@me get bothered nerd :P

One of my co-workers is a big conspiracy nut (thinks the government is going to force everyone to digital currency and take away his cash). He hates zero sugar sodas, and saw me drinking one and says "Don't go drinking those, they got all those nasty chemicals in them. They make you less manly" […]

Bruh I've done more work in the 90 minutes I've been at work today than all day yesterday. Seriously what is wrong with me

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[18+] My self esteem is all over the place. I can barely look at my own face half the time, but then others have told me that they touch themselves to the thought of me and would fly across the world to see me, when financially able. I don't know if I'll get used to how I feel about myself. At […]

I slept terribly last night. Good morning. Today is going to be a struggle.

My smart watch praised me for being active, when all I was doing was typing faster than usual.

Sacrificing my sanity for money is getting really old.

Welp. Power supply of my pc has died. So no computer for at least a few weeks. (1.5 weeks for new psu delivery, then preparing for my week's holiday for PAX Australia)

Even more people now have said my voice sounds different/more fem. I don't get it, I don't think I've changed anything, but I guess I have.

How the fuck am I supposed to get out of the thought spiral of not feeling worthy enough of meeting & befriending irl people as my true self?

Goodnight

My mind feels like mush. I probably didn't sleep enough last night. Maybe a shower will help.

I always cringe at single transactions over $1k Today was car insurance...

This is just how I feel using blender any time https://fixupx.com/shitpostben/status/1966850957243036056

Someone complimented my voice yesterday. That felt nice.

At the end of every week, I always feel like I didn't do enough to improve my life; feeling guilty because I could've done more.

https://github.com/Yellow-Dog-Man/Resonite-Issues/issues/5573 is absolutely insane. Turns out if you edit the metadata of a Resonite world to set it public, any uri field in that world that contains a world link that you also own will also become public! This includes the photo metadata of a […]

I just want to feel less... tired all the time.

I think I need to feel more uncomfortable

People like being lazy when they can. And I don't think the Resonite team take that in to consideration as much as I'd hope when they request users to do something like make a moderation report or submit an issue to the issue tracker GitHub. Since the marketing push has started, the team need […]

I think I really want this: https://fixupx.com/tern_et/status/1962164797962649739

For anyone seeing these posts on Bluesky, keep in mind that I post more personal stuff on this account, and my more formal one is @lexevo.net (I don't know if that @ shows up right) If you're uncomfortable with anything here, follow that instead.

[TMI?] I've started taking multivitamins, and now my piss looks like it could glow in the dark.

My volume button has come loose on my phone. It's only half attached to my phone now, so I hope it doesn't completely break.

Another work week awaits! (I wish I was on Resonite I wish I was on Resonite I wish I was on Resonite I wish I was on Resonite...)

I wonder if enough people have told Froox to take a break yet. Perhaps a few dozen more? :P #resonite

Overwhelming day at work, and my server decided to disconnect from the internet again. I need a break from it all.

Yippee for regional public holidays!

why does my server keep disconnecting from the internet TwT

Who wants to munch on all this fibre with me?

I should probably play Neos for one last time.

So relieved... The weekend is here...

Whether it's burnout from work or me getting back in to reading novels and manga, there have been days where I'd be content with never turning my PC on ever again. I can't exactly describe how that feels, but I can tell it's a major shift in how I feel towards myself and my hobbies. Do I need […]

Stress headache from work every day this week so far? Check ☑️

My eye has started to twitch from stress again. Hasn't done that in a while... 🫩

Last night, I came out to my mum. She was very surprised, but it went really well.

I need to start exfoliating...

oooouuuuggghh so eepy... Why did my body have to wake me up at 3:30am...

Thank you @Crzyparot73

[Mental health] There never seems to be enough time for the plans I make, and they almost always seem to fall through. It makes me want to give up sometimes. I get frustrated, I feel like I'm stuck and a failure. And every new failure I make just piles on top of the other, making each one feel […]

Maybe I should start keeping tally of how many times I cry every day. It has been very nice and cathartic.

The wistful yearner pines away in the silent moments of contemplation...

aaaaaaaaa I'm so excited for the Constant Companions: Deluxe album to release today!

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu I slept through my alarm and only had 15 minutes to get ready for work...

Cook faster! #pizzapost

IDK why, but I have so much internal troubles trying to just post my thoughts online. Like I want to, but I always worry about what others think too much, even though this is my own space! An idea I just had is I could just post all the thoughts I have into a single post instead of spreading […]

I'm so happy I finally got a pay rise and a title change at work.

The flu that I've got has completely wrecked my throat, and I'm most sad about not being able to utilise my fem voice for a while. Oh well.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0iVlSNpq8i8 This is stuck in my head now. Thank you @m1nt_