically just an mcat uncaged rejects bin was sad. Anyways here's thoughts on all the latest disciplerecs drops.

Storage locker has been taken care of but anything to help with food and gas and the like is still appreciated, ive got like 40 cents in my bank account. help a trans person not starve to death this pride :)

Yippee more mutual aid time! Currently homeless as of today, need to get my storage locker's rent current (approx. $350) so I can get my shit out of my scummy landlord's place. Could also use help paying for gas and food and showers and the like. ko-fi.com/meyonnez anything helps :)

So, weird discovery I just made. I sometimes browse subreddits dedicated to like, collecting and shitting on memes from fascists and the like (i don't know why I do this, I think it's some sort of unconscious self harm since these subs usually make me pretty dysphoric), and like. its 99% one guy??

Im so full of Thoughts and have nowhere to post them. I think this is what a therapist would help with but im not getting one of those

I would kill for a white claw rn. Or a jack and coke. Anything cold and tasty and alcoholic.

I hate being this like. Jaded about transition. I miss when I still had it in me to be hopeful about ever seeing any progress.

God i need therapy.

Shoutout to dysphoria kicking in when i get tired. Its like a natural sleepy time alarm but it makes me wanna die!

tonight's e shot tunes

In retrospect announcing Project Baxter is quite possibly the funniest thing Starbreeze could have done it it's situation

Hey all I desperately need some financial aid. I'm a bit over a month away from being evicted and I need to get current on my storage locker ASAP (~$300). If you can contribute, anything helps ko-fi.com/meyonnez

post-e shot cigarette might be the most feminizing thing i do. doesn't get more woman than this

okay actually re-upping this, I recently just spent the last of my food money and am officially out. Any help not starving to death would be appreciated 🙏

god am i re-entering my fucking linuxbro era :despair:

Call me no child left behind with the way that bush has me stupid

tfw you sit down to look at writing a Dockerfile for a server project and get distracted setting up key management shit on your yubikey for 45 minutes straight

Its crazy just how much Trauma has affected my life and the path to where I am today

agh i remember now why i don't use dwm. time to figure out how to rebind my keyboard on linux and give myself a number row again since i forgot my laptop keyboard doesn't have a functional one

I was in the ER for 8 hours with a BAC of .24. Here's what it taught me about B2B sales (or whatever other businessbro drivel)

ATF agent and her puppygirl GF send post

I could do another gentoo install but doing that on a mobile i7 seems like a new level of masochistic

How it feels to revisit linux on the desktop as a tinkering tool for the first time in fuckin like. A year or two

okay actually re-upping this, I recently just spent the last of my food money and am officially out. Any help not starving to death would be appreciated 🙏

Oh right its trans day of visibility. Hi I'm visible. If you'd like to help a currently unemployed soon to be homeless trans woman a couple bucks for some food is always appreciated ko-fi.com/meyonnez

nicotine cravings beating the fuck out of me GOD i fucking hate being broke