okay actually re-upping this, I recently just spent the last of my food money and am officially out. Any help not starving to death would be appreciated 🙏

Oh right its trans day of visibility. Hi I'm visible. If you'd like to help a currently unemployed soon to be homeless trans woman a couple bucks for some food is always appreciated ko-fi.com/meyonnez

nicotine cravings beating the fuck out of me GOD i fucking hate being broke

Incredibly fucked up that I do not own a pishock rn. I wish I wasnt still a broke bitch otherwise id buy one but fuuuhuck $110 is so much

"doth the collar round my neck bear your name" is such a fucking hard line im SO mad at myself for not saving the Tumblr post I saw it from because I do not remember the username and im too lazy to look

incredibly funny (and disheartening) to see so many people make their computers so so so much worse when over what basically amounts to a minor inconvenience and like 5 minutes of work to fix

>Open up IG >instantly made dysphoric >Open up Bluesky >Instantly made dysphoric Starting to think social media may be bad for me

I just realized that I can bring my laptop into bed so I can listen to music on my nice headphones while I dysphoria bedrot. Its never been more over I am NEVER leaving this fucking bed

DCS Imagedump Thread

Do you think that Crazy Diamond's healing effects could apply to brain shit too

Its honestly a bit crazy how useful "being able to listen to people yap" is as a skill for making new friends on the internet. Extra points if you enjoy listening to people yap, which i do. Greatly.

the algorithm scares me sometimes i opened up IG on a whim and the first post was a comic about robogirl 4tran doomerizing. i dont even USE IG

I could be gayer on main. I shouldn't. But I *could*.

i know they say self isolation is bad but it's kinda crazy just how much it did to improve my psyche. like i pretty much entirely disengaged from all circles bar one small community i'm in with my partner and a small group chat and up until a few days ago i was doing okay. not great, but better!

SayIntentions making it an explicit part of their signup agreement that "NOOOHOHOHO YOU CANT BE MEAN TO THE ROBOTS!!!!!" is so fucking funny AI bros are truly god's most unserious creatures

One thing I do miss about fedi is actually having decent account privacy settings as opposed to bluesky. Ive been craving a pseudo-private account where i can just scream into the void about how fucked up i am but I also don't think thats really something bsky can do

i was supposed to die yesterday, but i didn't. this almost assuredly means that my death clock has integer underflowed and i am now going to live for ~5.88 million years

I may be straight but I have the gayest vibes possible about it and thats all that really matters in life (Can you tell ive been up way too late)

I need to call myself a woman more. That has a strangely positive effect on my dysphoria

Nvm I didn't sleep. I am a strong brave woman withstanding the forces of evil (being tired) to fight my battles (annoy my partner)

I love my partner. That is all, good night (no its not 7 in tje morning shut up)

OH RIGHT I ALMOST FORGOT TO POST THIS THIS MONTH Valentine's YCH, birthday gift from my belovely @rennycat.bsky.social (artist is @fishtwo.bsky.social)

My hobby is clicking random ExplainXKCD links and looking for [citation needed] marks

Nothing more fun than making a breakthrough after spending the entire night crashing the fuck out only to realize that this is Worse actually

You know you had a good night when you wake up and you wanna die because you're hungover and dysphoric

Wow im like. Almost kind of an adult except I cant do any of the fun things adults get to do. As was pointed out to me 20 is a nice round number though, so I cant complain too much

Name a more iconic duo than waking up at 1pm local and being cripplingly disgustingly dysphoric

Many months ago I made a promise to myself that if I was not living full time as a woman by my 1 year HRT-iversary, I would check out. Suffice to say I absolutely failed to achieve that goal for myself, I did not anticipate HRT literally nothing the entire year for me, (cont.)

Radiohead if he was a burnt out trans woman: But I'm a NEET / I must boymode

msfs is so cool because you can visit places you've been in real life. like HERE is the exact spot (or at least you could look into a window from here to the exact spot) I was rejected from a job as a KMSP ground handler because i didn't have a REAL ID

Okay so im like. ~9 episodes into season 2 of jjba and the first thing that is immediately apparent is how much of a downgrade Jotaro is as a protag. Like we really went from "funny, somewhat aloof but clever kid" to "brooding edgy irreverent anime boy that all the ladies swoon for"

very smart man go very stupid fast (i crashed into a minor incline like 10 seconds after this clip)

**URGENT** I'm currently a month behind on storage locker rental. The items inside are currently in lien and I urgently need $200 to pay it. I am currently unemployed and looking for work. I know my last request wasnt that long ago but I am really in a bind here and could use aid. ko-fi.com/meyonnez

(posting about this here since i'm not at where i would've posted it before) ...huh. the new deluxe cut of Sunk Cost Fallacy is uh. interesting. not counting the acoustic demos (since obviously those are just demos) it's two songs, a VIP of tryhard (which absolutely slaps) (1/2)

i recently started watching jjba with my partner. i cant believe ive been sleeping on this show for this long. im only like 3 episodes in and good lord its so fucking good

sound physics remastered will never not be incredibly funny to me

**URGENT** Hi yes sorry I know I dont use this site much but I'm kind of in a bind here, my phone line is going to get disconnected if I don't scrounge together $150 by tomorrow. I am currently unemployed and could really use any help. Boosts are appreciated ko-fi.com/meyonnez

Good morning folks, the job search has been uneventful and I am yet again asking for support. Anything helps

Christ okay I just need to stop browsing reddit after major world events. Like yeah thanks dude I really wanted to see a corpse this morning. Fuck

"NO LITTLE GERMAN BOY DON'T GO INTO THE MAYA CAVE" MEIN GOTT! ZIS CAVE IS FULL OF EIN GEISTIGKRANKERTRANSGENDERFÜCHSEN!

holy shit i've never had a shivslop run so good it could wipe fucking time eater

Hey folks, this has become a touch more urgent, anything would be really appreciated right now ❤️

mey.onnez.gay/posts/dont-b... A while back I believe I posted about my experiences with sshfs-win. Here's an update on that.

explain your username 🎤 (for Meyonnez) Someone called me Mayonnaise Girl once and i thought it was a funny sounding name but didnt want to call myself Mayonnaise.

reboosting this, i was laid off earlier this month and I'm currently short a couple hundred on rent and some other bills. anything helps ❤️

being a hater is such an underrated coping mechanism i'm ngl

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I keep forgetting I have this.

still having inside jokes from old communities in my head SUCKS what do you MEAN i have to explain to my partner why mentioning Tim Sweeney at all makes me laugh

Sleep is for the weak are you even REALLY living if you aren't up until 5 am burning through zyns and spiraling about how you're never gonna be a woman