Yesterday Misty and I went to run the Wine and Dine 5k, and of course I did the whole thing while holding her. I wanted @ironcaptain19.bsky.social with me the whole time. (Although I kept checking to make sure my palms weren't sweaty cause Iron would freak out!) I tried my hardest to make her pose 🤣

Its been a bit since I posted here. I am not ok. I am extremely depressed. It feels like the world is continuing to go on and be happy while I am stuck. I do not wish this pain on anyone. I walk around feeling weighed down and I can barely breathe.

Misty keeps going on adventures! I wonder where she will go next... @ironcaptain19.bsky.social

Hi @ironcaptain19.bsky.social I miss you a lot. It seems like everyday it's getting harder and harder. A lot of people love you very much, I hope you know that. I wish I could wake up tomorrow and realize this is all a dream, and you are just in your room. I'll see you again Tonio, I promise.

I start the first semester of my 3rd year of college today. I don't even care, all I wanna do is call Tonio and hear their voice. I want her to make fun of me again and I wanna ride the monorail while she pilots. I can't do this today. I miss you Tonio. Having the privilege to breathe feels wrong.

Another day where I wake up and hope this isn't real. But it is. I've lost my Tonio. Yesterday dad and I couldn't find her car keys, and I almost called our to her asking where they were. Her car is so lifeless without her, it doesn't seem real. @ironcaptain19.bsky.social did you have to go?

My family and I would really appreciate anyone's help during this time. We want to give Iron the proper send off she deserves. I apologize beforehand for the pronouns as she was not out to our family. She was and always will be dearly loved. gofund.me/805583bd

Hi everyone who was close to Iron, I've made this bluesky to keep everyone updated with her. Unfortunately the news is true, Iron passed away Friday, August 22nd. My family and I are completely broken hearted and can't express in words the pain we feel. Please if you have any photos or kind stories