Caught playing with My food again…👅🔪

Hey

One of the most frustrating things about my disability is that it’s impacted pretty significantly by stress. Even tho I want to push through and be a big tough human I literally can’t. This has been a very tough and humbling week.

Enjoy!! 🥩

My usual freak friends that I share bloody pictures with are too freaked out by flaying, yall wanna see?

Thinking about this latest attack on internet safety and the impending age verification requirements, I find myself reminded that the deep web is a lawless digital space.

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If you really want to dismantle the system you have to make peace with being considered/becoming a criminal. Not just by the government, but by people too. The hate we’ve been brainwashed into having for all criminals is deep. Just look at how we treat addiction. And now this EO.

In less than a week I’m getting flayed for the first time and I am so excited 🥹

Horrifying.

I’ve had a sick fascination with how chat gpt has become a spiritual advisor for many, but it also comes with a deep damp desperation- this is so dangerous. I can’t fully articulate it but this reminds me intimately of growing up evangelical.

Yall remember in middle/high school when one person out of a group would have the hw done for a subject and then share the answers and we all kinda did a little of the work to get decent grades? Class solidarity lol

Man people really hate addicts and it makes me sad and angry.

I am going to a glacial lake to offer the earth my stress and black cherries, hope the gods don’t smite me wish me luck

There’s a family I’ve met about a year a half ago who are in Gaza, we text as I cant speak Arabic and I use a translator app. I’ve watch an infant grow into a baby that can stand on his own. I have earned their mother’s trust enough to receive photos of her face. The kids refer to me as “auntie”

They're building concentration camps with money they stole from medicare.

To say I’m stressed is a FUCKING understatement. I need to scream the shrill banshee scream I have building inside me centimeters away from a politicians face until their eyes bleed.

The vibe difference online since Zohar won the primary is palpable, Hope is nice.

Watching the news debate about war in the “Middle East” makes me feel like a kid again

I’m Kuwaiti. Or rather my parent is. Kuwait’s history and current culture makes me worried not only for the likelihood of the US bases there being Iran’s target, but about the narratives that will come from that. And the impact of both those things on a very small and relatively weak country.

Pay a Black sex worker today and then pay another one.

let's make JD Vance the most blocked person on the website and leave it at that

Tell a boomer “You think not being emotional is a strength but it’s why you don’t trust yourself” and leave it at that.

Fantasizing about being baptized in my own blood, the rich color and warmth of red, a slow dreamy zen creeping through my eyes

Fantasizing about the days where my body feels less like a prison and more like an adventure

Fantasizing about a Father’s Day where I can call someone daddy and they glow with pride

Yall @cartamonir.com is hosting a class today called “Hit Me with My Cane” and I am vibrating with excitement! I’m bringing my cane so she can spiritually absorb as well. 😊

The bitter sweet pride of watching community stand up and conquer fascists, but knowing that many will leave this time & protest traumatized. I have such an ache in my heart and a hunger in my belly.

I had a dry spell with play for a while and then in the past few weeks I’ve had just as many scenes! Being kissed with so many bruises, in different areas, makes me feel so held!

Our community is amazing tbh 💅🏽 So glad you enjoyed the workshop and space!!

Thank you so much!! It was such a pleasure to facilitate space for community. 🫡🥹

I had a lovely impact scene today and I feel better physically and mentally in such a beautiful way. Intimacy is rejuvenating, especially when adventuring its depths.

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Look how cute my nails are 🥰

Had some needle fun with friends 🪡👯🎀

See you there 💕

Thank you @cartamonir.com for sharing your story! Such a blessing to have interviewed you. (:

it was a very easy decision to sign this

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Fantasizing about being gagged and dressed for service, walking behind the person I’ve agreed to serve and only paying attention to them and their wants, needs, or desires for the event we’ve visited this evening. I don’t need to talk, just to listen. How freeing.

Fantasizing about being strapped to a gurney, to keep precision of course, as they test different impact tools to determine what leaves the best bruise. “Beautiful,” they murmur before going to work. Like a striped shirt, let’s use the straps like coloring lines! - and leave my legs black and blue

Fantasizing about being bound with barbed wire and needles and sutures, blood dripping down my thigh, a gag of frozen blood secured in my mouth that melts behind sutures and dribbles out the corners of my mouth

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My god. He’s gone after the Civil Rights Act!!!! www.whitehouse.gov/presidential...

Return of the evil nun 🖤 #pixelart

The game girlies are finally ready to eat Nintendo and it warms my heart. For those still on the line, remember that the price tag doesn’t include tariffs 🫶🏽

Reverse nun

I’m very excited about my play party outfit and the lovely weekend I have planned. 🥰

When your in ADHD freeze and the anxiety hits